cRy Le...
Thursday, October 28, 2004 @ 2:59 PM
today i cry again le.. cos of e love bite ytd he gave de hor.. everyone is angry with him lorz. xiaoli [ my er jie ] even ask mi to gib her his hp no.. den she today called him n "hab a nice tok" wit him lorz.. den we go for kaili [ da jie ] de ROM .. kaili look so beauitful n sweet today... den beri touch [ gan ton ] lorz.. den after goin there c them marry liao mi wen fang, anna n qian go somerset.. den we go take our breakfast-cum-lunch lorz.. after tat we take neoprint.. first time we 4 sisters together take pic sia.. n so nice n sweet sia.. den no place go we all cum back to my house again lorz.. den i got a heart to heart tok wot them lorz.. everyone object mi being wit him lorz.. they scare tat he will cheat mi lorz.. i listen to wat they say lorz.. even if they don like him i cant do anything cos e first impression for him wasnt tat gd for them lorz.. i don wish my 3 best sisters n my 2 real sisters to cum in between my relationship lorz.. i wish to be wit him always lorz.. unless i got a reason to stop lovin him..
jus now i meet him 8pm but was late.. cos havin gastric [ but not tat pain ] so i walk kinda slow lorz.. i didnt let him noe la.. den he brin mi go eat dinner ma.. den go pa toh lorz.. den while on e way back home... cos he send mi back home walkin ma.. den we tok bout xiaoli callin him lorz.. his hp spoil ma.. den xiaoli tot he don dare to ans her phone.. den he kinda like not happy lorz.. but he explain to mi bout it lorz..
i got home n i rush to toilet n face e mirror le.. less de 3 mins i cry le.. find myself beri useless lorz... y always let sisters all worry.. esp. qian.. cos she noe my past.. i really beri sad bout e past lorz.. find myself damn stupid lorz..
tis few days don think he can meet mi cos he so busy wit his sch work... cos of exam ma... haiz.. jus dono y.. find myself so silly... damn silly..
happy..
Tuesday, October 26, 2004 @ 4:58 AM
tis few days been meetin dear.. his exam cumin soon le.. so he need to study.. always study until late afternoon... after studyin for his exam still gotta pei wo.. haiz.. den tis few days we onli meet for dinner den he send mi home le.. ytd was out whole day wit cousin.. she wan mi to go out wit her family jus to take pic.. aiyo.. den dear gotta wait for mi dono how many long hours jus to hab dinner wit mi.. haiz..
ytd cousin they all brin mi to east coast.. wah.. i really like there alot.. but too far le.. if not i free sure always go there de.. den we take some photo lorz.. den after tat we dono where to go so her hubby brin us to parkway parade there to shop.. wah.. so many pple.. den i saw a drum set.. 870 bucks onli.. wah~ den a stakeboard onli 90 bucks.. i wan save money go buy le.. haha.. mi save money buy stakeboard first.. when free go learn drum liao den go buy e drum set home.. wahahaha.. but i now jus think too much onli la... lolx.. den brin the kids to mac to eat lorz.. cos ting ting love to mac de food alot lorz.. den they send mi to chong pang cc cos i meet dear at cc de mac ma..
den when i reach mac saw dear le we walk to northpoint de nearby coffeeshop to hab our dinner.. den send mi home lorz.. ytd i wear the japs japs de skirt ma.. cos after washin dono y become mini skirt le.. den hor.. he at first saw mi horz.. keep laughin.. keke.. so funny meh?
later meetin him n qian at woodland.. anna dono got us ma.. later if she goin den found out i got stead le hor.. haiz.. she gonna scold mi le.. cos onli qian noe i got stead ma... n my family members la..
tis sat n sunday need to go work at dome de factory.. part time.. alan ask de.. but he didnt sae wat time but he will brin mi go.. he also didnt sae wear wat.. den next week go irene de workin place to start work le.. stress.. beri scare also.. the worst thing is now i cant smoke.. dear don let.. haiz.. wat if i beri stress? i sure need to smoke de ma... haiz.. maybe will tok to him about it..
i now waitin for dear to finish his exam.. cos he sae after his exam finish he will brin mi go out ma.. cos now he havin exam cannot offen meet mi n also cannot meet mi for to long.. after exam he beri free le.. so will brin mi out lorz.. but he need to go work after exam also le.. if we keep goin out don wanna work no pple will gib us money de ma.. lolx..
haiz.. i now waitin for nite time.. cant wait to meet them esp. dear.. keke..
later at 4 like tat i bringin my cousin de kids to cc de mac to eat.. out of sudden feel like playin basketball.. lolx..
