[::] kin [::]

No idea at all

2010-03-22T01:35:00.002+08:00

Am wondering... what is my strong point. have no idea what is my strong point.. Jade is working very hard at her work place.. she got a realli got job (from my point of view), altot guo long is slow.. but he can realli draw well.. but too bad.. cos of his slowness, i duno what he can realli achieve. ky.. good at design. he is now designing his own icon for his new design clothes to sell it online. hopefully he can do well for this and slowly earn his capital to start out his own resturant. as for ching... he is gd at drawing. interest: judo (rou dao).. n he had signed up for this and training hard for the competition. seem like everyone is working hard toward their own goals. am what about mi? seriously speaking... i have no idea at all..

i tot that.. with a degree, i could get a better job offer in the banking industry.. but never would i know that.. after grad, it seem so hard to get back a banking industry job and i have no idea what job to start hunting again for. with ani experience what kind of job should i start looking for. i am greedy.. yes i noe.. cos i wanna take up afew other courses that interest mi.. but without a stable income, how am i gonna take up those courses?

so... what is my purpose of life rite now? get a job... yeah, i know.. but.. what job should i hunt for? why did i failed all the interview that i had went for? because i couldnt speak well?

Forever so dumb

2009-10-25T23:22:00.001+08:00

i gave in to him..
no matter how hard i try..
i always failed..
and i chose to gib in..
i'm such a fool..
idiot~!!!

Dumbass Kin

2009-10-25T01:18:00.002+08:00

my psp is damaged... no money for everything.
tot things could improve between ky n me..
seem like nth gonna work out..
i wished to hab some fun... but am alone..
altot i am in a relationship wit ky.. but.. i still feels alone..

oh yea.. he got e job at orchard Kino bookstore..
he likes the working environment. but he dislikes the rotating shift work..

recently been rushing for my assignments..
presentation is coming soon n yet my part A session a is still not yet done..
but am bloggin here..

i realli feeling down rite now..
i dun wish to let go the relationship..
but somehow..
it makes me feels that..
no point holding on when both of us kept quarreling over small thingy..
we arent happy being together at all..
what's the point den?

i felt so disappointed..
because i always feel so alone even when i am with him..
sometime it jus make mi wonder...
am i realli important to him?

its so unfair..
everythings is so unfair..

i'm such a fool..

Do You?

2009-07-28T02:54:00.000+08:00

there is so much I wish to tell you
but have no idea where I should start from
there is so much I wish to tell you
but I just don't know how to put it in words
there is so much I wish to tell you
but in the end, I kept everything to myself.

I miss you badly
but I find it hard to tell you.
I need you badly
but will you be there and listen to me?
I love you
but, do you?

everyting is jus so sux

2009-07-28T02:36:00.000+08:00

ky is back to sg on 28 March 2009. =)
i went to the airport wit ky's mum and his 2nd brother, guo chin, and also lao da, guo long to fetch kok yong.
been lots of ups and downs. until now. relationship, working life and studies arent goin well for mi.

-Work-
i went over to jeffrey side. mobile side. selling palm and acer pda. i find the job very slack. until recently. working wit eric makes mi feel that.. i'm such a dummy. i knew nth bout the pda world yet i keep acting as if i knew every single things bout pda. no wonder no pple wanna work wit mi. slacker who always report work late n didnt do ani research and do nth at work. damn slacker. cant blame anione beside mi. i could onli blame myself for being so dumbass.
and... i wasnt tat close wit aaron n pei shan le. i hate aaron!! he's a bastard. but mi arent getting ani better.

-Relationship-
keep having cold wars between the 2 of us. from march until now, July, there's already 2 break-and-patch stuff already. now gonna be another third time. but is it gonna be the last chance between us? i have no idea. i felt so unstable wit him.. i dun mean my emotional unstable altot i guess i gonna break down soon.. it is jus the unstable in.. jobs. been months he had already ORD but yet... he still workin part time. n insist workin at kinokuniya bookshop wit his friends. i dun mind.. but the job realli dun suit him.. and it is a short term job. tis isnt a long term job he should look for. n i rather he go spend 2 yrs in his stuides.. rather den to work for 2 yrs n go back to study. he still duno wat he realli wants. i have been in tis stage before. even until now.. but at least.. i know tat if i'm jobless.. i will still look for a full time job while workin for a part time job.. it seem to him tat.. the whole world onli left Orchard Kinokuniya Bookshop is hiring. and as if the shop will 100% hire him. omg. n i realli hates it when he quarrel wit mi for unreasonable tings. n c'mon... u knew i'm a smoker.. forcing mi to quit i could understand. cos i knew that.. u jus want mi to save up the money n oso for the sake of my health.. but.. tat night YOU are jus OVER REACTING!!!

-School-
having a holiday from may to 21 sept 2009. until now, i still haven touch my professional project. OMG~ lucky tis 3 weeks roadshow got lawrence to stand in. and i got lots of off days. mayb i shall jus skip my coffee kaki part time n spent time on my tis assignment before school reopen. i must realli pull up my socks for my studies. have to read more newspaper and storybook.

I'm jus damn sux lah.. dumbass Kin. everything also don't know yet don't wanna ask pple for help and still act smart. no wonder pple hates her (KIN).....

..Unwanted..

whoops

2009-03-15T00:26:00.003+08:00

oh gosh.. i mention bout the psp slim e last posts.. n i totally forgotten bout it.. oh man!!! my pay is enough to buy the psp slim leh... ( i tink so lah~ ) but!!! if i buy~ i cant buy a pair of new shoe!! cant pay my ocbc!! cant pay my bills! no money to return back to mum!! no money for foods and drinks!!! no money for dunhill!! and most important.. No money for transport!!! ..........

(X_X)

FAG!!!

Life

2009-03-15T00:08:00.003+08:00

sian.. i keep running out of money.. dun earn enough. should hab opt for part time studies rather den full time. cant find full time job even when i'm jus studyin for 2 to 3 days a week. wat the hell!!!!

things went up and down for ky and mi. still the same.. quarrel and fine and quarrel over silly matters. oh man!!! give mi a break.. zzz *tired* (guess wat.. last week he called mi.. n we didnt cold war animore.. but last night.. we kinda quarrel again.. well.. is not quarrel lah.. cos he's e one scolding mi.. i'm e one tryin to cool him down.. haix.. always my fault.. ) =(

arron asked mi a question last night.. :"wat to do u like bout ur boyfriend?" hmm.. i told him ky treat mi beri gd.. but arron doesnt mean if he's treatin mi gd or not.. but beside treatin mi gd.. tat's e most i could tink of.. =X
i'm bad.. i know.

he's cumin back.. =) on last week of march.. but i duno the date n the time for the flight... he dun wanna tell mi until 1 hr before he fly back..

is there ani job offering full time but workin from wed to sunday? i dun tink so.. if there is.. i wanna work.. I need a beta job!! altot promoter is super slack.. but.. cannot lah.. dun earn much when the stupid ass in-charge dun wanna let mi work too many days.. freak!!

i haven read the case study yet.. tired.. tot of doin my assignment on last wed... but last min need to take over sheeny at tm. gotta work from wed to sunday. no time to do my own assignment.. lucky tat case study is to discuss on monday in afternoon class.. still got time in the morning to do the reading.. sian..

oh yea.. sch life.. beside assignment.. assignment again.. those assignment due date is like.. damn close.. another assignment gonna due soon.. but i still dun hab ani news from my groupmates.. zzz

another most imp assignment.. i should have started it few weeks back.. but i haven started yet.. gotta check wit lecturer bout the quiz.. zzz *argh!!!

i'm so bored.. hoping for some fun.. but pls.. drop mi tons of money to let mi enjoy.. =) and i'll be glad.. =P

who is he?

2009-02-07T06:32:00.002+08:00

i dreamt of a guy.. appear from no where.. i duno how i get to noe him. yet, I still hugged him dearly, knowing he will not call mi. he wana take mi out. 2 cars. chose one. he's rich, gentle and good looking guy. but i went back home, settle my tings, went down, he's missing again.

who is he? ky is my bf. am i two-timer in e dream? if so, y do i let myself two-time?

*weird.

*ANGRY

2009-02-01T23:56:00.000+08:00

CB!!!!!!!!

history repeating?

2009-01-31T00:48:00.002+08:00

it seem to me that.. history gonna repeat again.

Tea-Time

2009-01-27T17:07:00.002+08:00

i tinkin of buying a tea pot set. to stay at home to enjoy tea. altot i know i seldom have the time to stay home but, i think i should buy it. so that i can enjoy my tea time during my exam study week. sound so relaxing. =P
keke..

and i also dun have to go so far to the cafe to get my fav tea alone. hmm. wat a good solution. muhahaha.

Chinese New Year!!

2009-01-26T00:49:00.002+08:00

Heex.. today is Chinese new year wor.. n oso.. KOK YONG de birthday!! keke.. so gd.. he now at taiwan celebrating his 21 birthday nor!! so xin fu!! but sad too.. cos most of his friends n also his family members are in singapore.. =( and i cant celebrate for him.. n.. i got no money to fly over to visit him. he's cumin back in ard 6 to 9 weeks time later.. but i miss him so much.. tot of callin him at 12am jus now.. but didnt expect him to call mi at 11.52pm. keke.. *sooooo happy!!

hmm.. recently i'm not eating that well.. duno wat's wrong wit mi. n i hurt my angle again.. havin problem walking ard tis few days. =(
ytd met up wit qian. i asked her to brin mi over to yck there to rebond my hair after the chinese new year. hopefully i got enough money for my rebond.. hehe.. n oso.. SHOPPING!! lolx.. i jus need a new pair of shoe n some clothings for my new sch term.. =D

haix.. i'm missing kok yong sooo much..
got to know kok yong since feb 2002. but we didnt get the chance to celebrate each other birthday before.. even for tis yr.. we did not have the chance to celebrate his 21 birthday.. normally pple celebrate their 21th bday.. he's so poor thing man.. to hab mi as his gf. ke lian..
=_(
waitin for his call now.. hope he will call mi back again.. =P

Gift for myself

2009-01-22T02:52:00.004+08:00

I tinkin of gettin a new PSP for myself. PSP Slim. i almost forget next month on the 14th is the V.day. gosh.. if i realise it early.. i might be able to gib myself a gift on V.day. a psp slim for myself. but cant. too late. my tis month pay is not enough to buy the psp slim. and i need the money to support myself. sian.

mayb i shall get it for myself on the... hmm.. let mi tink..
hmm.. i tink i can onli get it after april or may if i realli save the money. hopefully i can buy it on April. wit a 8GB memory card. hmm.. shall buy it on the 1st of april. =)
shall try hard to save it now..

oh ya. n i tinkin of gettin a new hp.. i jus return samie her omnia.. n she gave mi her T700. lolx.. i tinking of gettin e E71. but if i wanna save for the PSP slim.. den i dun tink i can trade-in n get a new hp.

oh man~ there's so many tings i wish to buy.. n i'm goin shoppin next week.. argh.. how am i gonna save for the psp slim man...

hmm.. i already run out of topic.. duno wat to tok to him already.. he is busy watchin his tv show.. he arent tokin.. most of the reply i got from him is wahaha, wakaka, lolx, too-pig and diaox. well.. i'm jus a boring person.

My mouth is gettin bad!!

2009-01-22T00:49:00.002+08:00

I tink i'm getting too much. I couldnt stop scolding pple with harsh words or even... cursing.

My mum looked at me just now when I was complaining about my uncle. He keep going over to the carpark space to smoke almost every 1 or 2 hours and I just went inside the stall and told my mum:"Mum!! ur brother went out to smoke again!! go and tell him tat his son is still young. Continue smoking like this will die sooner!" my mum stopped mi. she told mi not to speak in such a way. cursing is a bad tingy to do.

Well... of course I stopped. But i'm still pissed wit my stupid uncle. So old but not using his brain to think.

i'm sux

2009-01-21T01:35:00.003+08:00

OH MAN!!! I'm damn sux. I can't do any thing. I can't draw. I can't design. I can't sing. I can't swim. I'm bad in studying. I can't achieve any thing. I'm so bored that I started drawing. but ended up, I wasted 2 pieces of paper drawing junk. what the hell!!

so sux!!

2009-01-21T00:11:00.002+08:00

well.. all i can sae is.. i realli hates those uncles who tries so hard speaking english to me at my grandfather's stall.. hey, com'on.. i understand chinese ok. dun make tings difficult for mi n got mi scolded by my grandpa. its irritating.. n dun slang ur broken english at mi. Altot my eng sux... but dun act smart.. STUPID!

-Relationship-
well.. ky seem busy recently.. aniway.. he's coming back soon.. but he isnt gonna tell me when he's coming back. March. yea.. March.. but when?! haix.
aniway, am glad tat 1yr gonna jus pass just like tat. *snap
mayb he will be back in ard 6.5 weeks time later? hopefully he will be back soon.. yeaH.. i mean.. SOON... ASAP.

-Work-
damn it. working hrs getting lesser n lesser.. wat the hell man. jus let mi earn my pocket money, dunhill cig, shopping and the bill money and i'm happy wit it.. aniway.. i realli need to find another part time job..

-School-
I have jus completed my Advance Diploma course.. hehe.. *Happy
altot grade arent tat gd.. but.. at least seem like... better den diploma term ? lolx.
waitin for mdis to send mi a letter to sae tat i have completed my advance diploma so that i can show it to MIS. aniway. i paid MIS already. $107. but is onli Condition of offer. wth.. unless i get the letter from MDIS i den be confirm as a student at MIS. no choice.. class start on the 2nd Feb n yet rite now i'm still waiting for the 2 stupid letters.. gosh man.

-Life-
am rotting at home after completed my Advance Diploma. Didnt manage to get tat much of shift from C2O. Chinese New Year is coming. so... gotta help at grandfather's stall.. helpin at his stall is like.. *OH MY GOD!!!
well.. becos its irritating. i dun mind getting pay for $10/ 2-3 hrs. but... ITS SUX!!
aniway, i'm meeting edwin n tracy on the 2nd day of the cny for mayb a lunch? n 3rd day will be meetin sze en for shopping n oso steamboat!!! lolx..

well.. my hair is getting long.. time for mi to go get it trim.. n its time for mi to go for shopping.. shopping for female clothings.. yea.. is FEMALE clothing.. believe it or not, up to u.

i'm turnin 21 tis yr.. freedom? na.. i dun tink so. lolx..

well.. enough of crap.. aniway.. i'm just trying to vent my anger at my own bloggy.. no one gonna read it.. so.. is ok.. =P
it seem like i'm tokin to myself.. but its alrite.. at least.. *vent my anger.. =D

Boring life

2008-11-11T00:46:00.002+08:00

been so long i last blog. shall update.

-work-

i quitted Bank of Tokyo-Mitsubishi UFJ and went back to MDIS continue studies. studying advance diploma now. but the course gonna finish in ard 3 weeks times. =)

i quitted my job at the bank on May. vanessa introduce mi to work as a promoter at starhub under C2O. the job is still alrite. but i'm tinkin of goin over mobile side instead of selling bluetooth n etc.

recently oso went back to dome BB. but work 5 days only and i resign again. cos i realli dun wish to work in Dome or Olio again.

-Life-

hmm.. well.. cos i hab stopped workin for 2 months during aug to oct. so, my pocket is kinda burn.. no money already.. lolx.. gotta work hard.

well.. i jus hate pple listening to music while i'm tokin to him/her , playin psp while tokin to mi n when i reply, he/she is too into playin his/her games n doin someting while tokin to mi n didnt concentrate listenin to mi when i'm replyin. its irritating.

-Relationship-

i patch back with kok yong. hmm.. didnt expect ba.. well.. is like tis de..

last yr on 31 dec.. i couldnt find ani pple out to accompany mi. no choice.. but in e end.. kok yong is willing to accompany mi.. n we started to tok to each other again le.. n slowly we start to clear all e misunderstandin we had in the past. before he got send to taiwan, he request for a patch.. and i agreed. tat was ard 28 feb. 4 more months n he will be back to singapore. =)

i'm waitin for his return.

*well.. is ur fault to ask mi don talk if i'm so angry. will i be angry if u guys will to respect mi for jus awhile? its rude to play games or watching show when pple is tokin to u? n yet u still throw ur attitude at mi? fag! wake up! its NOT my fault!

the story ( which i should ended long ago ) ended...

2007-10-10T23:32:00.000+08:00

The story started on e 2nd of June 2006.. but it ended on 7 October 2007. The story did not end wit like wat the fairies tales always end wit. after e 16 months n 4 days of relationship, i den realise that, there isnt ani trust in e relation. wat a joke.. he did ask for a patch as wat we said on last sunday is jus a moment of anger, but wat i can see is.. there isnt ani reason for mi to hold on animore.. tired of all e quarrels, arguing and fighting for who's rite n who to blame. tat's life. but.. somehow, i jus.. cant stop agree wat uncle ray told mi in e past rite now at tis moment. tink life got nth beta to do, go find a pple quarrels. arent relationship suppose to be happy? yea, there should be up n down.. but i dun tink there's ani one who wan so much of unhappiness ( i mean.. quarrels.. )

mayb i should jus.. look on the bright side of life. yea.. i gave myself a week to forget all tis unhappy tingy.. i gonna get over him too.. aniway. i'm still young.. no worries.. there's still lots of tings waiting for mi to go ahead..

Down

2007-04-30T23:58:00.000+08:00

i tink.. i got pple into deep shit.. i caused quite alot of misunderstanding between ching n waikong.. both of them is angry with each other.. ching dun even wanna tok to mi now.. i resign my ocbc job jus now in e afternoon.. cos.. e retest i didnt manage to do e balancing.. cos got 4 questions i duno how to do.. n i short of few voucher n i oso got few questions i use e wrong voucher but i got put e actual one behind to let e trainer know tat i use e wrong one.. altot i hab already pass another 4 paper.. but jus tat e last one.. i dun tink i can make it lah.. dun wish pple to fired mi so.. i resign.. kinda wasted cos.. i finally went through e trainin n now waitin for the branch to open my own counter.. i jus msg ching tat.. tmr will b my last day at olio oso.. dun tink i should stay there ani more longer.. ytd quite lots of pple is mad at mi.. yupx.. quittin olio.. cant believe it.. cos.. wheneva i'm jobless.. ching will always let mi chiong long hours to earn my pocket money.. he always help mi when i'm workin.. n wheneva he knows tat i need money..he jus told mi.." gib mi hours " n i'll be beri happy le.. cos.. when pay day.. i get more den wat i expect.. tis few yrs he hab been helpin mi lots.. but now bcos of some misunderstandin.. he didnt even wanna tok to mi..

all i need now is time.. i realli need to go n do some tinkin.. i cant always continue like tat.. keep workin in olio oso not e best way.. n always qurral wit waikong oso not e best solution.. now i realli need to find a job as soon as possible le.. i dun like to rot at home or slackin ard doin nth.. i jus wanna do some work, save some money for myself. sometime i realli wish to go back study.. but.. wheneva i tink of my cert.. i feel like throwin it the cert away.. it jus let mi hab a feelin tat..tat diploma cert is a bluff tingy.. e type where money can buy so ez but is jus.. expensive... sometime it make mi feel like.. no point to continue up to degree.. waste of money.. not much company willing to take in those grad wit private cert.. so.. wat's the point of continuing studying when u know it pointless n when the course fee is so so so expensive?

life at times is realli complicated.. or should i sae.. i'm making my life complicated?

wat a crazy life..

2007-03-13T01:05:00.000+08:00

hmm.. on e 9th march.. i saw there's ae intake for part time higher nitec courses for April.. there oso be one on July for August intake.. so.. i jus went to apply for e april one.. i wanna take the Electrical Engineering course which i wanna took years ago.. well.. i'm still tinkin if i should realli go take or wait for August intake.. cos.. i now waitin for my Diploma result.. Yeah... is Diploma.. but is Business Management.. not Electrical Engineering.. wondering y isnt it? well.. cos.. tat time i already tink tat.. i dun hab much chance to get into higher nitec Electrical Engineering course.. but never did i expect that.. after i got into MDIS.. e 2 weeks of studyin.. i received a call from ITE.. i got e Electrical engineering course.. well.. happy n excited... but sad too.. cos i was too "gan chong".. reject it on the spot.. didnt consider of refundin my diploma course n go ahead for e higher nitec.. lucky for mi.. Qian n my sis keep encourage mi to complete e Diploma course.. i tot i could realli go find some interest in it.. but.. onli the Business Statistic i'm so interested in.. now while waitin for e result.. i gotta look for a full time job.. i realli duno wat job to look for.. i reject Jasmine aunty de office job n oso reject clifford they all de F&B full time.. cos i dun wish to work under Jasmine.. n her office is beri beri far.. Clifford there.. F&B.. dun wan lah.. crazy..

should i jus gib up e idea of studyin Electrical Engineering n dun dream bout being some technical engineer n continue my degree? or jus go ahead to do wat i realli wish to... ??? tink i should jus try out some office job b4 July.. so tat by July intake for August.. i can make up my mind.. is tat a best way?

on e 10th march.. is wai kong bday.. hmm.. when bout to off work.. i ask ching to help mi get one olio style bownie cos oreo cheese finish already.. plus tat cake put quite long already if not mistaken.. den when after e 6pm staff finish their role call.. we prepare the bownie.. ching called everyone to go inside bar cos he got someting imp to tell us.. when they saw e cake.. they knew if someone bday.. waikong didnt cum in until ching ask him faster cum inside.. n he saw e bownie wit candles.. he tried to run away but ching hold his arms in time n he couldnt escape.. haha.. den we faster sang a bday song for him n ask him make a wish.. ching went to put 3 big candles cos he n waikong turnin 30yrs old in less den 5 yrs time... haha.. so bad.. but hope he enjoy his mini small small celebration at SF in e bar.. lolx.. after workin, we went to fish & co to hab dinner n he send mi home le..

hmm.. lots of tings i wish i could jus sae it out like ABC.. but.. jus duno where to start from n how to start.. so.. i jus dun type ani ting out..

tink i gonna stop here.. if not.. it seem like.. i'm writin composition.. keke..

Signin off !!
-Kin-

ARGH!!!

2007-03-04T22:53:00.000+08:00

I WAN TO BUY VERSION 1.5 PSP LAH~ FAG!! BUT BEEN ALREADY SO LONG I STILL CANT SAVE A SINGLE CENT FOR IT.. ARGH!! DUN LIKE!!!!!!!! I WAN PSP LAH~ sob sob..

closing one chapter..

