Kin♥
Your more than average next-door-girl. Quick-witted and cheeky. You won't want to mess with her!

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Am wondering... what is my strong point. have no idea what is my strong point.. Jade is working very hard at her work place.. she got a realli got job (from my point of view), altot guo long is slow.. but he can realli draw well.. but too bad.. cos of his slowness, i duno what he can realli achieve. ky.. good at design. he is now designing his own icon for his new design clothes to sell it online. hopefully he can do well for this and slowly earn his capital to start out his own resturant. as for ching... he is gd at drawing. interest: judo (rou dao).. n he had signed up for this and training hard for the competition. seem like everyone is working hard toward their own goals. am what about mi? seriously speaking... i have no idea at all..

i tot that.. with a degree, i could get a better job offer in the banking industry.. but never would i know that.. after grad, it seem so hard to get back a banking industry job and i have no idea what job to start hunting again for. with ani experience what kind of job should i start looking for. i am greedy.. yes i noe.. cos i wanna take up afew other courses that interest mi.. but without a stable income, how am i gonna take up those courses?

so... what is my purpose of life rite now? get a job... yeah, i know.. but.. what job should i hunt for? why did i failed all the interview that i had went for? because i couldnt speak well?

i gave in to him..
no matter how hard i try..
i always failed..
and i chose to gib in..
i'm such a fool..
idiot~!!!

my psp is damaged... no money for everything.
tot things could improve between ky n me..
seem like nth gonna work out..
i wished to hab some fun... but am alone..
altot i am in a relationship wit ky.. but.. i still feels alone..

oh yea.. he got e job at orchard Kino bookstore..
he likes the working environment. but he dislikes the rotating shift work..

recently been rushing for my assignments..
presentation is coming soon n yet my part A session a is still not yet done..
but am bloggin here..

i realli feeling down rite now..
i dun wish to let go the relationship..
but somehow..
it makes me feels that..
no point holding on when both of us kept quarreling over small thingy..
we arent happy being together at all..
what's the point den?

i felt so disappointed..
because i always feel so alone even when i am with him..
sometime it jus make mi wonder...
am i realli important to him?

its so unfair..
everythings is so unfair..


i'm such a fool..

there is so much I wish to tell you
but have no idea where I should start from
there is so much I wish to tell you
but I just don't know how to put it in words
there is so much I wish to tell you
but in the end, I kept everything to myself.

I miss you badly
but I find it hard to tell you.
I need you badly
but will you be there and listen to me?
I love you
but, do you?

ky is back to sg on 28 March 2009. =)
i went to the airport wit ky's mum and his 2nd brother, guo chin, and also lao da, guo long to fetch kok yong.
been lots of ups and downs. until now. relationship, working life and studies arent goin well for mi.

-Work-
i went over to jeffrey side. mobile side. selling palm and acer pda. i find the job very slack. until recently. working wit eric makes mi feel that.. i'm such a dummy. i knew nth bout the pda world yet i keep acting as if i knew every single things bout pda. no wonder no pple wanna work wit mi. slacker who always report work late n didnt do ani research and do nth at work. damn slacker. cant blame anione beside mi. i could onli blame myself for being so dumbass.
and... i wasnt tat close wit aaron n pei shan le. i hate aaron!! he's a bastard. but mi arent getting ani better.

-Relationship-
keep having cold wars between the 2 of us. from march until now, July, there's already 2 break-and-patch stuff already. now gonna be another third time. but is it gonna be the last chance between us? i have no idea. i felt so unstable wit him.. i dun mean my emotional unstable altot i guess i gonna break down soon.. it is jus the unstable in.. jobs. been months he had already ORD but yet... he still workin part time. n insist workin at kinokuniya bookshop wit his friends. i dun mind.. but the job realli dun suit him.. and it is a short term job. tis isnt a long term job he should look for. n i rather he go spend 2 yrs in his stuides.. rather den to work for 2 yrs n go back to study. he still duno wat he realli wants. i have been in tis stage before. even until now.. but at least.. i know tat if i'm jobless.. i will still look for a full time job while workin for a part time job.. it seem to him tat.. the whole world onli left Orchard Kinokuniya Bookshop is hiring. and as if the shop will 100% hire him. omg. n i realli hates it when he quarrel wit mi for unreasonable tings. n c'mon... u knew i'm a smoker.. forcing mi to quit i could understand. cos i knew that.. u jus want mi to save up the money n oso for the sake of my health.. but.. tat night YOU are jus OVER REACTING!!!

-School-
having a holiday from may to 21 sept 2009. until now, i still haven touch my professional project. OMG~ lucky tis 3 weeks roadshow got lawrence to stand in. and i got lots of off days. mayb i shall jus skip my coffee kaki part time n spent time on my tis assignment before school reopen. i must realli pull up my socks for my studies. have to read more newspaper and storybook.


I'm jus damn sux lah.. dumbass Kin. everything also don't know yet don't wanna ask pple for help and still act smart. no wonder pple hates her (KIN).....

..Unwanted..

oh gosh.. i mention bout the psp slim e last posts.. n i totally forgotten bout it.. oh man!!! my pay is enough to buy the psp slim leh... ( i tink so lah~ ) but!!! if i buy~ i cant buy a pair of new shoe!! cant pay my ocbc!! cant pay my bills! no money to return back to mum!! no money for foods and drinks!!! no money for dunhill!! and most important.. No money for transport!!! ..........

(X_X)

FAG!!!



i dreamt of a guy.. appear from no where.. i duno how i get to noe him. yet, I still hugged him dearly, knowing he will not call mi. he wana take mi out. 2 cars. chose one. he's rich, gentle and good looking guy. but i went back home, settle my tings, went down, he's missing again.

who is he? ky is my bf. am i two-timer in e dream? if so, y do i let myself two-time?

*weird.

CB!!!!!!!!

it seem to me that.. history gonna repeat again.