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Saturday, October 23, 2004 @ 7:30 AM
eRmz.. heez.. today ar.. a beri imp day for mi.. shhhzz.. keke...
(-'_'-) (-'_^-)
sUx
Friday, October 22, 2004 @ 2:55 AM
backz to posting le.. keke.. tis few days i always go out.. cousin scold mi le worz.. but i hack care still go out.. lolx.. tis few days been meetin wei jiunn also.. tuesday mi n fiona go watch ouija board.. he sae he wanna go along wit us so he join us for e show lorz.. at first tot the show beri scary.. chey.. not scary de.. keke.. so long didnt go out wit fiona liao lorz.. the last time i went out wit her is last yr before march lorz.. cos she always wit yiwen they all so we seldom chat wit each other in sch.. but friends r frfiends wat.. so some time we got chat online lorz.. everyone sure got they own friends de ma.. so i don mind hu my friends is hangin ard wit lorz.. as long as their friends is not some bad guys.. keke... tis few days after meetin friends i will go find wei jiunn lorz.. still remember.. monday.. tat des.. argh.. hai wo sia.. sae mi wo at jurong.. nb.. how i noe still rainin.. den i hug a bball to mrt station about to board the train he ask mi go home.. kao.. den wei jiunn finish his lesson le den rush back yishun pei wo until 4.30pm lorz.. den meet qian and anna 6pm at woodland mrt station de control station there.. anna wasnt happy wit us lorz.. so she go home first cos i need to go yong kang de house nearby to get fan fan de game from him.. qian pei wo lorz.. pang seh anna lorz.. she damn angry lorz.. haiz.. ytd she n qian quarrel again.. mi middle again.. haiz.. we of us will happen like last yr ma? so scare.. last yr be cos of nicholas.. tis yr will it be becos of work.. i also dono.. ytd anna told qian some thing den qian cum tell mi.. i not happy lorz.. but i don wish to sae anything lorz.. both of them is my mei.. i should try my best to let them to be sister back again lorz.. n will forgive wat anna sae lorz.. somemore is qian told mi de.. don even noe anna got sae ma.. not i don believe qian.. jus tat i not ard wit them so i dono wat happen.. i mus listen both side ma.. cannot onli listen one pple den blame another one wat.. den out of sudden feel like smokin le.. y leh? cos i cannot find job.. den my money runnin out le.. den friends always quarrel.. stress.. stress wit wat leh? i oso dono.. onli noe tat there is a beri heavy rock i'm carryin now.. haiz.. house problems.. friends n myself so many problems.. if onli can sit at a quiet place there smoke and think of a way to solve.... been rainin for days le.. always puttin a happy face in front of everyone.. cos no pple wan to c their friends face black de ma.. den they not happy le ma.. spoil their mood... wateva la..
when wit wei jiunn outside.. he always tickle mi sia.. bui tahan.. haha.. den we always find a place to sit down for a chat lorz.. den if didnt rain n we free we will play basketball.. cos i beri lousy ma.. so he teach mi a bit bout it lorz.. erm.. he quite a nice guy.. when wit him i find myself beri noisy sia.. but dono y i always wanna keep to myself about my dad n the break up of my house.. i dono y i jus told him about it sia.. when i use to tell someone i don really noe de about it i always blame myself for not keepin my mouth shut.. but when i told him i don hab tat feelin of blamin myself.. funny lorz.. dono y..
later goin out wit winnie n s.fang... s.fang birthday today ma.. den later after meetin them i go find wei jiunn again.. den at 9pm wait for qian.. go dinner.. don wish to be at home sia.. cos my mother de friend at home lorz.. don like to c of them together... so bui song...
BasKeTbaLL!!!