2007-02-24T00:06:00.000+08:00

today is my last paper.. no more sch already.. if everything went smooth and i manage to pass this two modules, i'll get my diploma already.. I received my accounting sup paper result already.. i passed.. keke.. so happy.. jus now in the afternoon i was having my paper. e module is Fundamentals of Information Technology. i only prepare 4 questions answer only.. i try my best to memorise the answer but okie lah.. got in ard 3 questions answer? while on the way to school, after i recalled n oso tryin my best to memorise the answers, i read on some others questions answer which i normally will do. meet up wit edwin at the canteen n we hab our lunch. after lunch, we went for our exam. out of the 8 questions, we must chose 5 questions to answer. but out of so many questions, i only know how to do 1 question out of the 8.. cant believe it man.. but lucky for mi, i still can answer another 2 more questions. but.. i still left another 2 more questions for mi to answer.. i told myself that.. if i chose to give up by doin only 3 questions.. i comfirm failed e paper.. so.. i chose to crap the answer.. i chose the two which i tink i can jus crap e answer n jus do it.. after e paper... i might be quite sad cos i couldnt do much e paper but i felt relieved cos i finally complete the diploma course.. hope i can pass the two paper.. hehe..

went for dinner jus now wit my family.. 14 pax, total bill -> $900 ++ ... gosh.. so expensive..

jasmine aunty (my mum's friend) offer mi a office job at paya lebar.. admin job.. monday need to go for interview.. hmm.. duno tat job suit mi or not.. interview.. gosh.. i'm sux in introducing mi myself all this.. crapz.. online so long n i just realise.. i switch on my lappy is to do my resume n i forgot bout it.. diaoz.. ended up i go edit my blog n i now blogging.. dots.. dudes.. i gotta go.. take care ya.. keke..

lalala

2007-02-21T22:59:00.000+08:00

today is my Business Statistic paper.. passin it isnt a problem to mi i tink.. but.. hope i did it well lah huh~ keke.. hmm.. my relationship is kinda rocky recently.. cos.. waikong n i hab a bad quarrel the day before chinese new year eve.. cant believe it.. n we almost broke off on the chinese new yr eve.. i know is my fault but.. nvm.. it's over.. we're fine now... agree to let e matter rest for e moment now.. hope we wun quarrel over tis matter again.. i find it very very very silly.. i even tink of lettin go e relationship.. but i tink if i realli gib up.. i'm damn silly.. okie lah.. i dun tink i wanna continue bout wat happened on tat 2 days.. tryin my best to " not to go remember it " .. dun like..

tis cuming friday will be my Fundamentals of Information Technology.. aiyo.. 'chiminology' lorz.. computer tingys.. gosh.. i'm sux in it sia.. but after friday.. END OF SCHOOL!!! yeah yeah yeah.. finally.. wahahahaha.. n i'm gonna pass tis 2 modules.. dun care.. die die must pass.. wahahaha.. so.. i must study damn damn damn hard lah.. but.. sae sae onli lah.. i noe.. i cant do it one.. mi always so slack.. cannot stand it man.. aiyoyo.. y i like tat one? *humpz..

after exam i must go look for job already.. hmm.. if i realli continue my studies.. i tinkin of take mathematics n econ.. duno y they wanna take e math go cum e econ.. aiyo.. y dun wan take e math cum BS... wahahaha.. i'm crazy.. lalalala.. k lah dudes.. mi go smoke den need to study already.. yea.. study.. u didnt c e wrong word.. STUDY!!! tata.. take care my friends!! hehez..

blog time !!

2007-02-16T00:22:00.000+08:00

tis week is my study week again.. dots.. so fast.. exam next week onli.. n oso chinese new yr.. aiyo.. so busy.. guess my tis study week, i'll keep meetin edwin n tracy out to study together.. lots of tings i still not so sure how to do.. manage to blog now.. cos.. i'm stuck wit my business statistics revision paper.. edwin oso duno how to do.. tracy offline.. cant call her oso.. scare later call already cause her bf tink too much go quarrel wit her.. aiyo..

hmm.. tink i blog until here.. i'm still feelin moody.. tink my books can make mi feel beta.. so.. i beta go study already.. take care dudes!! oh ya.. Happy Chinese New Yr!! n classmates.. JiayOu for e last 2 paper !! keke..

our 8th month anniversary

2007-02-02T23:29:00.000+08:00

today i wear quite girlish today to sch before meetin waikong.. y? cos today is our anniversary.. n oso.. he dun like mi wearin so boyish animore.. so.. no choice.. n wheneven i wear so girlish.. i got a bad habit.. i'll go kinda "hiaoz" lolx.. today i wear e pink colour clothes which my sis bought for mi when i'm in sec 3 as i got a good result for my end of year.. but after FIT lesson.. my classmate ask mi y my clothes behind so dirty.. i was so shock.. i onli realise one side is dirty.. i didnt noe e whole of my back is so dirty.. wondering how edwin drank his coffee.. cos he n tracy is sitting together n i was behind tracy.. i change to tracy seat when i didnt manage to copy finish e notes.. we didnt know e chair is already cover wit coffee.. lucky only my tshirt got dirty by e coffee.. but.. thanks to him.. i wasted 55 bucks.. durin tat one hr break.. my classmates wanna accompany mi to queensway shopping center one.. but when we reach e station tat bus stop.. lesic sae go orchard cos bus 111 is here already.. so we go orchard.. went to paific plaza.. cos i tot of saving time to go far east to find.. went to many shops.. didnt manage to get ani nice one wit cheap price.. in e end we went to roxy.. i saw a beri nice white tang.. well duno how to sae.. look like a dress but is much more shorter.. on top look like a tube but is a spag.. tat blouse cost mi $55. den i spend more den $50 wat.. den tat sale lady told mi i got a lucky draw chance.. ask mi to draw one red packet.. den there is some display item ( file, handbag and wallet ).. i chose e file.. cos e rest isnt tat nice..n e wallet is quite small.. ani way.. i can use tat file as my sch usage.. haha.. that file is selling at $34.. i got it FOC (free of charge).. lolx.. heart pain.. this is my first time to buy such an expensive clothes.. but nvm.. i like it.. so.. ok lah.. but i need to go buy some bottom to match my tis roxy blouse.. by e time i finish searching for clothes is already 2 plus i tink.. we all haven eat.. so went to eat.. we reach sch at ard 3pm.. late for class.. n is new topic.. sir hab already finish teachin.. most of e classmates went home already.. but thanks alot to tat sir.. he's a beri nice teacher to hab.. we explain y we were late n he is willing to teach us n oso explain everyting to e onli 4 of us.. n even teach us e previous chpt cause we still not beri clear on some parts.. so lucky..he teach us until 5pm..

after sch i went to meet waikong at yck.. he finish doin his test already.. so meet him already we went to cityhall.. we went to marina square n den to esplanade n back to marina square.. in e end we went to billy bomers to hab our dinner.. after dinner we went to walk ard before heading toward esplanade again.. there's a outdoor performance.. we stay there for awhile b4 goin off.. had a great time wit him.. oh ya.. tis is e second time we manage to spend time together on our anniversary.. lolx.. no choice.. both of us busy studyin and oso working.. although both of us always so busy.. we still manage to spend some of our free time together lorz.. *happy

and he send mi home after that.. we waited for quite long for e bus 857.. duno why today so many pple.. maybe cos is weekend.. but seldom like that one nor..

okie.. i received my result already.. i cant believe tat i passed my business law.. hahaha.. jus pass onli.. keke.. my another module also jus pass.. but.. i tink tat is beta den a grade F !! cos i kinda so called last min study.. beri complicated n chim.. hope my next 2 cuming exam paper i can pass it too.. n tis goes to my accounting sup paper oso..i wanna end it by tis month..

after diploma i still not sure i wanna continue or not.. if continue.. i jus need to tahan around almost 2yrs for a full time degree course? or should i go work for 2yrs before i go take my degree course? or slow game (take up a full time job n study part time degree) ? hmm.. confuse.. if i wanna take degree.. which university should i go to?

tink i blog until here.. i need to go bath, do homework and sleep early.. my sis treatin mi lunch tmr.. wahahahahaha... take care dudes!!

Smack that

2007-01-22T01:15:00.000+08:00

Smack That

Shady
Convict
Up front
Akon
Slim Shady
I see the one cuz she be that ladyI feel you creepin',
I can see you from my shadow.
Wanna jump up in my Lamborghini Gallardo.
Maybe go to my place and just kick it, like Taebo.
And possibly bend you over.
Look back and watch me
smack that, all on the floor,
smack that, give me some more,
smack that, 'till you get
sore smack that, oooh.
smack that, all on the floor,
smack that, give me some more,
smack that, 'till you get sore, smack that, oooh.

Up front style. Ready to attack now.
Pull in the parking lot slow with the lack down.
Convicts got the whole thing packed down.
Step in the club. The wardrobe intact now.
I feel it. Go on and crack now.
Ooh, I see it. Don't let back now.
Im'a call her. Then I put the mack down.
Money? No problem. Pocket full of that now.

I feel you creepin', I can see you from my shadow.
Wanna jump up in my Lamborghini Gallardo.
Maybe go to my place and just kick it, like Taebo.
And possibly bend you over. Look back and watch me
smack that, all on the floor,
smack that, give me some more,
smack that, 'till you get sore
smack that, oooh.
smack that, all on the floor,
smack that, give me some more,
smack that, 'till you get sore,
smack that, oooh. Ooh!

Looks like another club banger.
They better hang on.
When I throw this thang on
Get a little drink on. They goin' flip.
For this Akon shit. You can bank on it.
Pedicure, manicure, kitty cat claws.
The way she climbs up and down them poles.
Lookin' like one of them Pretty Cat Dolls.
Tryna hold my woody back through my drawers.
Steps off stage, didn't think I saw her.
Creeps up behind me and she's like, you're -
I'm like, yeah I know, let's cut to the chase.
No time to waste. Back to my place.
Plus from the club to the crib's like a mile away.
Or more like a palace, shall I say.
And plus I got a pal. Every gal is game.
In fact he's the one singing the song that's playing! (Akon!)

I feel you creepin', I can see you from my shadow.
Wanna jump up in my Lamborghini Gallardo.
Maybe go to my place and just kick it, like Taebo.
And possibly bend you over. Look back and watch me
smack that, all on the floor,
smack that, give me some more,
smack that, 'till you get sore
smack that, oooh.
smack that, all on the floor,
smack that, give me some more,
smack that, 'till you get sore,
smack that, oooh

Eminem's rollin', D an' them rollin'.
Boo an' Oh Marvelous an' them rollin'.
Women just hoin'.
Big booty rollin'.
Soon I be all in them an' throwin D.
Hittin' no less than 3.
Block will style like wee, wee.
Girl, I can tell you want me, 'cause lately.

I feel you creepin', I can see you from my shadow.
Wanna jump up in my Lamborghini Gallardo.
Maybe go to my place and just kick it, like Taebo.
And possibly bend you over. Look back and watch me
smack that, all on the floor,
smack that, give me some more,
smack that, 'till you get sore
smack that, oooh.
smack that, all on the floor,
smack that, give me some more,
smack that, 'till you get sore,
smack that, oooh.

crapz

2007-01-19T01:16:00.000+08:00

time for mi to blog again!! hmm.. didnt do my presentation.. cos busy workin.. well.. that is a very bad xq for mi to sae it out lah huh~ well.. i did my research for my presentation lorz.. but didnt realli manage to find much.. all thanks to tracy.. if not.. i dun tink i can complete my work wit out her.. hehe.. *touched.. =_) suppose to meet 11am jus now wit edwin n tracy.. we expected timothy to put plane.. n he realli did.. cos he need to go for check up.. n he last min inform us one lorz.. so.. half of e presentation slides is last min do one.. the part when i need to do i onli did it on the bus while on the way to sch.. i onli copy the notes from tracy ( she send it to mi by mail n i saved it) n paste it into the slides.. reach sch n we had our breakfast.. go back to class at ard 12.45pm? n we do e presentation until 3.30pm. we were e last to presentation.. lolx.. e presentation we did isnt tat great actually.. oh ya.. when i reach the class.. i realise tat tracy, edwin n mi missed out a report which needed to hand in by today also.. is another report ( not so imp).. lucky for us tat the sir let us to pass it up to him by next lesson.. suppose to do it now.. but i'm stuck.. so i went to you tube to watch some silly show, n now.. blogging.. waste time lorz.. later i dun hab lesson n i oso not workin.. so great.. n sux.. great be cos i can stay home rush as much tings i can to complete my reports, revisin, studyin for sup n oso main exam paper n oso my basic car theory. sux is.. no work = no pay.. next month my pay is affected.. i tink i saw e pay roll how much i'm gettin.. the pay i take to pay my lappy installment n hp bill.. i tink i onli left... hmm.. less den 30 bucks.. gosh.. oh ya.. heard from BS tat sir.. he saw our class batch that.. almost half of the class failed business law.. my heart sank..

jus now went to hab dinner wit wai kong instead of my family members.. i wish to spent time wit them oso.. but.. i oso wish to spent time wit wai kong.. duno.. mayb.. i jus miss being wit wai kong.. cos.. if i cant accompany him jus now.. i duno i hab to wait until when den hab e chance to go out wit him again.. i dun tink he had enjoy his dinner jus now at bottle tree village.. cos the dishes seem unsuitable for him.. tink he habin a hard time to finish it up..esp the craypot tofu.. so much veggies.. he dun eat veggies.. den he send mi back.. rainin den.. he didnt wan mi to send him to bus stop so.. walk back home lorz..

cant meet up wit anna... i'm busy lah.. i wanna meet qian oso.. but.. aiyo.. so many tings to do.. cant even go find them lorz.. dun like.. *humpz..

hope i dun hab to remodule e Business Law.. it would cost mi ard $350.. so expensive!!!

k lahz.. time to do projects.. PrOjEcT pRoJeCt PROJECT.. PROJECT + EXAM = waste of time + waste of money + suxy + more dead brain cell !! hehez..

busy busy busy.. wat a life..

2007-01-13T00:25:00.000+08:00

i'm wasting my time rite now.. so many tings awaitin for mi to do.. projects, study sup paper, class test n oso for exam.. n not forgetin.. my basic car theory.. haiz.. now doin my Fundamental of Information Technology project den cum blog.. cos.. my head now is onli.. PSP.. actually the price of PSP went down already.. tink ard $300 can buy one but e memory card haven include lah.. but tink sim lim there wun sell too expensive lah.. if i go buy now.. i wun hab ani cent left.. so... i tink.. i beta dun act so impluse ( did i spell it rite? hope i did.. ) .. hope to buy some ting for myself again..

hours got cut again.. cos too many part timers already.. but i tink its alrite.. gonna quit tat job soon.. humpz.. last nite joseph mah sae "go a pretty Jiali cum a ugly Jiali".. wat the hell.. like her so much ask her cum back lah.. ani way.. tat's ur intention.. isnt it so huh? kns.. so wat i look like a butch.. mus hate mi until like tat ar? n it's my business of behavin like a butch.. if u dun like it.. try ur best to chase mi out of SF.. ok? knn.. n if u ever wanna invite her back.. invite U URSELF!!! dun ask wai kong.. i dun like.. yea.. i'm jealous.. okie!! angry lorz.. angry is bcos i got sae until like tat for no idea.. n he offered mi to work as full time.. n if i did.. he let mi be an asst.sup. is ASST.SUP.!! HELL NO!! crazy.. gettin my diploma cert n get e offer gettin $1250 pay every month, workin 6 days in a week, 8 hrs a day? if begin a a.s. in SF gettin few more bucks to spent 3 hrs break for split..i'm stupid-cum-silly-cum-dumb if i did tat.. n my mum tinks tat tis is a great offer.. OMG!!

tink i hab enough screamin n shoutin down here.. yea!! n its time for mi to go back continue my report already.. dudes! take care!!

sick..

2007-01-08T01:04:00.000+08:00

ok.. sick untill now.. 4 days 4 nites already.. n my blog.. i cant login by usin my lappy.. jus now duno wat i did.. suddenly can log in already.. ok.. got back my hp.. ytd send it to nokia care to repair.. beri fast nor.. ytd mi go there ard 4 plus almost 5pm.. tat lady told mi i today after 3pm can collect already but guess wat.. they called mi ard 11 tis mornin informin mi tat my is ready for collection.. tat's fast..

kkz.. i need to go to e loo.. =X (>.<) nitez dudes..

is the last day of e year 2006!!!

2006-12-31T19:23:00.000+08:00

omg omg omg jus oh my freakin fuckin god!!! i didnt realise there is 3 public holiday n i actually go n get whole week off.. fuck!!! lost so much money by sitting at hm to rot instead of studyin.. wat the hell!!! nvm.. KIN!! U GOTTA BE POSITIVE!! *duhz.. nvm... tonite after 12am will be a brand new day, brand new year.. hmm.. i dun tink i wanna change a brand new mi.. keke.. change myself? more lady lady like? argh~~ HELL NO!! wahaha.. haiz.. my 3 day double pay!! kns... knsknsknsknsknskns..

ytd evenin meet yuaching go joseph ma house.. cos he open a party.. his child one month.. -.-" dun wanna go de.. but ching keep askin.. haiz.. go lorz.. den until nite i realli beri sian liao i keep drinking.. kent keep tokin to mi n 2 new part timer bout work.. aiyo.. den he drunk lorz.. kns.. but i last nite almost drunk.. but lucky i still awake.. n stupid ching.. so scare got drunk by clifford he ran home WITHOUT MI!! left mi there wit all the manager n kent.. my god.. lucky susan there.. arbo duno how.. tat sally oso kns one.. last one to reach leh!! dun let mi go.. cos i need to share cab wit clifford.. atm beri fan.. they all dun let mi go off alone.. they worry.. den lan lan wait for clifford lorz.. den mum suddenly called.. diaoz.. die lorz.. reach home ard 2 plus almost 3am liao.. diaoz.. den mum scold scold scold.. haiz.. nvm.. let it pass..

hope year 2007 will be a beta year for mi ba.. hmm.. my study.. jia lat lah.. kns.. until now haven study.. read onli.. still cant get it into my head.. ok dudes.. i need to go and study already..
take care n HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! wahahahahaha.. i'm mad!! leave mi alone.. keke.. =)

2006-12-28T01:48:00.000+08:00

i'm bein selfish i tink.. i cant concentrate.. i wanna study now.. but.. my head is full of rubbish.. cant concentrate.. i wanna write down e notes for my exam.. but i keep stoppin.. i jus couldnt stop tinkin.. wat's goin on? i duno. wierd.. i guess.. i'm jus tinkin too much lah.. haiz.. argh!!! *bang wall bang wall bang wall..

-wats goin on?
-wat is it?
-am i too stress? or am i bein to relax?
-KILL MI!!!

wat a day..

2006-12-27T23:57:00.000+08:00

i slept until 12 plus today until my uncle woke mi up for lunch.. so went to the new bottle tree village at khatib there.. okie lah there.. havin thai style chilli crab again.. wahahaha.. n 2 bottles of root beer.. keke.. michelle n her hubby wanna mit mi de.. but i let them wait for mi for 2 hrs plus.. ops =X so pai seh.. den i faster go home bath den go meet them at my house nearby coffeeshop.. den we sit at there la kopi.. suddenly very heavy rain.. we wait for the rain to stop den go home lorz.. kaili n fanfan brin their baby over.. mum is sooooo happy when she see her grandchild.. OMG!! always baobei here n there.. humpz.. lolx..

i wish to take one month break for work.. cos next month i having 2 main exam paper, 1 sup paper and basic theroy car test.. but cant leh.. unless got pple support mi.. haiz.. new yr cumin soon... next month is my dad 4th yr passed away.. time fly so fast.. few more days to go n is year 2007 already n i'm turning 19.. dad had already passed away for 4 yrs.. tink mum really had a hard time in tis 3 yrs plus..

hope a new year can be a beta one.. hope mum dun hab to work so hard bcos of us.. grown up already.. must help mum to handle wit the house bills i guess when i get a full time job.. cannot always use study to avoid problems anymore..

tis week is my study week.. again.. yes.. study week again.. so fast.. haiz.. k lah.. blog until here.. nitez my friends.. mi go study already.. take care..

crapz

2006-12-25T03:19:00.000+08:00

okie.. dad.. jus let mi get a PSP Gift from someone.. anyone.. i dun mind.. wahahaha.. i'm goin crazy over PSP recently.. I JUST NEED TAT!!! esp version 1. duno wat one lah.. jus can go online dl games n movie can le.. PSP!!!! k.. nvm.. I NEED TO SAVE MONEY FOR TAT~~!!!! argh!!

xmas cumin!!

2006-12-23T01:27:00.000+08:00

humpz.. xmas coming already.. i still haven save money to buy PSP for myself.. *sad
jus now workin manager told us tmr nite we'll be having a xmas party.. need to buy a small gift.. aiyo.. no money lah.. so last min somemore.. kns.. onli left less den $4/- how to buy.. knn.. argh!!! tink i gonna thick skin go without ani gift liao.. keke.. dun care.. aiyo.. recently workin hor.. aiyo.. cos of my blurness n my gan chiong-ness hor.. got mi into trouble.. duno how to kick away my tat bad habit.. PSP!!! I JUS WAN MY PSP LAH!!!! DUN CARE LAH~~ PSP!!! y jus cant the sky jus drop one stupid PSP to mi.. hahaha!!! crazy.. gone bonker.. hack care mi..

aiyoyo~ my exam coming soon.. gosh.. argh!!! exam again.. dun like.. nvm.. 2 more months to go.. N I'M GETTING MY DIPLOMA!!! Kin.. u can make it de!! Jiayou jiayou jiayou!! hehez!! so.. wat should i do after getting my diploma neh? no idea leh.. so many tings i wish to learn.. hehe.. mi beri greedy de..

aiyo.. tired lah.. mi stop here for today.. c when i not lazy den blog again.. wahahaha.. mi go dream of my PSP already.. take care dudes!! tata!!

exam n new sch term

2006-11-15T21:21:00.000+08:00

today finally finish my exam..dun tink i can make it for my econo..sux..i'm dumb..i know..thursday until sunday is my so-called holiday den monday start sch already..tmr goin tower 5 help linda..duno waikong got fetch mi or not..nvm..hope i can ready motivate myself to work hard startin from next week monday.. is a new term so.. i beta.. behave.. STUDY HARD AR!!! yea yea.. *duhz..

next term got business law tis module worz..comfirm beri dry plus beri beri beri difficult de lorz.. dun like.. but no choice..but thinkin of the positive one..mayb i can find one module which i realli like alot..from there.. i can tink of a path way where i wun be wastin my time n my home money for tis course.. too bad.. business management is far too different wit bankin.. recently bankin sound interesting to mi.. aiya.. i still perfer engineering n designing lorz.. but my drawing sux.. if got into any of the design course i tink.. i'll be a fool in there.. wahahahaha..

nth to blog.. slackin in my room.. qian is ard.. keke.. so.. end of blogging.. tata!!

~ our 5th month anniversary dating ~

2006-11-02T23:15:00.000+08:00

Today is our* 5th month anniversary n is also our first time to so-called celebration.. realli enjoy jus now wit him.. keke..

we meet at plaza singapura.. den we went off to take train to 'harboul front' (duno how to spell.. so let mi name it HF ba ) ..cos we planned to go vivocity.. e new shopping centre.. when we reach there.. we walk ard HF centre cos he said he didnt shop there b4... after shoppin awhile.. he saw he cable car.. gosh.. he sae he wanna go buy tickets for e cable car trip.. cos he didnt try b4.. so.. he realli go n search for the tickets place.. is at HF Tower 2.. after buyin we head straight to floor 15 for the ride.. Goin toward mt. Faber (forgot is wat name.. so ani how spell if i didnt forget..) he was so excited lorz.. n mi? well.. screamin when the cable car goin off to e air.. after tat.. i'm fine.. he knew i'm kinda scare..so he hug mi to make mi feel beta.. after we came back from the trip.. we went to vivocity.. wah~ there realli beri big lorz.. not bad.. but still got few more retail stores n food outlets isnt open yet.. we went to crystal jade ( did i spell it wrong again? haiz.. eng poor is like tat de lah.. xP ) the restaurant seem quite high class sia.. hack care.. wateva.. we had our dessert at haggss-dass ( tid time.. i realli duno how to spell lah~ ) ... wai kong dun let mi pay for e dessert.. e whole day everyting is he pay one lorz.. felt so heartpain for him.. aiyo.. spent so much.. but he sae seldom spent so much so doesnt matter.. if like tat heartpain den the milk powder he always buy one how? 100++ $$ leh.. (_ _) keke.. k lorz.. den we take bus home le.. tmr mi no lesson.. n tmr no work oso.. they got enough manpower so cancel mi out.. watsoeva.. today ben cannot work.. from tuesday till tis mornin.. jas, ben n joseph keep askin mi e same questions.. :" can u work on thursday nite? " well.. of cos i sae no.. cos exam is cumin soon.. next week i cant go out wit wai kong sia.. even meet him..is onli for awhile lorz.. plus today is our anniversary.. xP although is onli 5 months.. but.. i jus wanna be wit him when we're free.. he wanna buy a new hp.. but is N70.. diaoz.. tink he is buyin it next week..

tuesday nite n wednesday nite at sf i learn cashier.. so complicated.. well.. ching told mi tat.. if possible.. he might be able to cum back to sf by mid of dec (tink so if i'm not wrong..) .. if not.. gotta wait for ard 2 or 3 more months.. seem like lots of staff from sf knew bout my relationship wit waikong.. but.. hack care.. even they wanna let e whole world know.. i dun mind.. he's my boyfriend.. but.. like tat lorz.. i'm no longer hab e motivation to work in ani Olio or dome cafe/ restaurant.. so lifeless.. n..seem like.. we're habin some sort of competition.. as if we're promoter.. wat the hell..!! dun like!! *dun like? oh~~ yau ching always like to sae :" i dun like, u know? " lolx..

schling life.. haiz.. hope i can faster finish tis course witout failin ani more modules again.. crap man.. i failed 2 modules so far.. took one sup paper last month.. now.. another sup paper awaiting for mi.. which is 2 months 26 days away.. rubbish lorz.. n i gonna hab my exam soon aGaiN!! yea..!! is AGAIN!! exam exam exam.. sux.. i haven even realli go touch n read my study booklet yet lorz.. kns... kkz.. gonna stop here le.. nite everyone.. =)

rotting..