Monday, October 18, 2004 @ 1:33 PM
Today went to play bball wit fiona.. meet her at 2.30 de.. but cos xinyi, my cousin, today cook late ma.. den we all wait for my uncle come back his house eat together lorz.. ah tiong, my cousin de lao gong, go fetch him ma.. den when they got back home.. tiong den start steamin the fish.. wait until 3pm like tat den start eat.. i eat liao faster rush to meet fiona under shirley block.. rainin so walk under e rain lorz.. keke.. fiona went to shirley's house to pass her things ma.. den we go 139 there de basketball to play basketball lorz.. we reach there rest awhile n also wait for the rain to stop.. but wait until sian bo chup we go play lorz.. play less den 5 mins rain stop liao... keke.. den play until 4 plus we go chong pang cc de mac to rest.. fiona saw her friends so she go ka jiao.. i go play bball alone.. haha.. so gd.. no pple at e court ma.. but play alone kinda sian lorz.. so play for awhile liao go back find them.. den we play vs lorz.. haha.. beri fun.. but hor.. wo bu xiao xin wei le yao snatch bball from fiona i push dao ta fall down wit mi den her leg until now i think still pain ba.. = den beri fun la.. too bad fiona need to go off in a rush at 6 plus.. den i went to another half court to play bball.. but den i jus about to start play hor.. xiaoqian reach liao.. cos she last min meet mi.. keke. so i pei her go buy things liao den go her house nearby de coffeeshop for dinner lorz.. keke.. den erm.. fiona gib her friend wei jun my hp.. so today i make another new friend le.. keke.. sian.. now at hm again.. still cant find a job sia... tml reject tat factory de job liao... fiona n i don wish to work in factory le.. keke.. tml late evenin goin out wit qian... den tues goin out wit fiona lorz.. hope they wont last min put plane.. cos recently friends keep puttin stupid planes..
sLaCkeR...
Sunday, October 17, 2004 @ 4:00 AM
haiz.. Been slackin for days le.. still no pple pei wo go find part time.. today kn put plane again.. really cannot stand my friends sia.. forever put mi planes de.. cannot tahan they all liao sia.. so @#!%#@ ... ytd go uncle house whole day.. den hor.. i too bo liao liao.. i go buy dyes to dye my hair... cos i wait for qian wait until sian liao.. she wanna dye but cannot cos she still need to go back to sch ma.. so i dye 1st lorz.. sian.. really cant find a job.. last nite i beri bui song liao i ask her to help mi ask if the factory still wanna hire pple ma.. she jus sms mi the guy name n hp no.. wah kao.. he got a fuckin attitdue.. but sae will call mi on monday.. wat the hack man... sian ar.. den maybe to nite go find qian n anna go walk nite market at woodland lorz.. haiz.. i onli left 2 bucks nia... den 60 bucks still gotta hang on for my workin days to use de leh.. fuck sia.. i oso don wish to go back to dome.. the pple there beri dangerious... but if even e factory don wanna hire mi how? n if i go back dome... wah.. life hard leh.. somemore pple ard mi will look down on mi... haiz.. wat to do.. fiona jio mi next tues go find job.. she sae han loon intro a lobang for us at far east.. haha.. i go so many time le but still dono how to go.. if i go alone sure lost my way de.. lolx.. haiz.. gonna cry soon le.. at home slackin too much oso bored.. wanna play bball but no pple pei wo.. sian sian sian sian.. most of my friends already got a job liao leh.. wah lau.. how can... mi still jobless.. wah kao.. (_ _*)
sIan aR..
Friday, October 15, 2004 @ 1:55 AM
haiz.. eveRyONe FouNd a Job Lao.. LeFt mi OnLi.. ytd go find jobs.. so jia lat de.. at first.. mi n hui wen go toa payo there find a job called siwssler [ dono how to spell anyhow spell.. ] den hor.. they ask we two to wait for their call until friday.. if they didnt call mean reject lorz.. $4.30 per hour for beginner n $4.75 for experience.. diaoz.. although we worked in dome b4 but we counted as no experience.. so if we work.. onli got $4.50 per hour.. den we go starbuck there ask.. before gibin us e form.. he ask if we can work for 6 months if not cannot lorz.. hui wen cannot so i told them nvm lorz.. den we go orchard to find irene for e interview.. haiz.. also gotta wait for their call cos they jus accept 2 girls le.. den we walk from orchard to plaza singapura.. den saw BBoss.. we go there lorz.. den they like ai mai ai mai.. de we go ask lorz.. they gib us form den didnt sae anything leh.. even how much is e pay is horz.. they didnt sae leh.. den a guy "help" us open e door sae we can go liao.. (-.-)" qian n anna ytd found job liao.. factory de... today start work lorz.. today at home slack liao.. no idea where to look for job le.. sianz.. maybe at nite den continue.. now nth to sae le..
Jus saw h|s Back n|a LaH...
Friday, October 08, 2004 @ 10:10 PM
ytd no exam.. i slept until 11.30am... den was slackin the whole afternoon.. so bored.. so wait for qian to finish her exam liao called her to watch movie cos winnie last minutes cannot go out.. argh~ so i go qian house at 4.30pm den plan to watch a 7.20pm show at causeway point de.. but cos we last minutes plan to open a link friendster account so we were busy setting up e account tat we finish doing it at 7.30pm.. late so meet anna to go for a walk at causeway point.. den when we reach there liao jus about to reach esprit there.. qian was beri shock.. she saw nicholas.. wit his girlfriend.. den anna got saw him but dono is him.. cos more den a yr didnt see him liao ma... den he walk past beside mi nia.. i dono.. qian tot i don wanna c him so take it as transparent... haha.. den qian sae he stare at mi thinkin hard hu i am cos qian heard him sae beri loud tat he find mi beri 'shou'.. den qian sae her gf reply ask him to cum n ask mi or we 3 hu we.. siao.. den i take a quite glance at him.. onli saw his back of his head tat his hair kinda long nia.. dono anything liao.. den at the same time we saw denise at pizza hut waitin for her friend.. so we went to find her.. chat wit her liao we go walk lorz.. walk few shops nia den take neoprint.. take until all shops close liao.. den bo bian go home lorz..
today got math paper 2 from 2.30pm to 4pm.. wah kao.. my A1 for math fly away liao.. y? cos paper 2 cum out those teacher nv teach b4 de.. nb sia.. wah kao... all e questions all dono leh.. can cry... den whole day stay home do nth.. tis few days must really go find part time job liao.. dono wat to do... haiz.. 'N' level no need to pass liao lah.. if repeat dono how.. aiyo..
think write until here.. no mood sia..
sO.... haiz.....
@ 2:50 AM
waH... sO LonG didnT PosT Lao wOrz... keke.. been bz with exam... today no exam so can stay home slack whole day.. but last nite winnie jio mi go out~ yeah... haiz.. last few days hor.. erm.. i think is tuesday.. i wednesday got sci exam leh for n level... den i meet yao qi, hui wen, youming n en ning to go woodland library to study de leh... all put plane de... left mi n yaoqi... den we take bus 969 go lorz... tat bus i took is my dad de 2nd brother leh.. wah kao.. den he sae de thing i really dono how to reply... den keep reply him those sae liao will be kill by mother de.. wah lau eh~ den reach library liao the table full le.. so mi n yaoqi sit on e floor beside sofa.. use sofa lorz.. den hor.. aiyo.. sway mean sway.. the table in front of us horz.. i snatch 2 times also fail... then got 3 gers... act chio bu chio, act cute bui cute.. act sweet sweet bui sweet.. den keep laughin... bui tahan... den we walk off walk pass them they suan us... Freak Lah!!! Jus FuCk Off... yaoqi n i so angry.. we almost go there scold pple... we ren.. den we go out of e library saw benson liao.. haha.. got a shock... cos he is wearin also e same like mi.. pink t shirt n jean... cos i meet him at library de.. cos of e gers la... nb... den we go eat.. i from june sae wan treat him eat a meal until tues.. aiyo.. cos i fail my mid yr ma.. so gotta treat him.. haha.. den we go back library.. the gers keep lookin at us.. hack care la.. we go 4th floor cos 3rd floor full liao... if not sure go there... dare to suan again i sure go find her de.. den we at 4th floor study n joke ard.. haha... den we go off the gers still at there mah.. i goin now keep stare at them .... really cannot ta han lorz... c us like us dono wat.. keep lookin.. den we pai seh yaoqi go hm alone.. mi n benson go play pool.. wah.. he so gd at it man... or is it jus tat my skill is jus damn sux? o.O haha... but beri fun lorz.. play pool... den joke ard... wahahaha.... den i help qian to buy her stuff den go hm... whole day eat one meal nia.. n drink one can of jolly shandy... tis few days didnt eat much... 1st.. no wei kuo.. 2nd.. wo xiang jian fei... my stomach gettin fatter liao le... so later wear clothes beri awful.. haha... tonight meetin winnie.. den horz.. can also soon bian look for part time job.. one stone kill 2 birds.. haha.. let winne noe sure "kill" mi... lolx.. haha.. erm.. think write until here... jus wake up onli... now hungry liao.. wan go make milo drink... =P