2006-09-22T01:10:00.000+08:00

erm..so long didnt blog le..kinda lazy lah~
okie.. let mi take my time to blog..
erm..
recently bz studyin for my exam lorz.. tis week habin 2 papers.. organisational behaviour and also accounting.. sub paper ( business management ) next month on e 7th.. so sian..
today whole day beri guai..stay home whole day.. qian came over my house jus now for awhile..she was watchin e dvd.. seldom like tat..
erm.. blah blah blah.. well.. actually got lots of tings i wish to sae..but cos some people hu actually might read my blog...so dun wanna sae.. might mention their name.. so beta to keep my mouth shut..

as for mi and wai kong.. well.. together for almost 4 months le.. tat's kinda unlike mi.. keke.. i used to change bf beri often..wun stay wit a guys for more then 3 months.. but no idea how i manage to stay wit him for almost 4 months.. wuuuu....

anna birthday cumin soon.. haiz.. next week de off day i gib wrong date.. kns.. i'm still waitin for e steamboat.. cant wait ani more longer.. wahahaha..

oh ya.. i got a lappy!! yeah yeah...but e com cum at e wrong time..last few weeks i argent to use a lap top.. but haven got to go n check n find a lappy.. my sis actually take some time out of her bz schedule to accompany mi to go courts to find tis lappy..den she treat mi eat sushi, buy a lady bag and jay chou new album..wahaha.. n she took lots of photo of us.. keke.. i did put it on msn display pic.. many of my friends tot she's my girlfriend.. keke.. ron oso beri cute.. he ask mi hu she is.. den he sae she beri cute n pretty..he wanna know her.. keep askin mi bout my sis.. well, of course.. i didnt sae ani ting.. i jus sae.. u wanna noe her? go friendster n check or wateva.. keke..

hope tmr accountin paper will be a easy one.. e revision paper the lecture gave was beri chim.. i dun understand.. dun even mention how to do..dun understand le how am i gonna do leh.. haiz.. i finish studyin on my accountin.. but.. is the formula..sort of math problems..so it isnt tat hard for mi to study.. i'm weird.. pple hate math but my fav subject is math.. wahahaha.. *crazy.. keke..

oh ya.. mi now workin at sf already.. bras basar dome oso.. AF wun be there so often.. they will onli call mi if they realli cannot find pple cover shift.. i'm tired workin at tat company already.. yes.. i'm realli sick n tired..dun wish to sae it out down here..

oh.. n oso.. i jus realise someting.. most of my classmates is fu*kin fake.. when exam time..when u're stuck n need help..u can actually forget bout lookin for classmates to help.. they'll MIA..
MIA ? simply mean.. MISSING IN ACTION ..fucked up..

tink i should end here.. time for mi to go toilet, smoke, study for another few more mins n is bed time for mi..

** my blog!! unhappy wit wat i hab written? too bad.. i hab already said.. IS MY BLOG.. not happy? dun read..jus exit.. =) hab a nice day..

my 18th birthday

2006-07-08T03:10:00.000+08:00

was havin my last paper in e afternoon jus now.. well.. i'm stupid.. i jus hab no idea how to put all wat was in my head into words to explain to wat e questions are.. wasnt in mood actually.. den when to orchard road to find qian's birthday present.. i meet waikong at wisma area there.. den went back to takashimaya to buy the gift lorz.. den we went to eat.. he pass mi my present.. haha.. i opened it at mac.. omg.. he brought someting which i didnt expect he'll really buy it lorz.. den we went to play pool n den to movie.. after movie we jus walk ard in town until 11.. we go meet qian they all... well.. the rest.. i dun tink i'll type it out.. jus tat someting i didnt expect to happen happened..edmund n ning left before e incident happen.. so.. they got no idea.. so instead of carryin on wit habin fun.. all of us went straight home..

xiaoli tmr will be leavin singapore for a week.. gosh.. hope she'll enjoy her study trip..

next week i'll be workin 2 days at T5.. after nexk week i'll den start work at SF..

i'm worried.. bout my studies, my relationship n my work... somehow.. sometime i feel like givin up on my studies.. it is like.. i jus duno how to decribe my feelings out.. so werid.. relationship i shall not sae much.. my work.. i jus afraid i cant make it.. or mayb should i sae.. i'm scare..

well.. i guess.. is enough of bullshittin.. nth to blog..

xxx

2006-06-28T00:40:00.000+08:00

okie.. i'm back bloggin.. ani way.. did mention bout someone backstab mi last few weeks ago.. okie.. aniway.. i dun tink i wanna find out who did it..pointless ani way..keke.. okie.. birthday cumin soon.. OMG.. heez.. still got no idea where to go.. no idea if he* gonna spent tat day wit mi.. but i noe i'll go hab some drinks wit my friends at nite.. wahaha..

jus now went out wit wai kong..he got exam in e afternoon..after exam he came down to suntec wait for mi to off work..heez.. so xin fu.. but horz.. he recently bz studyin for his exam.. so cant meet up so often.. tis week i'll be workin at suntec tower 5 e Dome.. dots.. ching got transfer to SF le... ching wanna drag mi go there oso.. kkz.. backz to topic.. we went to glass house Fish n co for our dinner.. heez.. nice dinner.. he paid for it..gosh.. always let him pay whenever we're goin out.. feel so bad.. no longer workin full time.. so dun hab tat much extra money to spend.. BOO!!! argh~ k.. out of topic again.. (>.<) den after dinner we went to PS window shop ard.. saw a bracelet.. tat design is quite similar to my last time de blogskin de necklace.. wah.. so beautiful.. jus now i feel like buyin it on the spot... but cant.. pay not here yet.. even got pay oso cannot afford.. dots.. well.. nvm.. we went home after walkin ard in the shoppin mall.. he sent mi home.. sis ask mi help her pack food home.. den bring wai kong home.. diaoz.. in e end wai kong didnt go lah~ cos if he cum.. he hab to take cab home.. tat's kinda waste of money.. so he said next time.. even he wanna cum i oso dun let lah.. he so tired already..

gettin late.. i'm tired.. later gotta work.. exam haven finish prepare yet.. gosh.. so scare i'll failed tis 2 module.. haiyo.. argh!! offline offline!!!

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2006-06-10T23:54:00.000+08:00

olio bites is closing soon.. keke.. onli open for 3 yrs in suntec n now.. closing.. funny.. william ang (a.GM) resign already nor.. last day i tink is ard 18th June.. still got few more outlets to be closed.. kr closed le.. many managers n staffs got transfer..keke..
well.. enough of olio n dome.. not my problem any more..

got pple intro mi a full time F&B job.. later den get to more bout tat job.. if i got tat job.. i'll be studyin in e mornin..afternoon until night is actually workin.. will be beri tired i guess.. need to work extra hard for my school work after that.. i got my exam result.. i got grade B for communication skills and accouting & finance.. was happy wit my result.. but jus now when i told my mum..she was very disappointed..reason? because my school fee is very expensive therefore i should be getting grade A or A+..
can i jus tell her tat i'm jus a idiot? or maybe stupid?

new chapter on 2 June 2006..
got a boyfriend.. or mayb i should sae... i got a new boyfriend? steadless for 1 yr 5 months.. suddenly got a boyfriend sort of.. not used to the life of havin a boyfriend.. haha.. but he's e guy whom i like for duno how many months le.. suddenly get together is like.. whao.. e feeling is like.. funny lorz..

tryin my best to understand my current 2 modules.. cos i really cant get wat e pple is talkin.. tryin my best to study myself last few days..

got backstab by someone.. i gotta find out who.. *U NOE HU U R!!* actually i got someone in mind who did it.. but jus no evidence.. *U BETA PRAY HARD!! DUN EVEN LET MI GET YA.. I'LL MAKE SURE U'LL GET A BED AT TTS OR SGH!! FUCKER!! if he found out wat happen.. u'll be dead!! n beta pray hard tat e old mi dun back alife..*

gettin late..guess i beta go slp..

tings which i shouldnt sae..

2006-05-22T01:01:00.000+08:00

wat does friends really mean?

F = figurehead
R = ravage
I = idiocy / idiot
E = eccentric / egoism / egoist
N = neglect / negligence
D = defraud
S = sibyl

am i bein too much?
well.. nvm.. dun care..
ani way.. i jus hate pple hu loves makin empty promise..
if u cant make it..dun sae it out at the first place..
u're jus makin e others bein pissed..
jus move on wit life..
n some others may tink tat if they called their friends after a period of time jus to get pity from them.. they're nth but moron..
if u always left ya best friend alone cryin at a corner n ya jus went on busy wit ya tings, DUN go ard tellin pple U're her best friend.. bcos u're NOT.. DuHz..
if ya friends is feelin down.. dun be wet blanket ani more.. all she/he might need is jus some courage from you..
dun compare YOU yourself wit ur best friends.. WE ARE DIFFERENT!!
dun tink tat ya life is e worst n feel like killin urself.. there are pple who suffer even more then you yet they still carried on wit their life witout complainin.. so jus SHUT UP!!

HappeninG

2006-05-22T00:47:00.000+08:00

exam jus over.. 2 papers.. communication skills n accounting & finance..
caterin on 18 may..
25 may caterin i'm not sure if i'm include..
cover ning's shift on sat n sun (20 & 21 may)
ivy's birthday..
but..
grandfather in hospital again..
back home less den 2 weeks.. hospital he goes again..
hope he'll get well soon..
mum might be goin for holiday on June..
bad for mi.. lesson start..cant go shoppin at Japan or Korean for tat week..
need to look for a new job..
hope steven can help mi get tat job..but bugis..kinda far for mi.. duhz..

- no title i guess -

2006-04-06T00:48:00.000+08:00

4th of april
dad's birthday..
9th of april
xiaoli's birthday..
blah blah blah.. enough of birthday..

- miss dad..
- miss my old home..
- later on, there's test..

next week :

- new schoolin place..
- new study subjects..
- new pens, rubber, ruler n highlighter..
- finally.. mp3.. i got it.. is a mp3 nano..
- new faces.. (comfirm there's some bitches plus bastards.. )
- no new bag..
- no new clothes..
- no new shoes..
- no new pencil ( i got 3.. so, is enough i tink.. )

hopin :

- new life..
- new hope..
- Study freakin hard..
- tmr pass my 2 paper so tat i'll get e course..
- get a new job asap.. ( hope mum let mi work at les. pub.. so tat i can earn more money )
- to be mature!! ( mi still beri 'tian zhen' )

not hopin for :

- no life..

boring..

2006-02-19T01:18:00.000+08:00

went out wit waikong on friday.. i wasnt workin on tat day ma.. we suppose to go out on V.Day de.. but he last sunday told mi tat he gotta work split shift again..dots.. den sae he'll date mi out other day.. we went to cini to watch movie again.. lolx.. he was wearin his workin de uniform out wit mi.. still remember tat time when i first went out wit him i was wearin olio bites de uniform..keke.. we meet at e same place den buy tickets le den went play pool.. was a bit late for e movie.. keke.. den after show we went for movie n home.. lolx.. actually we didnt go home.. he went amk to meet his friends.. mi reach home get my haro bike n i went bball court to look for friends le.. lolx.. everyone was askin mi where the hell i hab gone to.. been months didnt see mi at court le.. dots.. my first 3 points ball was air.. diaoz.. realise i really beri long didnt play bball le.. gosh.. den play 2 match full court..dots.. haha..den play until 11 plus.. after tat went coffeeshop rot.. lolx.. was there crap-in wit friends.. diaoz.. den kat sms mi..ask mi work today.. cos sherry sick.. dots.. work lorz.. bo bian.. mum went indonasia tmr midnite den reach sg.. ytd is my first time to see wai kong so pissed off.. =x scary.. haha.. den mag saw us at somerset station.. den she called us.. lolx.. den ask where we goin.. waikong reply sae go home.. haha.. stupid.. sian.. dun really feel like workin.. so worry bout my course thingy.. hope i could get e course i wan lorz.. haiz..if not i duno wat to do liao.. haiz.. tink is time for mi to slp le.. althought i dun wish to..but bo biam.. later gotta work.. full shift some more.. crapz.. argh!!! wish to go les. pub to work.. the pay not bad.. lolx.. but mum comfirm wun let.. dots.. oh ya.. jus now mag's gf saw mi.. she said cut tis hair not bad.. look yan dao... haha.. conan make fun of mag.. ask her to be careful..cos HER GF SAE I'M YAN DAO!!! haha.. =P

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2006-01-22T00:43:00.000+08:00

haiz..lost my hp..7610..sad..went to plasma ktv pub last week or last last week de monday..went wit sherry, qian and sherry's boyfriend..was kinda tired..but playful..so i went..ended up i got drunk..diaoz..den qian very angry so she brin mi home..tink she forgot to get my hp..cos i was waitin for sis de call plus sms..dun dare to keep..later ring duno ma..so left it on table..haiz..den e next day went work..waikong called..cos i msg him n friends to inform them i lost hp..ani ting jus call my old no. so he jus ask how mi liao..den when ching n kit went out to smoke n buy some tings.. he appear at bites.. lolx..den like tis n tat..lots of pple got involve of tis..cos my mum..diaoz..she of course scolded mi..cos i was jus damn too much to go hm at 4am..!! gosh..n i even lost my hp..den she go scold alan..den alan called mi..the next day..alan called ching..diaoz..

recently got to noe 2 friends from SF...mag n matthew..lolx..they're funny..crapz..keke.. well last nite is a long story..i dun really wish to mention out..tis few days i seem to gonna fall sick soon le.. haiz.. tired too.. dun wish to speak too much ill tingy bout bites..

jus finish my chingay practice.. after practice victor join ivy n i for supper den we went back together..all e way we were laughin..diaoz..laugh until i cannot finish my prata..diaoz..den mi n qian mit up at khatib.. so victor, mi n qian sat down awhile chattin den went home lorz.. btw..saw weijiunn on wed..diaoz..den on thursday went to fetch qian home from her workin place before rushin off to work..she not feelin well..she drank too much le..

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i tink he's avoidin mi.. althought we're friends..but our conversation seem to be gettin lesser.. can i sae totally not tokin ani more? or jus.. 2 lines? duno.. hope he'll tell mi wat n where went wrong.. i dun like playin guessin game..childish.. if he still perfer her..den go after her n dun gib mi e wrong idea!!! or should i sae.. i jus bein e one hu got misunderstood? ya.. i tink i got e wrong idea.. tat y i'm say all tis rubbish.. but it jus make mi sick!!! not becos u dun or nth to tok to mi.. but is e way u treat mi!! some time u tink i'm transparent..sometime u treat mi like ya sis.. i dun wish n i oso dun wan ya to treat mi like tat..cant ya jus treat mi like ya friends? jus a normal friend!!??

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bOo..

2006-01-07T14:34:00.000+08:00

ytd i was workin..clifford came to Bites at 3 plus to get some drinks n gelato for his friends..i help him to make two ice cappucino..he den ask mi wan pasta..of course..i so hungry..den he ask mi to call him at 6pm to remind him..den wai kong came..keke..i tink he bz helpin clifford..after bz clifford ask him if he wan ani gelato..i told clifford to let wai kong get it for himself..keke..tat kinda bad of mi ya..haha..but i'm jus kidding..kat help wai kong to get e gelato for him..den he like small kid there enjoyin his gelato..haha..after eatin he went to change his clothes..so good..he finish workin le..den accompany him for awhile lorz..he like kana dump by girls like tat..so sian like tat..keke..ask him wat happen..y so sian...he onli reply mi tat he's gettin older..beri ez tired..tat y beri sian..diaoz..den he went of ard 4 plus..he go home le..den when i start to count my outlet money conon came wit his friends..diaoz..den back to outlet called clifford for my pasta.they help mi to put pasta into 2 container so tat mi n sherry each get some..ching came at 7 plus..he n sherry seem to hab many secret to share..so let them tok..i didnt really wanna interrupt them..ching went home at 8 plus den qian called mi..she wanna come to look for mi..den i keep askin them to go drink wit mi after work..den they sae mi beri noisy..cannot stand mi so after work we went to marina square de 7 eleven buy beer. then go esplanade drink. haha. but den sherry's bf called..then they were quarrelling..dotx..they quarrel beri long lorz..den qian n i told sherry tat next time go drink dun dare jio her liao..den she reply :"wah lao!!" keke..her boyfriend hor..wah!! shout on e phone at her sia!! cannot make it sia..den after drinkin we go makan..we 3 share one big plate of "char kway tiao" den i buy one more can of beer..after tat we take cab home..cos sherry need to rush over to meet her bf..so qian n mi take cab back to yishun..mi alight at yishun mrt station..cos i need to get my haro bike back home..scare my bike got stolen..keke..reach home almost 3am le..keke..today is my off day..later goin out to find henny at new outlet somewhere new newton..goin wit qian..later 3 of us (maybe wit sherry oso? later ask her along.lolx.) go newton circle to hab our dinner..gosh man..i dun hab a single cents wit mi animore..haiz..ytd spent money on beer n cab fare..tat serve mi rite for spentin so much money at one go..keke..tmr i'm workin full shift..i sure cannot make it.. 10.30am to 10.30pm leh... tryin get mi kill? my part timer onli came at 2pm until 8pm worz..

2006.. a brand NEW YEAR !!

2006-01-06T01:18:00.000+08:00

let mi start from e last day of 2005.. keke..

31 Dec 2005
80% singaporean is very excited on tis day..includin mi..tot of spendin e last day of e day at home..but darly ask mi out..qian wanted to cum my house..so i ask her to tag along..so went to meet darly n one of his friend out..we went to play pool at paradiz center there until 7 plus,take a cab (ani way, i tink they'r too rich tat they duno where to spent at..cos they r e one keep spentin money..even pool they treat.. didnt expect to let a 'xiao didi' to treat mi n qian) to esplanade there nearby to hab some drinks.. darly n i ordered terqila sot each..not bad..but is a small small glass..after we finish, we ordered another 2 more..but cause e glass got e salt my lips kinda pain so i ask qian to help mi finish it e half glass..daryl's friend (his tis friend hu onli start to drink few days ago onli) order a small bottle of tiger..he drink kinda fast n well..of course..he got drunk..haha..tot we could enjoy our drinks while watchin e fireworks but hu noes.. darly's friend wanna go cini..so..we called for bill..while waitin for bill..his friend finish chattin on phone sae nvm..continue drinkin..we 3 sian whole liao..nb..den we take cab go cini lorz..den we went to level 9..they wan play lan game de..but mi n qian duno how to play so we go level 8 play pool..while waitin for table we saw ah pang..haha.. den play pool until 12 plus.. miss e fireworks.. my sis's friend got record down..kinda nice..but i didnt c lah..kinda borin u noe..usin com to c fireworks.. crapz..den kok hwa came to find us at 11 plus..after playin pool, darly's friend is already 'recover from his drunkness'.. but we goin cappage for drinkin session again..haha..on e way there, darly saw some guys sellin e sprayin snow..he n his friend went to buy..he den spray at us..shit him sia..den when we cross e 2nd road..a nb blangaladess spray e snow at my neck..nb..den walk walk walk..another blangaladess spray mi..'kana' my eye!! some more the bottle he hit my forehead.. nb..lucky for him tat i didnt saw hu he is..if not i'm gonna go up to him..n whack him..ass sia..den daryl use e spray...while walkin..he spray those blangaladess..somerset there got 4 blangala sittin den he shout "happy new yr!!" n he spray at them..haha..funny!! finally we reach there..we order 3 big bottles of tiger..cheers!! den we drink finish e first glass of tiger we pour..daryl didnt drink..cos he gotta mit his sister later on..daryl's friend drunk..he dun wanna let us hab e 2 bottles n he faster drink e tiger from e bottle..dots..daryl cannot stand him..he oso dun wan his friend to be dead drunk so he take his glass gib mi.. but in e end his friend snatch back..he sae one last slip..n he try his best to drink as much as he can..haha..den mi n kok hwa onli left one glass..daryl went of first wit his friend..cos he need to send him back..his friend is drunk..haha..den i ask kok hwa to order one more bottle..we realli didnt hab much to drink lorz..den we slowly drink lorz..haha..den mum called..ops..keke..follow by xiaoli..so mi n kok hwa slowly "ta" half glass half glass..den hail cab home lorz..reach home in e mornin 3am..haha..well..none of us got drunk expect for daryl's friend..we cannot stand him lorz..

another bad tings is tat..i'm back to work at Olio Bites..cant believe it man.. 30 dec 2005 i'm still a part timer..but on 01/01/2006 i'm a full timer.. (sort of in-charge at there too) gosh..how long do i hab to stuck there..? i duno..sam called today..she heard from jiapei tat i'm jobless..ask mi to go billy bomers there work full time..but too late..i'm being ask to go back to bites..kaoz..

tink is time for mi to go slp le.. got panda eyes le..haiz..later still gotta work..

** xiaoli** if ya readin tis again..dun worry..i dun mind..keke.. thanks ya..dun worry..i noe my limit..n i'll ask a ger to accompany mi next time when i go drinkin wit friends.. =) thanks!! **

so-called first day of work

2005-12-31T00:18:00.000+08:00

back to Olio Bites work again!! my "first day".. diaoz.. so freakin bored..mi n kat slackin e whole days man..

went to meet qian before work for lunch..we meet at orchard cause she work somewhere near wheelock place there..den we went around orchard lookin for place for lunch..all e restuants we went were long que. therefore we went other place..den she out of sudden feel like goin to jack's place..we go wisma there..dots..closed down..ended up we went to suntec e Fish & Co to had our lunch..called kat inform her i'll be late for half an hr..haha.. =P so bad of mi.. "first day" late already.. keke.. but i dun care one lorz.. sick n tired of that place liao..qian accompany e whole day at bites..so paiseh..make her so sian while waiting for mi.. =(

around evenin like tat kat inform mi tat there will be a pest control..gosh..daryl came in e afternoon to return e uniform cause i need it.. msg waikong..quite bored..but he didnt reply much..so didnt msg liao le..but at 8 plus he got msg mi play sms awhile lorz.. he next week gonna work liao.. lolx..den daryl at bout closin time called bites.. ask mi bout hp tingy..diaoz..as if i noe alot..keke..

sian lah.. quite hungry now..no money left already..didnt get much pay so i already spent one third of it on my lunch..

(>.<)

2005-12-26T13:29:00.000+08:00

ytd john meet mi go play basketball..cos yong ming yong quan playin ma..so we go join them..den play until 5 or 6 plus like tat we didnt play liao..cos sian liao..lots of pple came..den john n mi go bicycle shop to repair my haro bike..cos my bike got crack liao..den uncle sae got pple wanna sell his haro at 50 bucks..ask we 2 wan or not..of course i wan lah..cos uncle sae tat bike is better den mine..cos mine huh...haiz..cannot make it soon..haha..suppose to mit john later at 6pm to see tat bike n get it de..but den last min last nite waikong msg mi ask mi go walk walk so i meet him lorz..den ask john to help mi take care of the bike lorz..den we go back look for the twin lorz..den when they go home change john n mi go eat dinner..den wait for them..they beri slow..den when they finally cum meet us.. john n yong ming go buy beer lorz.. buy 2 bottles..den go back..quan haven come yet..so john,ming n mi drink..the twin younger bro tag along too but didnt dare to allow him to drink lorz..den quan finally cum le den we open second bottle..we drink beri fast lorz..pass here n there..den finish liao..den john n ming go buy another 2 bottles..while waitin for them..quan keep makin fun of mi..he keep huggin mi so tight as if he wanna kill mi..diao..den his younger bro kinda extra..dots..always 'chup' in n disturb mi..argh!!den when they'r back awhile,i ask for opener..too dark..cant c..den they tot i drank..den i take e bottle up..is caslber..john buy wrong sia..instead of buyin heniken he buy caslber.. diao..lolx..he drank..haha..after we finish le den i tink i'm e one hu drank e most lorz..haha..den go home at 10.30pm like tat..cos i wanna use toilet..haha..duno y lorz..when i start to 'seh liao' will start smiling or laughin at nth..haha..gosh..den later goin out wit waikong..duno wat i should wear..cos..seem like gonna rain soon..
okok..tata..mi go get ready le.. goin out soon!! keke..

``lalala``

2005-12-24T19:07:00.000+08:00

well..was out for awhile jus now wit huiling..she was hungry..so went out wit her..den go cycle in e rain..lolx..almost got myself hurt..haha..got my ite letter le..gettin my cert next month..well..if my dad is ard..i think he may b angry wit mi for failing my 'N' Level..but tink he wun kill mi for takin a ITE Nitec cert ba..haha..hu noes..unless he appear in my dream to let mi noe? gosh..wat tokin mi.. (-.-") well..xmas eve today..tink..gonna be a boring xmas for mi tis yr.. lolx..well..i still remember weijiunn promise to brin mi out to orchard during last xmas..but he broke it..i jus seem to unable to forget tis..keke..nvm..its already in e past..let it be..
well..my sis went for holiday ytd..tink today will be my da jie goin over to find her..so gd ya..they enjoyin xmas wit their husband / boyfriend while their xiao mei at home..alone..lolx.. told mum..i'm goin holiday next yr wit friends..haha..my mum was shock..of course she disagree..haha..i'm used to it..no matter wat i wish or wat i wanna do..she jus reply mi :" ya still small.." that's e reply tat will let mi keep my mouth shut.. but doesnt matter.. i'm jus lazy to quarrel wit her.. wats e point of quarrelin wit her? lolx.. haiz..
Goin back to Olio Bites to work again..cant believe it..friends got e jobs they wan but mi? stuck at Olio bites..gosh..tot tat was a final quittin..ended up.. back again.. oh my god!! (>.<)
Haiz..enough of bloggin.. i jus duno wat to sae.. at least someting out of nothing.. keke..

movie movie movie..

2005-12-23T01:31:00.000+08:00

as normal..wednesday there's a chingay practice..went wit ivy..before goin wit ivy, i was out wit my aunty n uncle..we went orchard for lunch..and we went OG..cos aunty wanna buy some clothes..but in e end..she couldnt find ani to suit her..den we go back to yishun..reach yishun le den go mit ivy..den we go chingay lorz..den blah blah blah.. [keke.. lazy to type lah.. lolx ]

~~lalalalala~~

was outside wit wai kong jus now..mit him 4 at cini..he wanna watch narnia..so accompany him lorz..keke..on e way there saw marcus..in e train..lolx..he's friend stare at mi..i saw it n i didnt really go care..but den when i move in i saw marcus..lolx..den wait for wai kong lorz..he reach le den we go B1..he go restroom..den after tat we went to buy tickets..i treat..cos he treat mi too much liao..lolx..he treat mi movie,pool,dinner, supper, etc... 5 plus n 7 plus de tickets sold out..so we buy e 8.30pm show..we buy e tickets at 4 plus..which means.. we still got lots of time lorz..so we went to play pool again..at least today got win afew rounds..win cos he gib in ma..lolx..den play pool until 6pm like tat..we went for dinner at BK..he treat again..ops..told him i'm gonna return to bites..he laugh..haiyo..den after dinner we go heeren walk walk..go back cini at 7.45pm like tat..den we nth to do so went to level 6 sit n chat while waitin to enter..before we enter i ask him to help mi buy water..den buy green tea..gosh..he pay again..one bottle of green tea $2.80 .. so expensive..buy le so pia seh..let him spent so much..den e movie start liao my mum called.. [ well.. before i went out meetin him..mum was kinda unhappy wit mi..she sae i always go out..dun wanna work..no money le den keep borrow from sis.. argh!! craps ]
den watch lorz..we got a couple sit..den i duno middle dun hab e holder den bu xiao xin drop at his leg..ops..den he take n put at his side..cos my side cannot put..e guy hu sat beside mi put his drinks mah..den after e show we take train home..he send mi back to yishun MRT station..den he took cab home..
Guess wat.. when i got home..i saw my sis,her bf n her friend..watchin tis DVD..argh~~!! lol.. they still watchin now..btw.. qian got e job le..office job..haiz.. unlike mi..stuck in olio so long.. argh!

well..tink tat all for today..

Result..

2005-12-19T13:28:00.000+08:00

when should i start neh? so long didnt post liao..keke..
Elieen from mircosoft ask ivy to call mi wan mi help her on thursday (15/12/2005) n friday (16/12/2005).. so i went to help them lorz..kaoz..i gotta cut so many pieces of teriyaki chicken..
Thursday, 15/12/2005 my result out out le ma..den my ite de log-in got problem..gotta go sch get new passwords...so after work i called kok hwa..he said he's meeting yong xiang n xian cong at J8 mac at 3.30pm..so i go meet them..reach there at 3pm..dots.. den wait for them lorz..den at mac eat our meal before goin to sch..we go sch de office saw e takin of passwords e hr is over.. 11.30am to 12.30pm.. gosh.. but tat lady ask we all to file up e application for changing e passwords n let ani of our teacher to sign..pass up.. next day den collect.diao..we all sian liao lorz..den we take e paper..filled up.. den look for teachers..nv did we expect..guess wat..most of e retail teachers went for holidays..diaoz!! den section head go home liao..angry leh..den e office pple bo biam..help us lorz..gib us our passwords on e spot..den after tat we go orchard play pool.. xian cong put plane sia... kaoz..

den friday on e way to work saw nicholas (forget how to spell le) from UOB de.. diaoz..den go work lorz..den desmond chua came..gosh..he sae mi until sort of [ NoT TaT nIce ] lorz.. kaoz.. hack care.. den aunty oso scold mi.. !!! *AnGry* !!! den after work faster go get change liao den go interview..lucky qian last min able to mit mi..hengz.. keke..but tink e interview.. i failed it.. haiz..

yesterday went out wit wai kong.. before meetin him i went out to hab lunch wit my family members..den go home bath again liao den go out mit wai kong..we went to buy e tickets..dots.. ticket for 7pm de onli left front row.. the rest of e show before 7pm de left single sit.. so i told him get e 8.45pm de.. we watchin King Kong.. a 3 hrs show..he didnt noe..4 hrs left for us to wait for e show..so we go play pool until ard 7pm? all e way he was e one winnin.. kaoz.. (>.<) nvm.. i'm juis a noob.. wahaha.. =P den after e pool we go eat dinner..den go walk walk at 8pm..finally we can go watch liao..keke..e show quite nice lah~ but 3hrs.. sit until my butt pain..lolx.. den after e show we went for supper at coffeeclub.. ops.. i'm spentin him too much money.. haiz.. so bad sia mi.. i onli brin ard 44 bucks..but 20 is my onli saving i left..10 for my top up card n 14 bucks for goin out wit him..movie,pool,supper he paid..i onli paid half of our dinner, n 20 on cab..haiz..

i dun hab much money left now..still gotta look for jobs..so sian sia..haiz..mum jus went out again..didnt put money for mi..argh~ ytd [ Quarrel ] sae i dun wan go find jobs.. as if onli lorz.. i cant find it.. keep askin mi to go back Dome.. freak lorz.. go back? r u lookin down on mi? or u wan mi go back n get more problem..up to u to decide..ani way.. u jus dun understand mi..wateva it is.. jus leave mi alone..

tink tat all i wanna post..nth much to post le..today is a brand new day for mi to get started.. haiz.. duno lah~

2005-11-22T00:31:00.000+08:00

is time for mi to get my life to move on.. yea.. kinda childish to blog tat post..keke.. but nvm.. time for mi to get change le..maybe back to my old self? e innocent type? haha.. cant be lah..dun look innocent at all liao lah..now friends all sae mi look like ah lian.. kaoz.. but nvm.. i dun care! heez.. time for mi to look for new job too.. cant expect mi to stay at Olio Bites forever rite? althought they jus increase my pay in a no choice suitution..lolx..n i oso dun expect them to invite mi go work there again.. i onli expect them to ask mi to go work when they got no part timer.. as wat i hab expected.. cos tis few days.. ching n kat called..ask mi go over their stupid part timer shift.. who cares.. as long as e money goes into my pocket.. i dun mind.. althought it make mi quite difficult to face some of e pple there..all i hab to do is to bear wit it.. since i already bear wit them for so many months.. y not bear for another few more days.. aniway.. i dun care.. lolx.. plus.. alan sure complain behind mi..for being irresponsible.. y neh? cos.. i been quittin n back to work in Bites for duno how many times already.. but tis time..isnt my fault.. is ching hu ask mi no need to go work ani more de lorz.. broke liao.. no money.. bank oso dry le.. already gonna end of nov.. time pass really fast.. dec comin soon.. still cant make up my mind wat i'm wanna study.. private 'O' Level n go poly wit e course i like? or continue wit my higher nitec wit e course i dislike? private sch fee is beri expansive.. if i wanna take..tink i need to borrow money from sister den after tat slowly work n return her? or take higher nitec n waste another 2 more yrs n work part time while studyin? to earn my sch fee n some extra money.. gosh~ but i wish to buy a lap top tis time round..if i could earn tat much.. instantly i'll go ask adrain..help mi find one gd lap top..n i'll buy it..i gonna spent huge amount of money next yr.. mp3player, laptop, learn drivin blah blah blah..watsoeva..

Relationship?

haha..out of question.. i gonna be hell busy soon..if i got a job by dec..u guys wun even c mi in basketball court..will lah..but rare lah~if i can.. hope i could earn my 10 k by 2006 or mid of 2007.. am i daydreamin? haha.. ani way.. need to earn some extra cash for shoppin too.. i dun hab much clothes left...so ugly!! oh my god!! been a yr bein steadless.. wahaha.. am i crazy? i wun do tat normally.. haha.. am i change? haha.. maybe is due of my stupidness..haha..fancy go dress up like butch..den pple wrong idea tot mi butch..les..haha..

i really wanna go sentosa to hab fun lah~ but friends some of them no "on" one.. haiyo! keke.. kkz..tink i end here..if not..still dun wanna reply hongkun..he gonna sae mi dao again.. lolx.. tata..

2005-11-19T00:04:00.000+08:00

well.. is there anione who can really understand mi? wat i need? wat i feel? wat i really want? no one seem to noe it.. no one seem to know wat really happened ard mi n esp. mi.. craps.. tot there'll b someone who could really be there for mi.. wat the hack..

*LEAVE MI ALONE!!*

Jus Gotta be Urself!!

2005-11-13T19:11:00.000+08:00

time past really fast n i'm gonna graduate from ITE Nitce course in 3 days time later..but after i finish my retail course..keke..duno wat to study for higher nitec liao..Gosh...duno even know should i repeat my nitec..n study e course i wan de..but tat woould be another 2yrs before i go to higher nitec..or go dance sch to get a course? wahahaha.. =P

Lost my job last month..haiz..no money le worz..lol..cant find a job..now lookin got a full-time job to support mi..duno wat jobs to look for..maybe ask joana (my sis) to intro mi to her workin place? lolx..

wednesday, 16 nov 2005 is Retail classes graduation day..hope it gonna be a fun day ba..

dun realli noe wat to blog le..tink stop here liao ba..keke..

no title.. lolx

2005-10-18T22:44:00.000+08:00

well..think let mi go back to 15 oct 2005 ba..

tot of not goin to work de..but den saw henny gib de miss call..so..i ended up go for work.. punch card in at 5.19pm..henny change it to 5pm..wahaha..mi reach outlet get money go carrefour walk walk liao..den go do sandwiches..den go carrefour again..buy lightblub..haha..den henny n i tok bad thinys bout them them them..wahaha..gonna miss those who should let mi miss n those who i wun wish to..too bad.. death sentence..haha..den xiuping wait for mi n henny go citylink..same pathway ma..den all e way from olio bites to cityhall MRT Station, xiuping keel callin *** pig..den henny keep laughin n laughin..wahaha..den kok yong keepin askin mi to out eat..so when back yishun meet him..on e way back, my gastric suddenly pain again..gosh..den when reach yishun told ky i dun feel like eatin le..but he insist mi to buy tings to eat...so he help mi buy mac chick. burger..dots.. den walk to his house lorz..his brother beri dao sia..mi go his house feel so uneasy..duno why..den ard 12.45am he accompany mi go downstair wait for last bus.. my earphone spoil while on e way goin his house..when mi bout to go hm..he gave mi one earpiece..wah..better den mine..lol..

16 Oct
was rainin since 11 plus in e mornin..heavy rain..non stop..whole day..den mi stay home rush project lorz..do two third already mum ask mi go market help her..let grandfather go home..so go lorz..den reach hm at ard 6pm..dots..almost let mum caught mi smokin.. (haiz..maybe i feel beri bored..tat y i take xiang yan to vent on it.. lolx..) den went mum go out le mi smoke den go bath n go bed..but ky msg mi not long after i fall slp..diaoz.. cant slp le..so wake up print my projects..skippin e report part..cos ivy n i duno how to do, so didnt do.. den ivy n i chat on phone until 12 plus le we go watch television..until 1 plus den go slp..haha..

17 Oct
after BPF lesson mi went to locker to get cross notes ma..den val ask mi go smoke together wit mei yan..dots..den wait for them lorz..den (cos my xiang yan inside bag..mi onli got hp) val pass mi one sticks lorz..lolx..den we 3 smoke inside..den smk half way ky msg mi..dots..after sch went hm le..but den when SK online he keep askin mi go play bball..so go lorz..den play until 8 plus..go smoke den ard 9pm reach home..

18 Oct
today was late for lesson..suppose to mit kok yong 8.25am de..but i reach station at 8.45am.. den he went off first jus as i reach.. so i jus mit ivy lorz..but still late la~ haha..den today got test for social skills n grooming.. kaoz..we all copy copy de, mrs cross oso didnt sae ani tings.. lolx..den walk ard for ans liao..haha..sian.. 8 or 11 of nov gotta brin extra clothes for "inteview" -> common test actu. haiz..gotta go buy clothes n make up again le.. so sian de.. lucky i gt shoe le..lolx..but not beri nice..but can wear ok le la..haha.. den reach home downstair le wait for kok yong..so slow..n so scare..e thunder so loud.. =_( beri scare.. last time small small dad is ard..always help mi cover my ears or stand besides mi..knowin tat i'm afraid..den kok yong cum over my house lorz..diao..he ar.. c my msn who ever online he go msg "i love u" freak..den he went home ard 10pm like tat..tired..promise anna to accompany her out to make her passport photo..but by e time she reach home, kok yong is still ard..so couldnt go le..told her tmr den go wit her.. (** anna, sorry worz.. **)

is god tryin to make fun of mi?

2005-10-15T14:14:00.000+08:00

13 Oct
was late for sch in e mornin..1hr late..mi n ivy got scoldin from mrs liow..but lucky we manage to do our wordsheets wit no difficulties..jus as when i completed my paper..Goh Ching Ching came..she told the class tat those pple wit inproper uniform or no black shoe, is NOT allow to take e common test for OIT..freak..i wasnt wearin black shoe..so i called xiaoli to help mi take black shoe n pass it to mi at bishan MRT Station..gotta go for SW make up lesson before meeting xiaoli..after SW.. mi n ivy went to Junction 8 to hab our lunch..so hungry..after eating we went to take neoprint..wah~ i like e photo so much much much!! wahaha..den xiaoli told mi she's reachin soon..so mi n ivy went station wait for her..after gettin e shoe..ivy n i went to buy chocolate..we share one tube..n i buy one tube for kokyong..na..ps ma..cos he ask mi go lunch together..but i cant.. =x den miss diao 1 hr de CAP lesson.. so late lorz..den went for OIT de common test..teacher really check e class from head to toe..haiyo~ den i also beri suay la.. everyone was given 4 papers n 1 disket ma..den when i finish doin le i go print both leh..den cos beside mi de printer is beyond repair sia..den behind de printer gotta press cancel job after printin..nb..teach duno den sae i print 5 same piece de table out..den i not even hab enough to return her blank paper..kaoz..den i no paper left to print my letter..den she sae she gib mi one chance to print my letter..den print lorz..den when is bout time i check one more time..ended up got error..i edit already but cannot reprint..freak..angry lorz..no mood to go play bball already so went off wit ivy..anna was waitin for mi at northpoint..went to find her..after buyin my tings, we went to ah kun there to hab our dinner..n den go home..tot can go soak in bath tub cos gotta use hot oil for hair treatment de..but reach home already den lookin for hot oil..think use up already..haiz..wat a day..beri angry den wanna call qian to complaint..took my house phone dial..freak..my phone dead..cant even on it until now..so i use my hp to call qian lorz..freak sia..den anna came my house at 9 plus..she stay until 12 plus decided to stay overnite..she n sam also beri cute lorz..sam called my handphone already n i switch to loudspeaker..yet he n anna still can use msn chat on e same time while chattin on phone..aiyo!! den kok yong wanna chat on phone..so i ask them to chat online..den i chat wit kok yong from 12 plus till 2 plus..den anna was beri bored so she use my another handphone called sam to chat..den until 2 plus finish chattin wit kokyong,sam call..we chat until 3 plus..sam wan slp already so hang up lorz..den anna chat wit mi on e bed..until i fall slp.. (** anna..sorry worz.. **)

14 Oct
val called at ard 9am..informin tat they r playin basketball..a big grp..so i promise to play till nite already..nv would i expect to noe ching would call mi ard 9.51am like tat..last min inform mi tat i'm workin today n tmr (15 oct) freackz..while eatin at coffeeshop wit anna, i told him i not goin to work today..he kept callin mi..i didnt wana ans..i already noe wat he wanna do n sae..nth gd for sure..den he called qian..qian reject him oso..he beri angry.. so i told him i will help him in 15 oct..mi n sk play match in e rain..e rain gettin heavy..we finish playin le run n rest under void deck wit e others..henny called..she told mi tat ching wan her to inform mi tat tmr is my last day..does tat mean he fired mi? *disappointed* den beri sad lorz..knew tis day would cum de..but nv did i expect..he would do tis to mi..haiz.. wateva~ den wasnt in e mood le..everyone can sense it..den mi alone go playground there smoke..sk came n ask mi wat happen..told him everyting..den he tok to mi lorz.den was feelin better la..so when playin i was jus tryin to throw it aside..forget it..play bball until 8 plus..yewen they all came..den mi faster go home le..sk go wit mi cos he's tired..wanna go hm too..lolx..den kok yong came at 10 plus..cos he make e mini spring roll..den mum keep tellin mi not to let him stay overnight..cos he's a guy~ well.. i noe..den he stay watch tv until 2.20am like tat..xiaoli n ah yao return back home at 1 plus..xiaoli tot kokyong was a ger at 1st..den xiaoli tok to him den realise he's a guy..den gib mi a look..ask mi is he stayin over nite..no la!! wah kao~ dun like tat ma..well..e spring roll he did was quite gd..haha..

15 Oct
kok yong msg mi at 12 plus..woke up den..den..diao liao..cry~ haiz..emotional~ lolx..didnt go for work..didnt inform them..hope henny forgive mi.. i didnt mean it..but .... sorry.. haiz..den now at home slack lorz..sort out my feelings.. been really beri down for so long le..dun wish to be so fake le..cant take it animore..

!!12 Oct 2005!!

2005-10-12T10:56:00.000+08:00

12 Oct
meetin kok yong n ivy in e mornin go sch together..but i overslept a bit..but wasnt late la..den erm..first hr is cross lesson..boring..she gave us a test..sort of common test like tat de..durin e 2nd hr..diaoz..all i duno de..so since my notes i jus took from lock n is jus below my table..guess wat..i jus copy e ans den lorz..den write ans in my note book last page den pass to wen fang..her notes is limited..not much..cos she didnt copy..at least i got copy abit..kaoz..wen fang duno straight away put notes on table copy liao lorz..den she can even pass her test paper to mei xian n ying jie (who was sittin in front of her n xinyi lorz..) diao diao..den my paper lent ivy..when everyone pass up already wenfang pass mi paper..ivy n i copy already den pass it up to teacher..haiz..stupid..the worst things..we ask ben for notes durin e test time..he can even flip the notes in front of mrs cross..diaoz..she hack care de..diaoz..before before e test start.. my grp n some others classmates was being scolded for not goin for S/W... nb la..den wan us go for make up lesson..sian..after e test we went for break le lorz..kok yong ask mi to go party world at 2 pm..an an jio him go de..den he ask mi along..he knew i finish sch at 5pm still ask mi go party world..dots..den i dun wan lorz..he keep askin..i ask him time..he said 2pm..den i told him i cant..cos from 2pm to 4pm e lesson to mi kinda imp.. (BPF is liow de lesson..mus work hard) den 4pm to 5pm i got my project e stupid interview ma..so cant go..but ended up..from 2pm to 3pm i was slpin in class..too tired..3pm to 5pm was in computer lab..nth to do..cant fall aslp..but i did e interview already..
online at 6 plus..sam n anna jio mi out to causeway point..go play pool n go nite market..wah..i keep losin e game to them worz.. sad~ haha..den went nite market we buy lots of foods n we went to void deck there to eat n also chat..we were enjoyin our time until we didnt realise is already 12 plus..wah..den bo biam lorz..i no money liao ma..so anna n sam pass money to mi..cos i'm e last to get now..so we take cab home..mi reach home at ard 12.45am ba..keke..

seh liao!!

2005-10-09T10:04:00.000+08:00

07 Oct
well..on e way to sch ivy ask mi after sch go raffles city to get her pay..reach sch at ard 10am..was late..den got class phototakin..sian..boliao..after phototakin go eat breakfast..ard 11.15am go back class..den awhile lesson finish liao..val they all jio mi go play bball lorz..last 2 lessons goh ching ching didnt cum again..so pon lorz..den go play bball wit sk, val, yong xiang, xian cong n hanming.ivy,kok hwa n siying cum look for us after lesson..ard 12 plus poyo n her friend came..mi n ivy went off at 1 plus..den go raffles city lorz..after gettin her pay i went to suntec..find ching, linda, jenny n xiuping..den go roxy c bikini at citylink..den go home..haiz..dun tok bout it..grandma "hai dao wo" cannot go out..nb..

08 Oct
hee..erm..was waitin for my friends to jio mi out whole day!!! so boring!!! den keep online offline online offline de..si bei sian..den at 1 plus mum ask mi go coffeeshop eat..well..she think i sit rocket go de..cos she reach le i still halfway there.. always like tat.. I DUN LIKE LORZ!! den eat wit her already go home..online den lyin on sofa..diaoz...fall aslp..den woke up at ard 5pm..den sis n mum go out le..den ard 5 plus sk jio mi out..mit val n 2 other friends..mit them at ocbc there..we went to eat dinner le den go s11 for drinkin..lolx.. was having fun..sk n meiyan vomit..haha.they was kinda drunk..den i slowly oso liao..den kok yong msg mi..so play sms wit him lorz..told him i was kinda drunk liao..den joke wit him tat he mus fetch mi later n send mi home..he take it serious..so when meiyan they all wan go hm i ask him where is he lorz..he beri slow..aiyo..den sk board e bus go hm liao left mi alone at interchange..btw..when i reach interchange,saw johnathan n yuguang (forgot how to spell his name le.. =x) ..den kokyong ask mi go yck wait for him..dots..go lorz..1st time saw him wear those kinda former de clothes..den he send mi home lorz..we walk home..wit my "stupid heavy n spinning" head. gosh~! den reach hm le he oso faster go home to watch tv.. forever e same.. no tv no life for him..den he go off liao i faster go bath..nb..bath liao beri awake liao..cant slp..diaoz.. den didnt slp well again..knn.. =(

a bz day for mi.. >.<

2005-10-06T21:12:00.000+08:00

anna..u wanna c my blog? keke.. ok lorz.. update let u take ya time read..haha.. but nth much to post.. =)

wednesday
05 Oct 2005

mi finish sch at 12pm.. got a common test for BPF.. find it quite easy..after e test went home wit ivy they all..got home ard 12.45pm ? keke.. mum not at home.. reach home fast go bath den wait for SK de phone call..cause he call mi go play bball and oso call fiona along.. he wanna noe her.. lolx.. wait wait wait..ended up i fall aslp..until 2 plus..duno who call or msg mi.. forgot liao..den wake up lorz..den msg SK..fed up..ask him where's he..tell mi he's goin to 139 de court le..didnt inform mi!! angry!!! mum no workin..but went out duno where liao..pissed off..so dun wanna go..but SK call mi at 3.30pm..den we tok until like wanna fight like tat..mi call val.. den mi go ready get change lorz..den SK told mi dun go le..but val sae she's goin..so go lorz..den i go chong pang hawker centre find them..haiz..den on e way go 111 de bball court saw grandmum..diaoz..den she keep following mi ard n shoutin at mi ard..gosh.. beri beri beri angry.. argh!!! den heard from auntie someone from my blk 8th floor got pple jump down.. *scary* lolx.. play halfway gotta rush to auntie house meet them go eat dinner..fan fan drove us there.. in e car.. uncle n auntie keep suan mi.. cos uncle caught mi smokin last sunday..kaili burst out laughin..cos uncle tat day suddenly call mi.. i was shock den faster throw away e 'xiang yan' kaili 'bui tahan' mi.. dots... reach home ard 9 like tat.. uncle called mi..sae grandfather wan eat dinner..ask mi to go wit mi..i sae no de..but grandfather call..so i go lorz..lucky i accompany him..he's beri bored..he onli pack home noodles..he's onli drinkin beer at coffeeshop..reach hm at 11pm..today (06 Oct) early mornin cant wake up de..but c e time 6.35am.. think can make it..so take my time lorz..but ended up, fang, ivy n mi late..haha..but 8.30am le class inside onli got 3 students n teacher onli...slowly..students can to appear le..but i slowly start to fall aslp..haha..woke up ard 9.45am..teacher finish teaching notes already... (-.-") so borrow from ivy to copy..finish copy le go junction 8 for breakfast-cum-lunch.. saw one cap n a pant at 77th street..beri nice..but i buy e cap 1st..tat one left last one..think beri long so i decided to buy it..after that go back to sch..rain worz..go mac find meixian n mike..go sch lorz.. gotta go to simei ite for some talk..beri stupid n boring..now at home gotta rush projects le..haiz..

September

2005-09-30T10:34:00.000+08:00

well.. i guess..e blog..kaoz..damn fuckin difficult to blog liao..change until like tat..
well well well... nvm.. i dun care..keke.. well.. sry friends.. gotta blog e whole month thingy jus in one blog.. been bz lately..
kkz..stop my crapz.. let mi start off wit mi blog..

1 Sept
was workin since workin 8.30am.. can sae.. mi alone chiong e mornin de orders.. cos kat dun realli hab mood to work..she keep hidin in e office or jus clean few tables.. some personal problem i guess..den last min at nite ching ask mi to work till 8.30pm.. work lorz..can earn extra few bucks..haiz..my pay..2 yrs le..still constant..haiz..sae wanna increase..kns..tat alan still pending..jus 50 cents nia..kaoz..gotta wait for more den 1 month still pending..kns..dun like leh~ den jia pei came at ard 9pm? to look for us for awhile..cos she was with her workin de friends for dinner..luv her hairstyle..beri cool..haha..

5 Sept
was late for e 1st hr..liow de lesson..ops! kn scolded..after sch went walk walk at junction 8.. brought a pant n a shirt..s/w was cancel..they wan us go watch netball match.. i run away.. i hate it..netball jus sux (no offence) ..

6 Sept
reach sch at 9am le..was extra early lorz..yet cross tot mi n ivy late for her lesson..fuk..den tot can gib teacher full attence de..but tat nb ling..wait for him until 4.35pm still havent come.. i walk out of class go hm liao..liow laugh at mi..wateva..
was happy workin today..cos henny is finally back! ching wierd wierd de..he came in to bites de office ( i was doin sandwiches ) he's wearin e manager sort of uniform..(well..he dun look as great as last time when i get to noe him la =x ) he stand beside mi n call mi..diaoz.. my mind gone blank..keep lookin at him..forgettin he's ching at tat moment..ops..den he said i seem getting thinner..no idea..but he still laugh at mi..cos got some fats still there.. (-.-") heard from kat tat linda told her ching keep smokin at T5.. lolx..

7 Sept
on the way to sch tis mornin when i reach bus stop.. kat called..ask mi go work asap..she duno kn wat..reach bites at 1.02pm lorz..work work work..den nite..heard from qiuping tat qian actually return jenny 5 bucks (which i own her de) le..i so... haiz.. at nite mi walk to station wit ching..he suddenly ask mi wierd questions..but i heard le oso kn..piss off la~ haiz.. drop e subject ba..

9 Sept
mum last min ask mi take off on sunday to help her at the stall..cos she n kaili need to go father side de family to gib red cards..qian cant cover my shift..den ching "sibei tulan" (damn angry la). nvm lorz..take it as my fault lorz..nbcb.. after T5 closing le, he cum OB.. i was doin sandwiches ma..den he reach le "diao" mi lorz..den sae i block his way..ask mi go away la! he wanna open e fig.dr. ma..but was block by mi..kaoz.. as if i noe he wana open e fig. dr. sae i block his way.. no eyes to c.. knnbccb.. NO MOUTH TO SAE X-Q IS IT!freak.. den gib mi a scoldin! sae i last min den inform him i cant work~ halo! 2 days notice leh!den ard 6 plus waikong came..saw ching naggin at henny..ching ask him go somke..he told henny he's goin hm.. fuck off la! !@#$*!@#$
henny ask mi hack care him.. kaoz.. if onli i could lorz..make mi so piss off..
(poor henny..gotta listen to mi kpkb de...but she oso find ching beri stupid..she didnt expect ching would ask those piss off questions lorz..but felt better after tellin her..she noe ching de pattern..she ask mi to hack care him can le..)

10 Sept
tot today wun get to c ching de.. (well..was prayin hard not to c him) but ended up..his belongin is still at there..but he's gone at tat moment..sian whole..when he's back..he called mi..and blah blah blah..wateva..dun feel like tokin to him yet..was doin "mango tango"..i cant scroop a ball sia..e mango fav.den he cum beside mi ask need help..of course.. den he help mi lorz..saw waikong..blah blah blah~ duno la! den ching wanna go hm liao, he ask mi to gib gd bye kiss (kiddin onli) i ask him go hm la.. crazy.. as if i wanna play wit him.. den at late evenin qian, fel n their 2 guy friends came over..kaoz..qian so nosiy..OB is full of her voice..gosh~ wahaha (ops! qian! dun murder mi!!! wahaha.. =P ) den ard 8pm mi go get ice at food court..gosh! qian brin prabu over to find mi! so happy to c him..he help mi to get e ice..haha..poor him..haha..were chattin wit him..den i treat him zapple n gelato..haha..

12 Sept
went joggin wit ivy in e afternoon..joggin in e rain..diaoz..haha..

13 Sept
late for sch again! wait for bus until gastric..nb..take cab go..uncle cheat my money.. go bishan nia..cab fare 10 bucks liao..den borrow money from ivy 1st.. no money for my lunch liao..first time in my life i actully score a full mark for a test which i hab been skippin e lesson sia.. diaoz..
ling didnt come.. or should i sae.. he was waitin for e whole class at another classroom while we e whole class waitin for him at our own classroom but pretentin we duno, n everyone jus went off like tat? O.o keke..

14 Sept
didnt go sch..tired..but qian called mi jus about when mi bout to fall slp again..she comin over to my house..she pon sch oso..den we went to sembawang shoppin centre to buy some food to cook..mi do e cookin.. den afternoon qian accompany mi go bites..meetin her late..was in hurry to lock e door..ended up.. i spoil e gate..ask uncle to fix..went to work at 3 plus...late..on e way to work, ching called..in an unfriendly tone..
went to smoke wit zen n stanley..think they quarrel or hab some misunderstandin wit waikong...before goin to smoke, zen at outlet ask mi.. ching not ard beri sian hor..i reply no leh..still got henny ma!! he bui tahan..haha..den at e stair he disturb mi sae stanley after mi..gosh..he got wrong information..lolx..den ask mi stanley, ching n wai kong handsome ma..diaoz..went back awhile waikong came le..diaoz..den ching oso come to OB le..wit my fav drink too!! tot he take for himself..he ask mi wan or not.. i sae i wan..but didnt take for mi..so bo xim..den he sae is for mi de.. (well, maybe in his heart he jus ask for fun..didnt noe i would actually wanted it ba) he drink a bit before passin it to mi la..nvm..den we two share share lorz.. lolx..waikong wanna try..den ching sae 2 pple de saliver is already beri complicated liao..so he take another spoon to take e aloe vera for him..lol..waikong gib a funny look.. den when we walk to e office, ching wan mi to take aloe vera for him..he wanna eat..so i feed him lo.. waikong sae :"wah.. so sweet.." diaoz.. den ching purposly walk near mi..den ching ask him how's thing between him n tat SF Jiali..he quickly walk off liao..

17 Sept
got some dance competition..but was workin..cannot watch..but henny n i take turn go watch la..haha..go watch 1 time is enough..though is onli less den 5 mins..but can see tat they'r great! wow!! cool!

18 Sept
ask kat if i could work until end of tis month..told her i got no intention to tell ching le..but henny n i still dun understand y she mus report everyting to ching..haiz..wateva..

19 Sept
pon sch jus to meet teck jun n john for basketball!!saw alvin..
at nite nee soon east cc e court no pple..so gd..

20 Sept
no cross lesson..reach sch den found out no ching ching lesson oso..walk out of sch den heard got teaher cumin over to take over our class..i bo chup..beri hungry...keke...den sk they all jio mi play bball..of course i go for it!! after breakfast.. hanming isreally great at bball sia..haha..but NBA..he's still far away la..keke.. =x

21 Sept
kaili's wedding.. woah..bz..

22 Sept
finally got to cut my hair..but kinda regret too..haha

23 Sept
overslept.. therefore.. PON SCH!!!

26 Sept
meet john n teck jun after sch at 139..didnt expect boon to cum..haha..den anna was wit mi..gosh..at bball court...those kids find teck jun problem..they weack him..nbcb sia..they r alvin de "kids" so alvin will duel wit them..they gonna get from alvin i believe..

27 Sept
kokyong wanna meet mi n ivy go sch together..so meet him at yishun b4 meetin ivy..
sk jio mi play bball after sch at 111.. hanming goin out so didnt join us..

28 Sept
ivy was sick..didnt inform mi..diaoz..reach station meet kok yong le den noe..haiz..den wait for wen fang n mei xian for half an hr..ended up, we all late..kok yong kinda piss off.. ops.. den after sch went to play bball wit sk, "sai gong", "curry puff", kok hwa...han ming n "da tuo" join us after awhile..went back at 3..den hurry bath gettin ready to go eat luch wit uncle they all..at nite went to meet ching,inda,kit n kat at wheelock place..for dinner..dun realli wish to go de..henny told mi since i was "invited" den go lorz..so i drag myself lorz..

29 Sept
got dragon boat...lolx..ok la..quite fun..reach hm at 7pm..fall slp at 8pm..all e way slp until 7 .20am like tat..haha

30 Sept
went to party world KTV after sch wit wen fang, ivy n yin jie...late for work...reach at 6.30pm.. i told henny e real reason..but i lied to kat n ching..! at nite ching ask mi why i smoke light liao..den i sae i dun wanna die so fast ma..den he sae i was tryin to sae he will die beri young lorz..den i sae no lorz..lolx..he den sae he'll live longer den mi..diaoz..den i go out to floor le..he think think le ask mi go office..he wanna ask mi ting..nb..he ask mi help him buy light one oso cos he dun wan so fast die oso..diaoz...

August

2005-08-31T00:56:00.000+08:00

well..so long didnt blog already..keke..let mi start for e month of August..

3 August 2005

was workin as normal..in e afternoon went smokin..wai kong came pass by..smoke wit mi lorz..at e stair..whole day haven eat..onli drink milo..keke..den he offer to buy mi lunch.. (but that was ard 4 plus le..to mi is breakfast-cum-lunch-cum-dinner liao..wahaha) i tot he was jus kiddin.. den when ching was doin sandwiches..we both complaint we'r hungry den i told ching to call wai kong to buy some food since he's goin to carrefour..he sae dun wan..den wai kong came liao..den mi serve customers..den he go in le went back hm le.. den i went inside e office-cum-kitchen..ching sae wai kong buy mi food..he's jealous..wahaha..den when kat came he told kat..den both of them den make fun of mi..dots..

5 August 2005

attachment hours clear!! yeah..but gotta overtime.. ching promise to increase my pay..quite happy..but... mornin reach bites..ching see mi didnt brin extra clothes..scold mi~ dots..cos goin out after work to meet edmund..diaoz..tat time he tok to him on e phone i tot they goin out..so didnt ask much..diaoz..den ching went meetin at UOB dome cafe..after meeting go home change clothes..dots..den onli mi wear uniform...diaoz..den at nite..ting n her friend ( i duno how to spell his name..), edmund, jia pei, ching n mi go dome shaw house eat dinner..new outlet..we forgot to ask sam..everyone tot she's workin! gosh..she angry~ jia pei called her ma..haha..den after dinner we duno where to go..edmund got someting on le..cos ching onli date him out for dinner.. (-.-") so he went off first..den we accompany ting ting n her friend to station le den left ching, jia pei n mi..we went orchard there sit down tok tok tok lorz..den until 12 plus take cab home..btw..got to noe 2 gers from paparoti..haha..

10 August 2005
wat a day..gosh..
work until 10.30am.. (8.30 - 10.30)
rush to pray respect to dad.. dots..my family members can even forget to buy foods n coffee for dad..argh~ went back to OB..brother-in-law drive mi there..start work at 4pm..but i reach at 1 plus..dots..well..e rest..keke..i beta dun spell it out here..in case tat "someone" saw it.. cos of her..

11 August 2005

ching was angry wit mi in e afternoon..cos i ask for fun if i could take a one week break cos sch reopen..wanna c how's my sch de time table den c when i actually can work..den he so angry wit mi cos i couldn gib a reason (i didnt tell him ani reason la)..his face went beri black lorz..den i kn scare off by him..so i dun stay there animore le lorz..go find paparoti de pple smoke..den awhile later zen oso at e stair smoke wit us..but he beri quiet.. (-_-") den (cos wai kong ask mi out for a movie ma) wai kong msg mi sae he reach le..so rush there to meet him lorz..went to orchard for e show..i suggest go watch bewitched..before movie start we went to cafe cartel to eat..den go smoke den go watch movie lorz..haha..den after movie smoke again (0.0") keke.. den go home..he wanna accompany mi take train back..but i reject..cos dun wan la..later he need to like stupid stupid like tat from yishun gonna go back to puggol..so we went different way back hm lorz..

15 August 2005

sch reopen le.. 11 am.. 2 hours lessons den went for break..eat already ask ivy accompany go smoke (dun misunderstood..she dun smoke..) den beri bored..tis week no lessons.. so i bring ivy go yishun ite..i wanna play bball..haha..go there find jason they all..den went to work lorz..

18 August 2005

went sch until 3 plus..tot of not skipping lesson de..but in e afternoon i slp until tat kai hui..kaoz..she tokin on hp ma..den shout out so loud "CHEE BYE" so many times..nb..woke up..fed up..go out of class..ys call mi..ask mi wan c "fighting" i dun wan..haha..stupid lorz..saw wai kong at citylink e exit near maria sq there..he "drag" mi.. -.-" sae mi skip class again.. haha.. =P bleah.. den at night..xinyi n xiaoli got into a fight.. diaoz.. bui tahan..

17 August 2005

got presentation.. wit ivy..so..cannot pon sch..onli 2 hrs presentation..

18 August 2005

overslept..pon sch again..

19 August 2005

all lesson cancel..so went bites help them in e mornin lorz..

23 August 2005

after work accompany ching go find his comic books..but too bad..after looking for so many outlets..he jus cant find e perfect one..haha..

24 August 2005

went to work..teck jun saw mi..but i duno..tot of bringin my jacket de..but i c e sun so bright so i didnt brin..end up..reach downstair e lift de door open.. i start to feel cold..den i tahan until almost reach novena le i bui tahan liao..cant stand straight..somemore no seat for mi to take a rest..gosh..start to feel kinda like wanna faint liao..den finally reach cityhall..faster go take a rest sit down..8.10am liao..gosh..called ching if he's able to find pple to cover mi..he kinda "tu lan" too last last last min liao..he ask mi go bites den sae..so i try my best to walk there..den when reach there abit late..den when at floor le ching ask mi go inside office rest..i went him..rest....keep tellin myself i cannot fall aslp..wat if he really bz need my help?wat if he called mi? wat if...n i jus.. zzzzzzzz... keke..den 9 plus he came in( actually he came in alot of time le.. but i jus duno ) den i kinda kn woke up by him le..he touch my forehead c i got fever ma mah~den he stand at e washin bin there tok to mi..den i blur blur de..bui tahan..stupid..he sae i slp got sound de.. ( x.x duno wat sound he referrin to..dots.. ) he sae even he's tired oso wun like tat.. diaoz.. den start work lorz.. aiya..long story..

29 August 2005

run away from s/w lesson again~ keke..
workin after sch again.. stupid de leh~ over 3 banana split i kn scoldin from ching!!! !@!#@$ fuck lah~ i dun like lorz..he realli didnt use his brain before he scold pple de leh~

30 August 2005

late for first hour de lesson..kat was sick.so..guess wat..run after goh ching ching de lesson..go bites start work..sian sian sian..

31 August 2005

Pon sch..went for lunch at sakae sushi at northpoint wit mother n xiaoli..after tat..guess hu i saw.. (-_-") kok yong.. diaoz..keke.. accompany qian go work..went to giordano buy some clothes..uncle n auntie put mi plane..so stay at bites wit qian..

..July..

2005-07-23T14:42:00.000+08:00

been workin mornin shift everyday..beri tired lorz..beri sian..reach home already wan slp le..tat y didnt blog..so jus blog every thing today..jus finish typin june.. so..let mi continue July rite now ba..keke..

4 July 2005
kat gib mi a birthday wallet..keke..quite cute..kinda big too..haha..

5 July 2005
qiu ping n winne de birthday.. after work qian came to bites to pass mi present..keke..jus wat i need..haha..ching envy us..cos we two really beri close..haha..

6 July 2005
was smokin..surprise..ching n edmund suddenly pop out at e stair where we always smoke de..keke..kat keep askin mi to chose one cake..she wanna order for my birthday..

7 July 2005
my birthday!!! wahaha..but workin..was late..star work at 8.30am..but i reach at 10am..gosh~haha..ching almost murder mi..but cos he said is my birthday today..so he sae he today wun bully mi..lucky..but i feel bad la..cos mornin always beri bz de..den in e mornin edmund came..he wished mi..haha..( actually he cum jus to get his cake ) keke.. den at 5 plus ching n kat celebrate my birthday..ching hug mi but he like wanna murder mi sia..my neck..gosh..haha..kat told mi tat e ice cream cake is actually paid by ching de..keke..he dun eat ice cream n cake de..but today so jia lat tat he gotta eat ICE CREAM CAKE...wahaha..he face beri funny when he ate e cake..he tryin not to show tat he dun like it..he force himself to eat..haha..den i pass some to pasta miania n tower 5 de staffs lorz..

8 July 2005
late for work half an hr..kat kinda angry..gave mi attitude..dots...went to pay sch fee...den go sushi don wit kaili n fanfan...borrow money from kaili..haiz..

9 July 2005
went to tang to get my pay..but ended up..hr didnt open..so went walk walk alone..cos waitin for ching to call mi ma..den i sian liao go home..he whole day didnt called..i noe it..piggy..he always slp until 4 plus de..haha..

10 July 2005
put on make up again today before goin to work..den ching so surprise when he found out i put make up..dots..den cum keep askin mi y i suddenly put make up..diaoz..mus got reason de meh..aiyoyo..

13 July 2005
meetin mother for dinner..mum, kaili n fan fan came bites ard 6.15pm...den ching keep askin mi to go wit them..but i cannot punch out e card sia..den my mum came into e office to find us..den she call ching xiao di...wahahahahahaha....den she ask ching if i can go off early ma..den ching sign my card 6.30pm..haiz..i so bad..den after eatin i go find him..duno which retarted..spill water on e floor..he gotta mop e floor again..ass~den went home le..

14 July 2005
Ching's birthday!! went to buy sakae sushi for him in e afternoon wit kat..we buy lots of food lorz..den e bill..gosh.. 80 bucks..we two each pay half half lorz..den after payin my wallet is empty de lorz..no money left..dun dare to sae..den he keep askin we buy how much..but kat dun wanna sae n also dun allow mi to sae..so..shhh..den we stay at bites accompany him till closin..still got pest control..sway..den after tat kat n him go home together by bus den i go home alone by bus oso lorz..edmund called e outlet in e mornin to look for ching in e mornin..hab a short chat wit him..he's funny..haha..

15 July 2005
after work, mi n kat rush to tang jus to get my pay..after gettin we went to shaw house new dome outlet to makan..den went to play pool..ching next week mornin shift liao..scare..

20 July 2005
well..whole day kn scoldin from ching..so scare till i dun really dare to speak or tok..mess up e outlet..he's so angry..mess my bar..he cum clear for mi..haiz..den in e afternoon he go kitchen do sandwiches liao den i alone c outlet lorz..den kat cum le..haven change uniform yet..den gettin more bz liao..den finally e last 2 orders i sway liao..got smoothies..den another 2 customer wan coffee...den i wan faster finish doin their order ma..jus wanna try my best to do things fast somemore e whole outlet i make until beri messy..den when 2 smoothies i blended already when i pass it to customer, e smoothies slip n fall..kaoz..[[kat jus nice walk out..den ching c her walk out so he wanna cum out c how's mi doin..]] i was so shock tat i shout (quite loud) oh shit! den kat help mi clear e smoothies de mess..ching cum help mi do bar..i already wanna burst out cry liao le..den ching ask mi go take 5... (take 5 means take 5 mins break) den i go smoke lorz..den tears roll down at e stair liao..haiz..den go back outlet told kat i go toilet..ended up..burst out cryin in toilet..weak sia..

21 July 2005
kn scoldin from ching again~ haiz..den in e afternoon he gave e insentive..i got 50 bucks..but i return 20 bucks to kat for e meal at shaw house..den 20 bucks for accompany ching to sakae sushi makan..sian..

22 July 2005
was late 10 mins for work..y? cos..i took bus to work..when i bout to reach khatib..my grandfather wan mi rush home to gib him his room key..dots..den ended up..take cab chiong to suntec..kaoz..ching was wearin back e white uniform (manager de clothes tat need to put tie on de la )..he look much better wit it..didnt brin extra clothes for movie wit him..he quite disappointed..haiz..so bad mi..but my clothes all sux..i dun dare to wear ma..but in e monrin he still scold mi la..i'm still so slow..haiz..den in e afternoon ching piang his 60 sandwiches for 23 july 2005 de delivery i was outside piang my order ma..den edmund came..he's in hurry..jus came to look for ching nia..den went smoke liao rush off to work again liao..after work mi n ching went to watch movie..he wanna watch fantastic 4..quite funny but no moral la e show..den after e show went makan le den go home liao..

last month...

2005-06-30T13:55:00.000+08:00

erm...let mi recall when i stopped my last blog..okie..think let mi start on 12 June 2005 ...

12 June 2005
my mum went to korean le...hab a fight between my two sisters n mi before sendin my mum to airport...xiaoli didnt go along wit us..when she on e way to airport mum check in liao..so...she couldnt make it..before my mum board e train..she ask qian over to ton tonite..so qian came...

14 June 2005
meet ivy n valerie at 1 pm...we went back to sch..tot of payin sch fee..but we didnt gib..cos if didnt get attachment den pay for nth liao ma...wahahaha..den mi n ivy tok to miss wong bout it..she told us to pay some other days den...kekeke...

15 June 2005
went to play basketball for awhile...saw guoxiong...den irene cum fetch mi go seoul garden makan wit xiaoli n her friend, Jasmine. den we went to play pool lorz..ching called mi at 11.30pm.. he's goin back to malaysia tmr le..btw..saw my result today..not bad..if i really quit sch..it's really a waste..

16 June 2005
okie...ching is back to malaysia le..went to cut n highlight my hair..total 45 bucks.. tat 1/3 of my sch fee..haha..tat gonna be a brand new mi le~wahahaha...went to look for job again..for e attachment de la..wit ivy...saw mrs liow..ops..got a scoldin from her...keke..cos didnt work properly at tang..even go resign..wahahaha..den in e afternoon mrs liow sms us e levis n hush puppie phone number so tat we can call to ask for interview ma..den ivy called e levis..they told us to go gentin land at 3.15pm tmr.. [[ ching n kat keep askin mi to stay at bites..even attachment at bites.. duno wat to do..cos i dun wish to ]]

17 June 2005
went to return tang's uniform n things before headin for e levis interview..ops..we failed it..haha..e levis admin damn sux..they got attitdue...they ask we 3 go down de..den when we go down sae we didnt make appointment..den tryin to shoot us sae we lazy..blah blah blah..all e crap..argh~ den after e interview.. i went to meet xiaoli..we went to e sushi don ( new outlet ) makan lorz..mum is back at nite..went to fetch her back..

22 June 2005
work work work..after work went for supper wit kat at lao pat sah..

24 June 2005
today first day doin mornin shift..meet Jason n Cedric at S11 6.30am...haha..poor thing..gotta pei mi..den after breakfast take bus go work..almost late..ops~ keke..went for delivery...grandfather cook curry today nor...nice nice..keke..

25 June 2005
brin wen fang, ivy, valerie n qian ru to paragon meet alan..finally can see how's linda..keke..she's still e same..haha..glad to see her..meet kat at p.s to watch initial D...wah~ tat show..cool..but e endin...erm..like no endin lorz..still waitin for e part 2 n e rest...

27 June 2005
cant find job for attachment..no choice..attachment at bites lorz..haiz..

28 June 2005
get my fuckin pay..which is onli 100 plus...fuck..ching is back..hab a chat wit him on phone..michelle told him everything le...i'm not happy workin there..but i hide everything..he keep askin mi..but i jus told him..nth happen..think he noe i dun wanna sae la..

29 June 2005
finally ching is back workin at bites..haha..he put on weight liao..haha..

new month to go..

2005-06-12T13:07:00.000+08:00

well..today is a new month to start off le..but i dun seem to be tat gd as i think..haiz..

1 June 2005
start work at tang..haiz..keep yawnin..den e talk i listen until i fall slp 2 times..they keep wakin mi up..den everyone keep lookin at mi..dots..sian..den my first customer is a china guy..freak..i also kill him!!! nb..haiz..

2 June 2005
lucky for mi..today is rest day..but early mornin ching msg mi ask mi wan work ma..den i dun really wish to somemore need to buy tings for workin so i told him not today lorz..den went out wit qian n ben..wah~ buy tat stupid comestic..cost a bomb man..total cost mi 180 bucks..nb..den saw gail n rainazel at bugis..den ben treat mi n qian makan at V8 cafe..keke..didnt dare to order much..den nite went to bites jus to treat ben gelato..den i was smokin ma..so ben n qian walk another walk i walk e staircase there where i always sit at there smokin de..on e way down saw ching..smokin n tokin on phone..dots..duno hu he is tokin to..cos tat person on e phone seem to noe mi..den ching keep sayin ben beri yan dao..beri shuai...dots..den he keep sayin qian..haha..bui tahan la..den ching go off 1st..den 3 of us went walk walk lorz..

3 June 2005 - 5 June 2005
work work work at Tang..sux!!

6 June 2005
Poyo's birthday..doris's birthday too..lolx..sian..work oso..finish workin le mi left happily to meet qian..keke cos she cumin over my house to ton..keke..den meet her at yishun station..den she hai wo cant buy xiang yan..dots...den nvm lorz..went for supper..after supper on e way home got ching msg.. " tmr u r workin 4pm-8pm k.gd nite " dots..i called him... den he like inconvence to tok so forget it lorz..den hack care still ton lorz..qian n i watch 3 vcd from 1 am to 5.15am..haha..den my mum woke up..scold us..wan us go slp...wahaha...qian n i laugh until pang after my mum left to la kopi wit friend..den at 6 am we went to eat roti pata..keke..den reach my house at 7am..den qian go home mi go slp..fall slp at 8 plus..den keep wakin up..scare to overslept ma..den slp le wake up..wake up le slp..den until 12 plus i really slp until 2.10pm..dots...mi still take my a bit sweet dream to ready up to go work..keke..den at my house downstair tat bus stop missed bus so i msg ching..didnt noe tat he got meetin..keep floodin him msg..dots.. =P he always ask mi stay to wait for him..nb..today he didnt wait for mi..so bad..lolx..

8 June 2005
work at Tang...sux..

9 June 2005
didnt go work..bui tahan..headache..xiaoli keep wakin mi up..but i jus cant..until val. called.. i keep pushin myself..den reach khatib at 10am..10am i should be at e tang e floor standby le..so val. n mi didnt go work..we go john house..mi rest at there..didnt notice my face is beri pale.. den 5 plus go home rest until 7 plus mum ask mi go c doctor..den cum back wash face..kaoz...my face like white paper..dots..den after eatin..my face de colour got abit better..den use com for awhile..ivy n fang duno y..see mi n val. didnt go work..den they on e way sudden didnt go work..sae wan quit sch..dots..

10 June 2005
still havin e headache..john meetin bball gangs..so i go find them..teck jun last min turn up..first time john n mi saw him wear jean n polo tee..lolx..den play bball until 6pm go home rest liao..den my mum sae my face colour not so gd ask mi rest..haiz..bites there lucky mi off..waste today de mc..cos mi off..

11 June 2005
ben go NS liao..haiz..den wait for qian finish class..den pei her go her grandmother house..do nth..kana some rain..teck jun, john, qian n mum ask mi to continue studyin..but i duno leh.. i really feel like quittin le..but i also wish to continue..but now i messed my attachment le..duno how..so...maybe i will do e out of e silly e most silly thing..quit sch! no idea..

i'm back!!

2005-05-31T11:50:00.000+08:00

back to blog again..been weeks didnt blog already..gonna be another long post..

23 may 2005
went out wit teck jun, john and cedric play pool at causeway point..play onli 2 hrs..cos beri expensive..so didnt play long..haiz..i didnt stare at pple they keep sayin i stare at pple..cos when when i was aimin always got pple bumped mi den kana my stick..dots..den after playin, john, teck jun n mi go back yishun duno where to go..duno wat to do..hang ard near northpoint den 7 plus go home...didnt study much for my selling skills test..keke..

24 may 2005
workin at bites again..den ching treat mi makan again..haiz..he always treat mi..i so..pai seh sia..always he treat mi..den i wait for him finish work den go together to e station lorz..den he accompany mi to wait for mi to board e train le he then go wait for his train to go home..sellin skills test..haha..quite hard..lolx..ching 'scold' mi cos tmr got test didnt tell him still cum work..haha..

25 may 2005
Customer Relation de test..erm..the paper is beri beri easy..but i lazy didnt study..so dun think can score high..haha..after e paper got e NTUC de interview..sian..late for work..on e way..ching called..he tot i duno today got work..den when i reach liao ching ask mi how's the paper..den i tell him beri ez but i didnt study...hahaha...HE SCOLD MI WORZ... (_ _) he sae mi nabei..dun wan study how to pass like tat..dots...den work lorz..after work i treat him mac..but he keep on insist to pay..den i sae dun wan..he push mi one $2 notes..dots..keep lorz..den wait for him off work again..accompany him..

26 may 2005
workin...finally exam finish le worz..now is waitin for attachment..dun tell mi i'm so sway to kana NTUC worz..aiyo~~~ dun wan nor!!! ching today treat mi kfc..cos he sae he feel like eatin..den he cum back found out tat e kfc staff pack wrongly..ching bui tahan at bites keep scoldin tat pple stupid..wahaha..den i ask him forget it la..keke..haiz..treat mi again..den i tell him when i get i treat him makan..he ask y..so i tell him cos he always treat mi makan i beri pai seh..must treat him back lorz..he say aiya..keep treatin nv endin no need la...save it..dots..aiyoyo..how nor~~ den i ended up..wait for him finish workin again..

27 may 2005
was slpin..den handphone keep ringin..dots..my classmates keep callin mi..need to return sch sign duno wat paper..den when i go meet ivy at her aunite store she kana scoldin..she was cryin while on e way to sch..nb..reach at 12pm..teacher all went for lunch break..wait until 12 plus still not back..den IOA form teacher help us go Cross's table find paper let us sign den faster go home lorz..den in e afternoon 5 plus go malaysia wit my family members le lorz..reach JB at 7 plus..1st time JB de custom didnt Jam worz..beri fast pass there le..den 8 plus go take bus to taiping lorz..

28 may 2005
reach taiping at 7 plus..went to relative's house..whole day at taiping do nth..finally can stay in hotel..haha..

29 may 2005
my duno who gettin married..after e tea ceremony we went to kangsar...late evenin cum back to taiping for e weddin dinner..service is beri poor..e water gotta self-service..dots..ask ching if tuesday need help..he got reply..by sayin yes.. (-.-") den he msg mi..he sae i beri bad to make him workin alone whole day..feel kinda bad.. =P

30 may 2005
rent one van..den from mornin 10am to 7pm were at penleng (duno how to spell)..surpose to start workin at C K Tang today de..but i take 2 days of no pay leave before i start work..hahaha..den at 9 plus wait for bus to cum back sg..actually last few days those place we hab gone, my grandfather n mi went before le..so we find it borin lorz..

31 may 2005
finally reach sg le...reach sg at 6am..got home at 6.30am..so early the custom jam liao..pple cumin out to sg to work..dots..den rest abit..meet qian at 12pm..went out to bugis..haha..den we went to bites..she wait for mi to off work..ching saw mi play DDR..den when we went back to bites..he sae i stupid waste money play tat stupid stuff..dots..den 3 of us wait for kat to do closin lorz..haha..den qian n i den realise tat actually ching n kat got a ' fu qi nian' =X keke..den when qian n i reach yishun..we were walkin home ma..den qian walk beri fast..i'm beri tired..ask her walk beri slowly..but she didnt..den until halfway i den realise we kana follow..no wonder qian walk so fast..ended up..we go 7-evelen store..den after awhile i send her to her house tat level de lift..den i slowly walk home..sian..

!!long post again!!

2005-05-23T00:27:00.000+08:00

time for mi to blog again le..let mi start from 16 of may ba..

-=16may=-
well..meet cedric n jason go play pool at 12pm de..but cos i sunday, 15 may got home late cos of work so beri tired..msg cedric meet 1pm lorz..den how i noe when i'm bout to go bath onli cedric msg mi sae they reach le..dots..i hurry lorz..den while waitin for bus saw lin choo wit her mum..they goin northpoint too..lolx..den go mac find them..pinky is there too..den went bugis lorz..last time terence they all go bugis duno where play billat (duno how to spell la.. pool like tat..but e tabe is bigger n e playin method bit different..) cedric sae go bugis play ma..ended up he sae bugis duno where..he tot bugis parco got pool..dots..there dun hab he duno..den i brin them to e 'guang min da sha'.. i tot is e place where terence they all go play de place..dots..den i brin them walk to suntec jus to take 857 to go paradiz centre lorz..play pool..dots..play 2 hrs nia..den we all go back yishun..take 857 again..reach yishun at 7 plus..den jason n pinky go home..cedric ask mi go eat dinner wit him..so i accompany him lorz..den after tat accompany him take 858..go home study for exam le..

-=17may=-
got retail operation de exam..paper quite easy la..but got few questions didnt ask properly..so most of e students (include mi) dun understand..lolx..think can pass lorz..den after tat rain nor..but den i still meet teck jun they all play basketball..haha..quarrel wit boon~ damn angry..play sms until wan vomit blood..haha..over small thing..nvm..let it over..

-=18may=-
i sleep until beri sweet le..cedric msg mi ask mi go play basketball at nee soon east cc..dots..den rush down lorz..tot of goin 111 de basketball alone to train myself de..but since they ask mi den go lorz..mother not workin ma..sae wan brin mi go facial..bluff mi again..haiz..mum always bluff mi de..used to it..lolx..den play until 3pm they go off le left mi..den i practice my shootin n lay up for ard 15 mins i go off le..tired..den at nite went out wit family le lorz..

-=19may=-
play basketball again e whole day..

-=20may=-
got e effective communication exam..meet valerie n ivy 1.15pm atinterchange de..mum last min when i bout to leave home call mi..ask mi brin her bank book to her..rush there lorz..den rush take bus..luck e driver wait for mi..but i beri pai seh lorz..i go tap my ez link card cannot sia..beep so loud..den i take my card out again..tap 2 times...my card.. -$0.05 ........... FREAK OUT!! den i onli got $5 n $10 notes lorz..den i tell uncle..heng ar..uncle gib mi a singal ask mi go in...lucky..haha..den go makan at yishun S11 den go sch..late for few mins for e paper..haha..e paper quite difficult..duno can make it ma..den teacher sae will let us noe bout our attachment today but she didnt inform us..bluff us sia..lolx..den i go buy one shoe bag le..finally..haha..den at nite go play pool at causeway point wit anna, ah pang n daivd..daivd teach mi pool lorz..den beri late den go home again..reach home at 12.50am..dots..haha..

-=21may=-
mum called early in e mornin wan mi go help her so tat she can go home slp..dots..go le den grandfather sae wan go JB buy tickets for next week go taiping de..so i go JB wit him..today should be workin de..alan cancel my shift..at malaysia checkpoint..we stuck at there for ard half an hour to 45 mins..dots..i almost punch e uncle behind mi..he beri nb..pple use nose to breath i dun find it wat..he such an asshole ma..he use his nose breath out so hard tat it hit mi..so eeeee...er xin lorz..nb..not once..not twice..but so many times tat i almost punch him..den when finally..i pass my passport to tat officer..he remove his tie first..keep le..fold back his coller le den check my passport..after awhile..he told mi go change my passport de photo..argh!!! den go JB lorz..den when cum back sg le is 6 plus..den straight away meet qian..she wanna go suntec fountian..but rainin cannot go so go bites..tot ching there..but no..he's off..so we walk walk lorz..lolx..ivy's birthday!

-=22 may=-
mum called again!! ask mi go help her..i tell her mi workin..she cant do anithing..lolx..den when she cum home didnt pack some food for mi..forget it! dun eat lorz..den she saw my bank book..saw recently mi keep spentin money..den "sae" mi lorz.. ( i didnt use scold...cos she always dun admit tat she scold mi..always sae she onli sae didnt scold..) den i let her "sae" lorz..angry leh..den she slp le i go work lorz..reach there still got 15 mins..smoke before go work lorz..den today beri bz..lolx..lots of pple order sundae..lolx..xiaoli got cum bites..cos she wan mi to brin her workin de uniform den she cum get from mi..den when she saw ching she ask mi y i workin wit "bad guy"..hahaden she go off liao..ching beri "tu lan" cos she sae him "bad guy".. lolx..den at nite when i wan go foodcourt to take ice..ching keep askin mi to wait until 8pm..haha..den when i go collect..they cannot find e key..go back bites awhile..go smoke den get ice..door open for mi le..but they got lock e ice de freezer..he didnt unlock..den find key again..den take ice..took 35mins to collect ice..dots..ching already finish doin 3 sundae le..den ching sae tis is e 2nd time they find keys..took so long..well..i called qian to let her noe tat i need to pay sch fee soon le..although i'm gettin pay..but..pay is less den e sch fee amount lorz..told her..ask her how..ching tot she wanna borrow money from mi..den i explain..lolx..he den let mi work extra one more hr at bites..cos today double pay ma..duno he will get scoldin ma..scare got him into trouble..but thanks to him la..earn extra money..well..recently..need to earn lots of money back le..been spentin money..after work i wait for ching again lorz..he ask mi to wait for him ma..den i also dun mind..den we walk to station..lolx..he today keep singin 'si xin bu kai'.. lolx..tat song nice ma..lolx..den i didnt board e 1st train la..got lots of pple..sian lorz..wait for next train..he accompany..cos e train he's takin cum le but mi didnt board tat train so he didnt board..he accompany mi wait for next train..lolx..whole day onli eat kaya toast sandwich..den e eggs..lolx..customer suddenly cancel but i add hot water le..so i put aside..den after i make coffee ching make e eggs for mi to eat..lolx..den drink zapple..plain water one glass den evenin make ice latte..den i off work le go take egg mayo sandwich eat..throw e veggi..cos =X den ching sae mi..sae no wonder mi so 'fa qi bu lang'.. lolx..den closin another cup of zapple again..save money n also diet..lolx..

..haiz..

2005-05-16T00:24:00.000+08:00

today is 15 may 2005, sunday..
well..workin from 3pm to 8pm..well..really happy workin wit ching..always crap wit him..can really crap wit him e whole day sia..at least not tat sian ma..cos..bites not much pple..den at 5 plus he ask mi to stay after work until 9pm jus to accompany him..well i did..i even stay until closin jus to wait for him..lolx..cos i go home also nth to do..haha..

-=myself=-
well..recently..i found tat..e feelin for him is like..backz..i really duno i like him or not..or jus be cos he treat mi gd n den i misunderstand..but some how..i really wish he's mine..but i guess..it's impossible la..keke..hope e feelin will be numb soon..or maybe hope he will gib mi a chance? lolx.. haiz.. think... leave it to fate ba..
>.<
missin him rite now le..

..sian nor..

2005-05-14T18:14:00.000+08:00

think i'll start on sunday, 07 may 2005 ba.. gonna be a long post again..lolx..

-=07 may 2005=-
help my mum until 4pm..went home slp le..tired ma..den qian msg mi at ard 5.30pm like tat..she n her mum ask mi to go her grandmother's house to eat..got steamboat..they celebrating mother's day..lolx..den reach home at 11 plus..

-=08 may2005 =-
duno izzit e steamboat..mi run toilet e whole afternoon.. x.x quarrel wit mum when bout goin to slp le..freak!

-=09 may 2005=-
finally..wasnt late for sch le!!haha..but den hor..i attent effective communication n customer relation de lesson i 'chabo' (pon) le..i ask cedric to accompany mi go watch movie...so we went to somerset there to watch lorz..den after e show we go walk walk...i went to buy e shoe le..converse de..$45.90 ...

-=10 may 2005=-
wasnt late for sch..haiz..mrs.cross dun let mi wear e shoe to sch..argh!ching ching didnt sae anithing de..cos tat mrs cross sae mi bout e shoe she walk pass den she scold mi lorz..brought a new spect...something like bak koon de..black colour de..cos i wan de dun hab..wear le kinda toot toot gong gong de..lolx..after sch went to bishan junction 8 de golden village..to fill in job application..for attachment..aiya..didnt got e job lorz..

-=11 may 2005=-
play basketball lorz..ching ching sae mi bout my shoe...aiya..i hack care la!

-=12 may 2005=-
skip ching ching lesson cos of my shoe..haha..well...suppose to start work at 2pm de..but teacher die die wan mi go NTUC job interview..bo bian..gotta wait until 2.30pm for e interview..den rush off to work..reach there at 4 pm..work until 8pm..well..was havin fun while workin..den tat ching i bui tahan sia..lolx..he sae he wanna hug mi den bluff bluff cum near mi den wan hug hug den walk away...he walk 2 steps away den turn back really hug mi..sae:" aiya..i hug u..let u hug back also.." diaoz..i didnt hug him back lah!he take beri gd care of mi sometime when i'm workin wit him..

-=13 may 2005=-
well..tot of not goin to sch de..cos 1 hr onli..i rather stay home slp lorz..but ivy sae teacher givin us some mcq paper to do so tat we can study tat for our exam..n also to accompany her..so i go lorz..i wear my blacj jean to sch..den after sch i go work le lorz..den suppose to work until 4pm de..den find teck jun they all play basketball...but they ended up didnt play..so i work until 5pm lorz.. =) when reach there le..after ai ling (one trainin or watsoeva de manager) go off le..den ching n i argue over my jean..he sae is blue..i sae black..kaoz..is black lorz..den edmund called bites de phone to look for ching..ching told mi edmund ask him wat time off work..ching ask edmund hu is he..he sae BYE!BYE! den ching faster reply him sae 5.30pm..haha..den ching noe is edmund le..den told mi edmund beri petty...haha...aiya..den edmund cumin bites to find ching at ard 6pm or 6.30pm..den i was waitin for qian lorz...den when i finish work le i hide in e kitchen ma..sit at e dustbin again..haha..desmond chua was usin e phone tokin to alan den he make fun of mi sae he complain to my mother..den he tell alan to complain to my mother also..cos i dun wanna work..dots..i off work le leh!haha..den he pass mi e phone..alan ask mi go do function next sat..haha..finally got function to do again! yeah!den when qian cum le i ask qian bout my jean colour..before i ask i even drag ching in e kitchen..den qian sae black he sae mi n qian plan hao de..wu liao..den cos my jean too long le got fold abit ma..den he point there sae he was referrin tat part..like real onli..den after tat we went walk walk play game..after tat went back bites c edmund cum le ma...but haven..so ching,huiting , a guy, qian n mi go play game again lorz..den i play e shootin de until sian liao den mi n qian go find ching...saw edmund beside ching liao..keke..den after playin game we went for dinner..dinner le went to bites again..haha..like family day like tat..so many staffs n ex staffs there.. den they jio us go watch movie..but qian didnt go..cos she wan to go home..so i go watch wit them lorz..den we watch 9pm de show..until 10.30pm like tat..ching beri clever..he saw mi carryin bag..he go watch movie got brin his pouch ma..he jus throw inside my bag.. dots..lolx..den help him take lorz..piggy sia..den after movie went back to bites again...dots..den we went to e stair we always go de lorz..den we sit there chat until 11 plus..ching n kat missed their last train..but edmund,mi,hui ting and her guy friend n ching plus edmund de one friend n one manager..we all got e last train back..edmund pei mi to wait for bus at interchange lorz..cos our bus cum at e same time..but i take 812 he take 804 ma..den i go off first cos 812 cum before 804 lorz..den i reach home at 1.05am..lolx..mum called mi at 11 plus scold mi..scold until jia lat.. i hack care lah..so old liao..still treat mi like 3 years old kids..kaoz..

-=14 may 2005=-
woke up at 1 plus in e afternoon..haha..wake up headache liao..haha..slp too much le..haha..den dun wanna get up until 2 plus go bath le went to mum stall..go eat lorz..den cum back home to blog..dots..tmr gotta work again..at bites..from 3pm to 8 pm..lolx..

... no idea ...

2005-05-06T22:40:00.000+08:00

-= 4 may 2005 =-

erm..late for sch..for still make it for e 2nd lesson de retail operation..after retail operation is thinkin skills..slp in class again..haiz..den after tat went to sellin skills de lesson..thinkin skills ended early ma..so we wait outside sellin skills de class..the students cum out le..but e teacher haven..we still cannot enter..den ivy n i saw ching ching (teacher lorz..) we 2 faster hide..cos we didnt wear e proper shoe to sch ma..den she saw my shoe..so she ask my classmate who is standin there wearin white shoe? -.-" they sae my name lorz..den she shouted :" JIALI..!CUM HERE!!" dots...den she sae i can go home le..dots...go home la! as if i care..den when they enter class le..ivy n kimren also asked to leave..leave lorz..den tot of goin to causeway point wit ivy to eat seoul graden de..but go junction 8 de toilet change clothes already xiaoli msg mi sae mum is upset (cos i told her i kn ask to go home..lolx) so go home lorz..ivy n i luagh out from sch to yishun..cos we kn ask to go home..haha..den qian msg mi sae..she saw xiaoli..ask her bout my study de life..aiya..drop e subject...den reach home le go out eat wit mum n her bf..den after tat go play basketball lorz..play until 8 plus grandfather ask mi go eat dinner wit him..so i go eat dinner wit him..den go back play bball again...play until 10.15pm like tat mother sae e room got break in by some animals..dots..room is full of animals shit..rush home lorz..den is rats..but cannot find e rats lorz..

-= 05 may 2005 =-

go olio bites to work again..ching la..ask mi go help mi..cos he sometime got look after mi in suntec..last time at wheelock got look after mi ma..so help him once again lorz..den shift from 1pm to 6 pm was change to 3pm to 8pm..3pm to 6pm mi workin wit ching..den 6pm to 8pm is wit kat..workin wit ching he onli wan mi to wash e cups all this..cos he dun wish to wash..dots..den make coffee lorz..was slackin..but when kat came..she keep askin mi to do lots of things..she wan go carrefour to buy some stuffs..den ching ask her to let mi go buy..haha..den we go together..cos he wanna go play games..so i shop my stuffs n he go play his game..i finish work le den he also finish his game le so we walk to MRT station together lorz..he wan treat mi eat dinner de..but i dun wan la..cos i noe he dun hab much money left..so go find mother and hab my dinner there lorz..

-= 06 may 2005 =-

overslept..didnt go sch..mother didnt noe..i dun dare to sae..woke up at 10.30am..my lesson end at 11am..so i ard 11am get up go bath le den 12 plus meet friends play bball..play until 8.05pm like tat lorz..den go home wash clothes, fold clothes..no life..

-[[ my life ]]-

well..i duno wat i'm doin tis yr..onli noe tat i'm wastin another 1 more yr..things didnt turn out smoothly for mi since last yr dec..so unlucky..wateva i do seem to be wrong..been even late for sch for 5 weeks le..haiz..next week duno how le nor..haiz..

? wat.iis.the.meaniin.of.communiicatiion ?

2005-05-02T21:35:00.000+08:00

-=30 April 2005 =-
after helpin mother..mi go home rest lorz..rest for awhile got qian de sms..Gail,rainerzl and she goin for dinner den go bugis jalan jalan..ask mi wanna join them..so i go lorz..den ard 6.10pm like tat went out le..den we go 925 de coffeeshop makan..rainerzl late..lolx..den after eatin we go bugis take neoprint..keke..den we go bugis street walk walk...go find adidas shop..i bought one snapp dress..gail bought one jacket..den go yishun for supper..wit cindy n one ger..duno her name..met her 2 second time also..tat time she also got go sentosa de...they waitin for us at yishun ma..den i reach home at 1.45am like tat..lolx..

-= 02 may 2005 =-
recently..duno wat's happenin..there's a communication "break-down" in my family..everyone cant communicate well wit each other..wat a weird family..lolx..
well..recently been spendin lots of money.. i spent 32 bucks on my new DC bag, 125 bucks on my basketball shoe and 60 bucks on adidas snapp dress.. dots..gonna save backz..ytd was helpin my mother..den in e late afternoon..my handphone got one miss call..duno hu..take a look...is ching! tot he so gd..find mi got wat lobang..tot he miss mi..wahaha..jus kiddin..next time he call mi i sure dun really wish to answer for sure..kaoz...know why he call mi? well..simple...wan mi go back to olio bites to work..help him~cos he noe i sure help him de ma..y neh?cos he look after mi when i was workin at wheelock..dots..miss henny lots..duno how is she le nor..haiz..she now in malaysia nor..no idea how to reach her..sam ask mi go help her at her new workin place..but i promise to help her after my attachment..think is after 12/08/2005 ... sian de leh~ go back to olio to work..mum recently sick again..no voice..

?tio burn?

2005-04-24T22:12:00.000+08:00

went to sentosa wit qian,gail,rainerzl and rainerzl's 3 friends...meet them 10.30am de..tot mi n qian late le...ended up we reach le they haven reach.. (-_-") saw mingquan at e station..so 'qiao'... den we eat roti prata while waitin lorz..den ard 11.15, gail n rainerzl reach le..waitin for another 3 gers..den they cum makan le ard 12 plus den we tqake bus go lorz..den by e time we reach e beach is ard 1 plus..den mi qian n gail went down to e 'sea' play water...den saw a guy look like ah zai..den he came nearer..really is ah zai...didnt call him la..den play lorz..tanned lorz..den now sunburn liao..kinda pain...den whole day keep waitin for pple..meet cedric after tat...mi late for more den half an hour.. =X den go walk walk at amk..eat dinner..he keep touchin my sunburn de area..so pain le still go touch it..argh..den sae wan go causeway watch movie de..den reach there le xiaoli called..she also at there..ask mi go 77th street find her..she buy mi one billabong de cap..hee~ so happy..keke..den didnt watch show le..put ron plane...cant make it to meet him..havin great time at sentosa..wish to go again...

giib.mii.a.break..

2005-04-20T22:58:00.000+08:00

tis mornin should be meeting ivy,meixian n wenfang 7.15am at yishun MRT Station de..but cos today mother not workin so she early mornin went out to drink coffee wit her "boyfriend" lorz..den she buy roti prata for mi...breakfast..i msg ivy told them dun wait for mi de..but ivy sae wenfang still at home so i faster eat lorz..den when i reach mrt station le..saw no pple..called fang...she sae in train on e way to yio chu kang le..diaoz..den ask her wait for mi...den she hang e phone le called mi back again...cos she n mei xian wanna attent mornin assemly...piss off..den sae wan to wait or up to them la..den i called ivy ask where she..tat time i bout to reach khAtib she reach yishun so i got off at khatib n wait for her lorz..den go sch together lorz..reach bishan le, mi n ivy go mac find valerie...xinyi is also...tot she reach sch..so we slowly walk sch lorz..den when we bout reach e gate le..cross e road halfway they close e gate...den sian lorz..stand outside lorz..after awhile yingjie also reach there le..we tot she reach sch le...den after tat went for lessons lorz..got thinkin skill...teacher not in class..slp..den i pon customer relation..cos Mr. Chia not teachin de ma..waste time onli..somemore meetin cedric 1pm at nee soon east cc play bball..den when i bout to reach there le cedric msg mi sae he will onli reach ard 2.45pm..so i go home lorz..den...aiya..dun sae le..sae also sian..den get my things i go eat lunch wit xiaoli le..after eatin go nee soon east play bball..drag teck jun to accompany mi lorz..den hanming dun wanna cum nee soon east to play...den onli cedric n one guys cum play bball nia..kinda sian..den went for dinner wit cedric..finish eatin, mi gastric le..duno y whole day feel like vomitin..den wan go hm liao..i pei him take bus..went pass cpcc..he wanna go play bball again...so i ask him go 111 there cos... but den when got there saw weijiunn's friends..chaoz lorz..go 160 there play bball lorz..after tat go blk there chat chat lorz..yiru cum find mi...den after tat pei cedric go bus stop den go hm le..sway..when bathin mi vomitin lorz..sianz..

study,eat,work n slp..

2005-04-20T00:58:00.000+08:00

well..today ar..erm..mornin before go sch went to look for mother..after tat slowly walk to e bus stop...reach le mei xian called mi..sae she waited for wenfang beri long called her no ans..den called ivy ask where she...dots..she still slpin..last min she n wenfang didnt go sch lorz..so i jus meet mei xian..den still ended up late for sch again le..haiz..recently been late for sch lorz...duno y...den got selling skill de test...i didnt study..cos duno wat to study lorz..cos i dun really noe e notes got wat to study lorz..for tat chapter la...den durin lunch time i eat le den went out e sch alone to gib myself a break lorz..cos no mood ma..den go smoke lorz..haiz..den valerie cum find mi..we smoke smoke le den went back to class..tryin to slp de..den meixian disturb mi lorz..den i take my water pour a bit to e cap den wanna scare her de..den accidentally spill some on e table...den duno y my hand go splash e water at her face..i really duno wat i'm doin lorz..lucky she isnt mad at mi..she forgive mi..but i really didnt mean to do it de...haiz..den i dun dare to c her or tok to her so i go slp lorz..damn hot so i beri hard den fall aslp...slp awhile onli..cos if i not wrong xinyi keep knockin e table..freak..den i c my hp wanna c e time de..but ended up got 1 missed call..is hanming..i called back lorz..he ask mi tonite go play bball...but i gotta work...valerie got sch de netball practice...so we cant make it..i ask him to cum nee soon east cc on wed, thurday or friday lorz..tis 3 days mi playin ma..den efc i didnt go lorz.. pon..cos if i attent onli listen to e presentation or sleep..den i late for my work already...so i pon..den went to work..no wonder alan dun wanna ask mi to do funciton..cos i blur blur de..everything also duno wat to do..haiz..now i need to find job for my attachment le..duno how..btw..valerie told mi bak koon quit sch le..i knew it..cos he didnt cum sch for bout 1 or 2 weeks..tat time valerie told mi he n his friends all quarrel le ma..so lots of things happenin to him..heard tat his dad today cum sign e paper required for quittin e course..he own his friends lots of money lorz..den his dad no money help him clear..so he now workin..but duno y valerie sae teacher told e class he workin at mac..cannot be la..i dun tink he will work at those place lorz..cos e pay damn low..no idea..hope he can clear all his debt asap ba..and hope he will change for e best.. =) sometime i really felt tat i hab been wastin my time in ite..cos e course i'm doin rite now really kinda useless..duno y..i still duno wat's e next step i'm gonna head toward to.. continue in ITE or take private 'O' ... scare scare.. i dun wish to waste my time ani more.. i jus wish to get a simple 'O' level cert..den go out to work..haiz..duno lah~ hao fan oh~

2005-04-15T22:57:00.000+08:00

sian sia..recently life so sian...been quarrel wit mother for weeks..always sae mi for nth..been actin guai stay home liao still sae i everyday go out..freak lorz...wan go out also sian liao..jus now in e mornin while on e way to sch..duno sway or wat..tot i can make it to sport & wellness de..den mi take 812 bus ma.. den saw a small wallet..den inside got one ez-link card n $42.05 .... diaoz.. a 12 yrs old boi boi drop de..send it to his sch lorz..den late for sch...ivy wait for mi at mac..so mi go find her go eat breakfast lorz..den go sch at 9.15am....find wenfang,mei xian, xinyi and valerie..wait for them to finish eatin den go do e telephone skill de test..find it stupid la..but cant do anithing..cos test ma..den tot still got 1 hr lesson..kns..teacher sae we didnt go e survey...ask those who didnt do go lab..den mi go lab do nth...whole day walk ard the sch do nth... (-.-") den tot qian cumin my house ton tonite..anna jio mi go play pool..so i told her i got something on tonite..den play bball wit jason,cedric,boon,teck jun they all.. john didnt cum..cos he on e way liao den cycle fall down hurt himself so go hm lorz...den i play until sian...tat boon la..sae liao also sian..duno how to pass bball de..always pass mi ball must hurt moi hand...argh~
den when we on e way to 139 de court jason suddenly went quiet liao..scary..lolx..den at 139 play bball wit some lower sec kids..bo liaoz..lazy to move ard le..den finish le mi walk to chong pang wit cedric cos he goin hm..when i start to eat nia..cedric called..joinin mi for dinner..he came lorz..my auntie ka jiao him... diao diaoz.. bui tahan..she still go tryin to scare him sae my mother beri fierce..diaoz..den when i bout to go home liao..my mother scold mi again..freak..sway lorz..play bball..mi keep fallin down..den jus to inform mum mi tuesday workin..she scold mi...kaoz..den mi now chattin wit cedric...he keep ka jiao mi..diaoz diaoz diaoz...lolx.. jkjk.. (cedric.. mi JUS KIDDIN onli horz..) haha..
think mi rite until here..next time den blog again..keke..

..stupid day..

2005-04-06T21:57:00.000+08:00

well..today mi from last nite until now onli slp 2 hrs..last nite fall slp at 1 plus..woke up at 2 plus..cannot slp le..den use computer and chat chat wit my sis..exchange hp wit her..she usin mother's hp while mum use her's..den i change wit sis jus to use e FM radio..no cam..den use e computer until 5.30am...went to bed..but still cant fall aslp so play hp game..MAHJONG~ haha.. play until 6.10am go bath..den tot got time to go eat breakfast before meeting qian..so i slowly take my time bath thinkin should i brin bag go sch.. blah blah blah.. ended up.. no time to eat breakfast liao.. (-_-)" keke..no wonder mi so 'jia lat'.. haha... den kaoz.. mi still can so active..send qian go sch le den take my time go yishun mrt station to meet ivy n mei xian..saw them i still can laugh until like mad like tat..den e third lesson is thinking skill...diaoz..cos thinking skill is my sleepin period!!! whaah...so...SLEEP LAH~~ haha..slp 1 hr nia..total..2 hrs of slpin!! hahaha den today 4 periods of lesson do nth.. den break time accompany ivy, mei xian n xinyi to study lorz.. i didnt study much la..den sellin skill teacher [[ GOH CHING CHING ]] walk pass us den told us tmr no need to go for her 2 hrs lesson again... diaoz.. tmr didnt go sch le lorz..stay home do nth liao..wenfang n yingjie didnt do their selling skill project today didnt cum sch...they go c doc..get mc for e project plus retail opertation de common test..bth..finish seein doc..wenfang still can go Kbox..when break time, xian cong told mi got bball match.. 3 vs 3 .. sch vs china.. kaoz.. i missed it.. forgot to stay in sch..cos keep thinkin of rushin back to yishun to meet teck jun they all for basketball...den play bball le went to meet qian 6.30pm go sembawang shoppin centre to eat dinner...saw felical wit her stead..den jus now walk back home from sembawang shoppin centre wit qian...she came to my house until 9pm den went back home le..sian...tired liao..oh ya..today play bball at nee soon east cc there..get to noe some new friends..keke..they're funny~

!! April Fool !!

2005-04-02T11:06:00.000+08:00

-= 1 April 2005 =-
today is weijiunn de birthday..i onli sms to wish him nia.. =P in e mornin first period is sport and wellness.. den mi run one round n do do some exericese sweat like hell liao..duno y..den after tat teacher told us to run 2 rounds..everyone sian liao den turn n start to walk while i walkin toward wenfang.. suddenly teacher shouted :" ~APRIL FOOL~ wahaha.." ... dot dot dot.. den we went to play games.. lots of pple playin basketball so yun sun sae play netball together..so we play netball lorz..keke..very fun..but i really duno how to play netball..esp.e shootin..wahaha...mi got one chance to shot den i forgot not basketball...den i throw..overshot..hahaha...den the rest of the chance i gib nadia shot..she beri gd at shootin worz..bball ger mah~think i super ar.. kaoz..lolx...yunsun is friendly lorz..tot she beri wat..but aiya..misunderstand la..den there got 3 patch of water...den xinyi tryin to catch e ball..she ran toward e water..not knowin there one big patch of water..and.. she fell down...her pant wet.. -.- den when i reach e shootin e pole.. mi run ma..den duno y..i slip n fall..wahahaha..den butt kinda pain..hahaa...pain for awhile nia la..haha..den after s/w is break..mi go change den buy food eat..but cos suddenly gastric so i onli eat a bit onli..den mi n valerie go out of sch smoke lorz..den went back to class..den wenfang,ivy,kokhwa and mi go IOA ask mrs cross out to pass her our project..den teacher naggin at e door there ma..den hanming go out e class..den duno go where liao cum back behind mi sae "siam" ( ask mi go away dun block way..) den i sae wat siam..den we "quarrel" lolx..sae dun let him saw mi play bball.. lolx..after sch go find mum...reach khatib MRT Station liao den hp got msg ma..somemore no mood..den while readin han ming shout mi e 3rd time den i look ard..cos i heard someone shoutin..den "JIALI!!" -.- saw hanming..han ming call mi... tot who.. lolx..den go chong pang find mum liao go home rest lorz..zzz..den qian cum my house to change jean..den mi bath.. we two go bugis jalan jalan (walk walk)..den qian tot go suntec might run into jinwei (her stead) so we walk to suntec lorz..on e way qian sae xiang go find Ching to disturb..haha..i dun wan de..but she wan..so accompany lorz..den go find Ching..e account pple is there..so we go toilet liao den go off le...den Ching called mi..ask where mi n wanna go movie ma... i wanna go de..but qian cannot cos she need to rush back to yishun to make her hair..i promise to go wit her already ma..den rush back to yishun send her there le den i go home bath slp le lorz..

BaCkz..

2005-03-31T11:27:00.000+08:00

-=17/03/2005=-
sam last day workin at Bites..so mi n qian went to find her at bites..den sam,ching,edmond(Jian xiong),wen,mi and qian go stair there chit chat..haha..den we make fun of ching cos kat like him..den she appered..-.- she walk pass us..runnin up e stairs den suddenly shout down "pai seh..press wrong.. (mean she call e wrong pple hp)den we all laugh at ching..everyone ask him to check his hp...den ask him go up find her..he dun wan..den he really got one miss call..haha..den we all plus her (kat) and ela, we go have dinner..beri hot..i cant eat much..cos of gestric and also i duno how to eat hot de food..so didnt eat much..ching tat day snatch my pic n paste at his wallet.. -.- qian sae tat cat keep starin at mi cos ching sit beside mi n ching ...blah blah blah... den she jeslous.. haha..act. i duno de..is qian told mi de..lucky tat cat didnt take chopper run after mi..wahahaha..Ching also unlucky la..sam quit le he will be in charge of bites again..oh ya..i also go bites take information for my EFC..haha..sam quit liao duno ching gib ma mah~ so...keke..
-=20march2005=-
went to bites do project..hey~kat transfer to olio bites worz..she realli like ching also ba..
-=21/03/2005=-
went to bites do project again..den ard 5 like tat ching n i went to play games..lolx..den meet kor 7pm at amk..he brin mi changi village makan..he ridin bike..keke..den he lopang mi lorz..and of course..send mi home..lolx..
-=22/03/2005=-
again..went to bites..project...
-=24/03/2005=-
mother didnt work..but was out whole day..so i went to play bball at 1pm wit teck jun,boon and john..until 6 den go home..mum cum back home go out again..i msg anna out for pool den she said she at amk de kpool le.. take cab find her lorz..den ended up we 2 waitin for each other at different place..den i reach amk liao den they tell mi go kbox..shit them sia..i didnt brin much cash la..pay for e kbox left 2 bucks..den until 1 plus i wanna go home didnt sae la..den cannot take cab ma..late liao tot everyone slpin..ended up mother called and scold mi...argh~ tis few weeks cannot go out late..nbcb~damn angry sia~mother ever ask kaili n fan fan to fetch mi home.. (save cab fare)but i still beri angry la..
-=30/03/2005=-
went out to watch son of mask wit ari in e late evening..meet him 6.15pm at northpoint ocbc there..after buyin e tickets we went to burger king to eat our dinner..everything he treat cos i now no money liao..he sae he pay first de..ended up he told mi he did sae he pay first but he didnt sae he wan mi return... -.-" den i now try to save some money to return him le lorz... den in e mornin i still go ATM 20 Bucks for e EFC project.. cos need to buy n print blah blah blah all added up one people gotta pay 18 bucks ma..cos group only got 4 pple tat y..if got 2 more maybe no need to pay until tat much..haiz..in e mornin i send qian to sch den i faster go to yishun MRT station to meet ivy they all..ivy overslept we tot something happen to her cos of her ex stead Joel..useless guy~ den we wait until 7.45am, called her hosue...her brother ans and told us she slpin.. -.- den we go bishan de mac eat breakfast and den wait for her lorz..den how i noe so unlucky..when reach 3rd level saw han ming.. den i noe i sure run into ***********...bo bian..we now like having cold war..lolx..no idea la...and also i don gib a damn..lolx..den teacher saw us walkin toward e class cos she was scold pple outside..den she quickly lock de door..haha..den kn lock lorz..she wait until second period den let us in...and.. of course she scold us before lettin us enter la..keke..Got SES de common test..slack..didnt study much..cos cant get into my head.. =P keke..common test finish liao go Jalan Jalan wit friends..cos no more lesson liao..after break is CUR but no need to go cos got role-play but not my grp ma..lolx..

..life..

2005-02-20T10:42:00.000+08:00

-=20 Feb 2005=-

later mi goin off to bishan dome to work le..duno sam they all noe le will angry or not..cos i leave bites den go dome bishan..haiz..hope they understand ba..well..ytd xinyi [ my cousin ] birthday..also got chingay..haiz..regretted..if onli i tat time be strong continue go for practice den last nite mi at there sure beri fun liao..since it hab past let it past le ba..last nite jinwei put qian de plane den she no mood to go watch midnite movie le..so cancel didnt go liao..so i went to hab supper wit my cousin n her family lorz..didnt enjoy it..cos she slap her daughter..den she keep cryin..haiz..everyone is lookin..

kinda regret askin alan to let mi go outlet work..cos dono y now i really hate to work alot lorz..haiz..but i now really no money already..i also don wish to take from my mother..she also no money le..haiz..earn e money pay house installment n stall no money to pay le..can onli afford to pay one side..life is kinda hard for us now..mi now in sch also not beri happy..i may have friends there..but i really dun feel like goin animore..maybe i jus feelin too stress lorz..den as for cca...mum dun wan mi to go tkw but she let mi go la..but i also kinda dun feel like goin cos i felt kinda useless..i duno i should join basketball team or not..reason?cos i'm too afraid to go..i'm so lousy in it..i'm jus afraid of it..

somehow..if i can..i wish i can forget everything..cos..its hurts mi lots..people should look forward n keep on walkin..but..i tried lookin forward n not e past n tryin walkin to-wards..but..the path is jus too hard for mi..wwhenever i try to look n walk toward..the past keep pop out in my mind..i'm scare..i'm scare all tis will repeat..cos it once repeated to mi..

*dun leave mi behind..i'm scare..

..post post post..

2005-02-08T17:50:00.000+08:00

well..backz to postin le..
-=27/01/2005=-
went out wit dome UOB de friends to have dinner..cause kahmei goin back to malaysia le..last day workin..
-=29/01/2005=-
went out wit workin de friends..went to hab supper after work wit them..farewell party..but tower 5 de pple didnt go cos lots of pple go le..den they bluff bluff didnt go lorz..keke..so bad sia...lolx..
-=30/01/2005=-
last day workin at bites..haiz..no money liao..
-=31/01/2005=-
well..mi run out of sch wit wen fang after lunch break..cos she was transfer to my class le..den ziteng gotta go to another ite..tat day she was so sad cos she tot she was e one hu cos him to be out of sch le..haiz..so sad..wen fang cry..den didnt wan stay sch so i accompany her lorz..
-=03/02/2005=-
went to somerset e party world [ktv] to celebrate birthday for kok hwa..was having great time there..
-=06/02/2005=-
after helpin mother..i go out wit qian lorz..went to junction 8..we buy one new jacket..called slackers..haha..cute..den buy le, we go take neoprints again but tat time is we wore e jacket to take photo..lolx..kinda cute..love tat neoprint lots..keke..
-=07/02/2005=-
well..today we all pon sch..onli left siying..no pple told her we didnt go sch..y neh?cos ivy didnt go..den i don wan go sch also liao de..wanna go wit aunty n uncle to work de..den late abit den go sch..but ended up wenfang told mi meixian sick didnt go sch so she didnt go..so i also didnt go lorz..haha..den in e afternoon while helpin my mother..weijiunn cum..keke..he look much better wit tis hairstyle ba..lolx..he cum hawker makan wit mickey n one of their friend..
-=08/02/2005=-
sch finish at 11.45am..but mi kok hwa n ivy go coffeeshop makan..chit chat until 2 plus den go home..keke..we at e coffeeshop makan..kaoz..we eat halfway got one aunty cum told us to eat faster cos she need to faster collect e plate n rush home..-.- diaoz..first time met tis type of thingy sia..bth..

* i really hate you guys for treatin mi tis way..
y do you all hab to hurt mi so much n so deep? i really hate it..

...

2005-01-28T11:56:00.000+08:00

well..jus now..erm..ask ivy to help mi tell bak koon..i wish to break wit him le..erm..don wish to sae la..haiz..den in e mornin saw fiona's cousin..we two keep chattin..haha..she in IOA...next class onli...so gd..make another new friends le..haiz..really no mood la...write until here..if onli i can go play bball rite now..haiz..god tryin to makin fool of me...argh!btw..keke..finally help wen fang to get into bishan ite already..but cos my class full already so she gotta go IOC..haiz..today pah seh her..feel so bad..see her alone so bored like tat..aiyo..y like tat neh~!

*hate ya for cheatin mi..

-kin-

update again..

2005-01-23T10:15:00.000+08:00

time to update my blog le..recently kinda bz..tat y didnt blog..this whole week i wasnt really feelin well sia...somemore gotta work from wednesday [19/01] to sunday [23/01]..wednesday [19/01] got a mock test for selling skills..but cos bak koon..he wan c doc in e mornin..ask mi to accompany him to c doc..so accompany him lorz..i skip sch tat day lorz...my first test like tat got no points lorz..next tuesday got another test...i really must make it lorz..mus score as high as i can nor..cannot score less den 75% of e test..cos i wanna cover e first test..no matter wat i must go to higher nitec...so must study hard...yesterday [22/01] was workin de..dono y..after havin my dinner i run toilet liao..so didnt wanna work to 11pm..ask for early leave...den take mc for today [23/01]...thinkin of goin to c doctor later..but dono how to tell e doc e sickness..keke..cos i got lots of sickness... -.-
well..i got my locker e pad lock already...but my locker still cannot use yet..tat ex-owner haven remove e pad lock..his/her things is still in it lorz..haiz..den some of my things i put at siying's locker..den bak koon de things...if i not wrong is put at raymond's locker...den when i get e locker already den bak koon will den share e locker wit mi lorz.. think by e time he will change his mind puttin his things at Raymond's locker lorz..
as for cca..i felt kinda happy when i heard there is a girls team..lolx..i'm joinin!!haha..but they still haven let mi noe when e trainin start..aiyoz..others cca start already sia...got another cca i wana join..but forgot when n where..onli rememeber e time..6.30pm to 9pm.basket..didnt get any of these cca news..lolx..wat onli sia~ =P
i'm gettin tired..next week is my last three days workin at bites..i wanna quit cos i really wish to concentrate on my studies le..cos i regret once for not gettin a 'N' Level n get promote to sec 5..tis time i mus study beri beri hard to get to higher nitec..den go to poly..n if ever got a chance..I wana enter soka U at US [ if i'm not wrong... should be at US.. cos Japan there..e cost to live there can kill pple..keke.. ]oh ya..kor kor gettin his bike soon~happy for him..n also for mi..haha..finally got chance to ride bike..he promise to cum find mi after gettin his bike..he brinin mi out to hab fun!keke..thinkin back last few months..i didnt got to go out to hab fun wit friends sia...no wonder find life so boring..onli went out to hab supper wit colleagues on chirstmas day...was wanderin..should i go get a private 'O' Level?even if i take..i don think i can make it..cos i cant make it for 'N' Level already, how can i still make it for 'O' Level...

*u may not c tis blog..but i still wish to sae..hope u wont treat mi like a fool..or even a three yrs old kid..cos..I'm NoT!

a new life..

2005-01-15T08:55:00.000+08:00

well..quite a long time didnt update my blog le..no time n also tired to update e blog..well..i got into e retail couse at bishan ITE le..

-= 10/01/2005 =-

sch reopen..went to bishan ITE le..well..no lesson..den got to noe siying..

-= 11/01/2004 =-

no lesson on tat day..den i also get to noe zijian,ivy,mei xian n also 3 of zijian de friends..

-= 12/01/2005 - 13/01/2005 =-

well lesson start le lorz..teacher intro us bout e lesson they teachin...den after sch went to jalan jalan [ walk walk ] wit friends..

-= 14/01/2005=-

in e mornin meet friends to go bishan de mac to meet zijian,ben n raymond..den they still eatin breakfast so we went off first cos we gonna be late le..den after SW we went for lunch...erm...den leeson lorz..finish sch at 11am..went home bath le rush out to meet friends for show..after e show gotta work again lorz..recently got gastric again le..ytd whole day eatin bread nia..ytd in campus saw kok yong...he wearin e uniform le..so fast..sure didnt wash..keke..den he walk past mi ask y i didnt wear uniform..wah kao..onli 2 lesson wear wat uniform..kns..den saw renxiang..keke..so surprise..den at nite..doin closin, weijiunn msg mi...ermz..didnt reply..kinda angry wit him..lolx..

*hope tis relationship can last long..cos..i really don wish to get hurt anymore..i really cant take it..*

(T_T)

2005-01-04T22:22:00.000+08:00

1st day of sch..mi repeatin sec 4..see all my friends promoted to sec 5 i was so sad..becos i didnt make it..really beri sad wit myself..mi alone sittin in e new hall in a new class..i don even noe a single one of them lorz..den was alone at there in e hall listen to e prinicipal n some teachers talkin non stop for 1 hr plus...mi already tryin my best not to cry le..cos really beri beri sad liao...den tot my recess time is different from my friends ( 1st day is different cos the talk too beri long time so their recess is delay ) so i was alone..den prabu sms mi askin mi how was my sch's day? i ran to e toilet start cryin liao..keke..useless nor..whole day slpin in class..den after sch faster go find mother liao..told her i don wanna stay in sch le..wanna quit studyin..before i start talkin, i already tears rollin down le..den mother ask mi faster go home to apply for ITE lorz..den i ask kaili to help mi..cos my computer cannot apply..always apply halfway got problems..argh..den use her computer lorz..den apply liao...now waitin for thursday to see if i got into e couses or not..

today is 2nd day of sch but i didnt go..cos i really don wish to go lorz...fuckin hell sia..mother sae tml den go sch help mi do e quit sch de..haiz..

back to postin le nor...

2004-12-26T19:53:00.000+08:00

-=workin=-

recently been busy workin lorz..clifford n edmond got ask mi to go suntec fountain resturant to work but i don think i wan..cos i don think i can make it de..cos i blur blur de..

-=result=-

well..my 'N' Level result is out on 17 Dec 2004...i didnt make it to sec 5..den was beri sad lorz...gotta repeat sec 4 next yr again..didnt go ite..long story..cos of xiaoli also..argh...dono lah..den next yr de class i kana posted to is 4N4..no F&N class..gotta self study for it..i dono even noe wat to do lorz...

-=today de outing=-

today is xmas ma..so bites, tower 5 and SF de pple [[ henny, sam, Jiapei,ching.ela,carol and edmond ]] went to hab steadboat..henny bring along her hubby n sam bring along her gerfriend..den we havin a great time there lorz..keke..when about to go home, i play pool wit edmond..wah kao..he won..n i onli shoot in 1 nia..so pai seh mi...den mi edmond n carol share cab back home..cos they live in yishun also...quite near to mi also...keke..den got home at 2.40am..

-=life=-

jus now xiaoli tok to mi..kinda bui song...she force mi to quit my job by end of Jan..i don gib a damn..i don care..i don wanna quit..den i really don wish to go back to sch lorz..so sian..repeat sia..everyone lookin down at mi..nabei..haiz...argh~!don wish anyone to control mi..NO MORE!!mi is mi...my life!!!those who wanna control mi...JuS FuCk OFF!!!argh~!!!

BasKeTBaLL rOxz..

2004-12-11T15:50:00.000+08:00

-=workin=-

today still e same...didnt go factory to work..not goin anymore..tml also not goin..but today went to help mother cos she not feelin well..denmi today first time at mother de stall make coffee n tea..not glass de la..den haha..so scary.. =P

-=Basketball=-

today play basketball at 139 lorz..meet teck jun 12pm de..but cos gotta help mother so reach ard 12.30pm like tat..den play until ard 1pm we went to cpcc le..den teck jun n john was eatin ma..so boon n tat guy hu look like alvin de n mi go play first but when i was walkin out of mac cos my cousin n her two kids so i sat down wit them tok tok lorz..den when out play match liao..wit teck jun they all..wah..didnt score at all sia..teck jun cannot tahan mi...cos he teach mi de all forget liao..den ard 2.15pm fiona they all cum liao...den got play mathc wit them..if i not wrong we won lah..den the court got lotta pple liao..so i ask teck jun they all wanna go back to 139 ma..den we go back lorz..den play for awhile rain le..den when e rain isnt tat heavy we went to play match..we 4 play against 5 gals from ytss de...den i always kn beaten up..not pain but not happy lorz..ah boon pass mi e bball across from another side..wet ma tat ball..when i tryin to hold..slip n hit my mouth nose..kinda pain..but i'm alrite..heard from zhixiong tat wJ cum after i left..felt kinda sad sad..cos i kinda miss him liao...but nvm...i jus need time to forget him...cos he not worth it..den the match play against the 5 ytss de gals..we win lorz..n i got score lorz..some is three points de..so happy..sad is becos got a gal..kao..noe the ball beri slipperly yet when i was holdin she jus snatch like tat..wth lorz..den play until 5pm they wanna go off le..so bo bian..go mother de stall help lorz...

-=after basketball=-

help mother until 7.30pm den go meet qian last min..she wanna pass mi thing...den go nite market wit her mother they all..

-=Life=-

well..gotta forget him as soon as i can lorz...

shoppin? or workin ?

2004-12-10T14:20:00.000+08:00

9 Dec 2004

-=workin=-

woke up at 6am...gettin ready for work le..6.10am standin in e kitchen drinkin milk feelin kinda tired n sian [sad sad de feelin]..den i drink until 6.20am...really don feel like goin to work..so..change again n went back to slp...

-=Shoppin=-

went out wit qian n milkyboi..went to bugis..watch e show...incredibles...kinda lame..but funny also la..milkyboi beri quiet..feel beri bad cos was like pang seh him like tat..he like feel very bored wit us lorz..haiz..den he gotta go off first so he went off le..mi n qian went to take neoprint..keke...i like e pic lots lots lorz..kinda cute..lolx..

-=Friendship=-

on wed nite..went to chingay practice..saw sheena,sodohoya n many friends i didnt c for yrs lorz..quite happy..but...qian n anna still havin their cold war..haiz..i don care le worz..

-=Life=-

somehow..findin my life sux..haven grow up yet..still a kid...not yet mature..
miss him worz..haiz...y neh?jus cant get him out of my mind tis few days..

smile always.. (-'_^-)

2004-12-07T04:41:00.000+08:00

-=wOrkin=-

4 Dec de catering was kinda fun sia...ching, amber and bala was there too..haiz..poor prabu...when we were eatin our dinner..as he was about to start eatin..dono which basket ask him to start work le..den he empty stomach work all the way till everything is done...mi go off liao he still workin..so poor thing..first time see ching wear tie..not bad la..keke..miss him quite alot also..cos quite long didnt saw him liao..onli recently..saw him while workin...he ar...bui tahan him..he beri funny n also..kaoz...bully..y neh..cos he bully mi..den..he ask mi how mi n my bf ma..den i told him i kana dumped..he don believe..den when he believe mi liao he laughed at mi...cos i kana dumped...argh~ long story la..but in my mind..tat day de catering is e most happy n kinda upset de day for mi..lolx.. (-^_^-)

5 Dec workin at factory lorz..today brin the sunglass xiaoli buy for mi de,to work lorzz...den my friends keep wearin act cool...beri funny..haha..

-=ReLaToNship=-

none..cos..mi single liao...

-=Friendship=-

4 Dec after workin catering...meet jiunn at yishun..he meet mi for supper lorz..cos he finish work early den mi so wait for mi lorz..somemore..we also haven eat yet..den go makan at S11 lorz..after supper rush home le..cos today got work...keke...jus now qian, lawrence n mi go causeway point de mac eat dinner..after eatin mi n lawrence go play pool..qian went home..cos she dono how to play n somemore tml she gotta work..so she went off first..

-=FamiLy=-

xiaoli last nite reach sg le..she went holiday ma..den my family members go fetch her at airport..mi didnt go..cos jus finish work..den they wanna cum fetch mi first de..but i didnt go join them for supper after fetchin xiaoli..cos i meet jiunn le ma..so bo biam..i jus wanna return some things to him nia..xiaoli got buy some gifts for my family members n mi..i like it lots..keke...

-=Life=-

Feelin much better today..cos ytd prabu,amber, lawrence and esp. ching cheer mi up alot lorz.. thanks to them...qian did console me..but thanks to her too..well..i didnt cry much bout e break up..aiya..wont die jus because of a guy la...i now wanna grow up le..don wanna be like in e past..so childish le...

PrOm|se?

2004-12-05T06:10:00.000+08:00

-=wOrkn=-

today i take leave..cos olio catering..workin in the afternoon..prabu today goin also..yeah..got pple accompany mi..den now i run 3 sides lorz..workin at factory, olio catering and also olio bites..sian..now life for mi is jus work..beside work..still work..mi now still haven got tat 3 days function de pay sia...nb..no money liao sia..still don wanna gib tat pay..tat day went to bites to work..beri happy..den sam they all now waitin for mi to quit my factory job n return to work wit them..tis time go back..if got chance i gonna hit tat ching..stupid..onli noe how to 'bully' mi nia..

-=RelatonsHp=-

well..wei jiunn ar..he wanna be alone..so..i kana dumped by him le..sometime..really dono wat he is thinkin..the reason he gave..may find it lame or watsoever..real or not...i dono...should i believe? i dono..since he wanna be alone..let him be lorz..somemore..i don think he treat mi as his stead before lorz...why neh? cos...sometime e attitude he gave mi is like..he happy happy find mi..bui song off he go liao..wat the hack lorz..as if i'm cold-blooded..all e promises he said is fake..mi feel so stupid..really feel like avoidin him..but dono why..i jus cant do it..cos..he took my heart away n dumped it le...he broke my heart le..

-=FrEndshp=-

qian n anna dono wat wrong..havin cold war now..out of sudden i become their middle person.. qian also change alot le..everyone is changin..includin me..gettin more childish..

-=Lfe=-

promise xiaoli tat pack will be e last pack le..but den...on tat day..b4 meetin jiunn..i finish e pack le..so happy..but ended up..i wish..tat isnt my last pack...
wan xuan [mei mei] de birthday today..didnt buy anything for her..cos no money liao..
today de chingay practice didnt go..cos workin..olio catering..start work in e evenin..so cannot make it..
heart broken..no one know..may look fine..but i'm not..my heart is cryin..over a guy..who hurts mi times..
no pple seem to understand mi..
even friends by my side were angry cos he dumped mi..but i'm upset is becos..he cheated mi..

haiz..

2004-12-03T15:02:00.000+08:00

-=Relationship=-

finish le..

-=workin=-

17 dec is my last day workin at e factory... den go back to bites..

-= Frendship=-

beri fan..

-=Lfe=-

sux...

sian

2004-12-01T12:06:00.000+08:00

-=Life=-

sian..another boring day..today is rest day so no work..but if today overtime got double pay..argh..i dono..so didnt go lorz..den tot aunty will buy mi tat bag i been aimin for..cos tat time i got tat money le..but den kaili's birthday so i buy e present plus buy foods den somemore qian no money to pay a bit so i paid everything so..didnt left a single cent lorz..den aunty ask my grandfather buy for mi..grandfater gib mi money lorz..gib mi 50 bucks.. tat bag 55 bucks.. dono i should buy ma..cos made in china de..my aunty sae isnt tat gd lorz..so instead my aunty buy for mi is grandfather lorz..but i haven buy..dono i should buy or not..mi now at home online lorz.. on 4th dec got chingay de practice liao worz..will be late cos workin..sian..no friends accompany mi sia..mi scare..buy new packet of xiang yan liao..kinda expensive..buy le no much money left lorz...but wat to do..i very 'fan'...

-=Relationship=-

jus now meet jiunn to play basketball for awhile lorz..kinda long didnt play basketball le ma..want go out walk walk de..but no money...don really like to go shoppin wit less den 10 bucks lorz..so i chose to go play basketball..i play for awhile nia den go help my mother liao..somemore jiunn meetin his friends also..
somehow..there's seem like there is a big gap between mi n jiunn..i really dono wat he is thinkin..sometime he jus gave mi a feelin tat..i like got no place in his heart lorz..only noe...in his world..there is onli basketball and ..... don think there got enough space for mi also..after since i start workin..things started to go wrong between us le...

-=Friendship=-

haiz..think i better keep to myself..cos..friendship in a mess now..

-=working=-

gotta wait until 1 more week before i can quit..dono i should quit or not..cos if i quit..i don think i got job unless i ask sam to take mi back to bites..but don wan ka jiao people so better not..den somemore..long hours is alrite..but i cannot tahan sittin on e chair for almost 11 hrs lorz..dono..sometime i wanna quit my job is jus wish to accompany him longer..but now i see..there is no such need ba..

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don wish to sae anymore..my heart is breakin...too much things is happenin ard mi..cant take it anymore longer..

yOz.. mi backz.. lolx..

2004-11-28T11:55:00.000+08:00

hee.. backz...

-=FreNdShp=-

erm.. nth much... jus tat durin lunch break.. haiz.. with qian leh... she nag at mi bout anna... wit anna leh... she nag at mi bout qian... both beri funny de la.. so many yrs de friends liao.. always over small tings quarrel liao... den put mi middle suffer.. (_ _") dono wat they thinkin... haha.. den on 24 nov mi n qian went ah ben de house... qian help him clean his room... haha... den reach his house not long ching called mi... ( O.O ) cant believe it.. haha.. so surprise.. cos he wont call mi to chat de lorz last time.. den he called mi.. 25 nov he also called.. den chat la.. haha.. can buy toto or 4D liao... haha...

-=wOrKn=-

last four days workin at factory.. didnt went back to bites.. sian... workin hours quite long.. but can take it lah... sometime cos wanna chat wit jiunn on e phone late nite.. so not enough slp.. den when work wait until afternoon de tea break slp ard 10 mins lorz... den today off.. tml onward work 12hrs de shift liao... next tues n wed i off ma.. last nite sam sms mi as when i can help her.. she wan mi to help her on wed... hehe.. den wed go bites work... keke... ytd i run out of money liao.. den tis mornin i remember tat tml i will be gettin my pay.. tat 3 days workin olio catering de... lolx.. so happy... haha... today no work so i go help mother... didnt go out lorz.. now at home listenin music.. n also do nth.... haha.. =P

-=ReLaToNsHp=-

erm... ytd i didnt work overtime.. cos meetin wei jiunn... he cancel his bball le... not goin play le.. but on e way meetin him.. we on e phone plan go where ma.. but we no money also no place go... so he accompany me go eat dinner lorz... he didnt eat.. cos his mother got cook... den after eating dinner he send mi home le.. (-_-") den i stay home do nth so go slp lorz... after he send home he go play his bball le...

-=Lfe=-

well... recently horz.. beri sian sia... always work, eat, shit and slp... wah kao.. so no life sia... den feel like goin to beach to walk walk lorz.. so sian.. no pple accompany mi... den recently also not in beri good mood... den mother n sisters noe i got smoke long ago liao... tot i quit.. dono y they now seem to noe mi back to smokin liao.. but smokin is last few weeks de thing la.. next few days also goin to buy one more pack liao.. don wan to keep smokin... now beri expensive worz.. so don wanna smoke so much... 'N' level result cumin out soon le worz.. kinda worry lorz.. dono can promote to sec 5 or not.. den holiday assignment havent even go touch it.. lolx... den stupid wei jiunn ask mi go get ITE registration form... argh... see me no up [mean look down on mi lah..] so bad sia... but it's true anyway.. haha... cos i noe i didnt do well lorz... haiz haiz haiz.. den i intent to join Chingay n YCF lorz.. hope got my friends to accompany mi also.. but i noe if i join doris sure can accompany whenever she is free.. keke... den find my last time de chingay friends also... keke... haiz... holiday cum to e end soon worz.. haiz... why like tat... so sian sia... didnt hab enough of enjoyment leh.. (>_<)
=P

sian

2004-11-22T15:01:00.000+08:00

-=friendship =-

yeah!!! mi n qian is back to normal again le... so happy.. guess wat.. last nite i went to buy vodka.. i treat her drink.. wah.. first time sia.. i pass leh... haha... no need to check IC... lolx... buy liao we went chattin... keke... before meetin qian, grace elaine, ana and mi went for dinner after work ma.. chat until half way ard 11pm den i go off first... den reach home at 12.30am...

-= relationship =-

no idea...

-=workin=-

today got work de.. cos sae hao today whole day pei wei jiunn de... so on friday sam ask can work ma... i sae can. send sms liao den xiang dao tat i promise wei jiunn will be goin out lorz.. so cancel... but ended up at home do nth n let 20 bucks like tat fly away...

-=happenin today=-

nth happened.. too tired.. so i slept until 1pm... got meetin for those who wanna join chingay... don think i'm joinin... got reasons.. can also sae mi lazy la... tml i'm goin to qian de workin place for job interview... hope i can get the job... mus get worz...

upset upset upset

2004-11-20T17:13:00.000+08:00

-= workin =-

start workin le... haiz.. went back to bites to work.. don mind.. but wish to go other outlet worz.. wish to do catering de.. but.. haiz.. den.. aiya.. dono la..
today workin can sae happy, fun and angry lorz.. don wish to say la.. long sry.. but finally got back my friends de hp no liao..

-= FreNdship =-

well.. things didnt improve in my friendship between qian n mi.. sad lorz.. tis few weeks when i really need someone to speak to.. i dono hu to find lorz.. qian has been e onli one listenin to mi bout my problems.. now becos of WJ.. we 2 seldom tok le.. if i let her noe WJ n mi de BGR got problems le.. she sure ask mi don tok bout it or worst.. she hate him more...

-= relationship =-

haiz.. out of sudden, mi find tat.. mi n WJ start to hab problems le worz.. recently i feel like avoidin him... dono y.. been together almost one month onli worz... sometime i really feel like askin him to find his ex backz.. maybe mi jealous ba.. dono.. everytime when i don feel like sms him for few days.. but i didnt.. i will still sms him one or 2 lorz.. tml i will be workin for almost the whole day lorz.. no time for him.. jus now also work.. he sae wanan cum find mi but ended up he didnt.. he went to relative de house.. sunday say wanna go out together le.. but somehow.. i been feelin tat.. he [ 2336 8732846 63 27 2 73752236368 ] (T9) haiz.. dono lah.. i tot i was jus thinkin too much.. but after since he told mi 'tat news'... i kept havin tat feelin.. n e feelin is gettin stronger lorz..

work until so tired..

2004-11-18T16:58:00.000+08:00

keke.. today workin nor.. tot is 5 buck per hr.. den friend sae 6 bucks per hr den i remember tat is function.. song.. but onli for 3 hrs nia.. but kinda tired cos so long didnt use tray liao... so hand pain while carry tray.. keke.. fri n sat also got function at nus there... hee... jus now work until 9 plus liao go find sam.. help her do closin.. den we went for a smoke.. lolx.. so long didnt saw her liao.. so gd.. she went korean.. haiz.. i wanna go but no chance.. den we share the xiang yan she buy at korean.. lolx... she offer mi to go back olio bites.. dono should i go back or not... den reach home at 12.10am like tat...
jus now went dear de house.. haiz.. don tok bout it.. i almost cry... how i wish i could tell him i wanna go home after he told mi some thingys.. haiz.. he beri upset lorz.. he heartbroken le.. i also... tat y i wanna cry.. but.. i didnt.. cos i don wish to keep cryin infront of him... n i also don wish to let him be more upset lorz.. he tis few days sick le worz.. today got so worst... later he still got exam sia.. haiz.. so worry for him..
buy another new pack of xiang yan... kent.. not at strong den L&M but i still prefer L&M maybe used to it le...
i heartbroken le...
dear noe i smoke again le.. he kinda angry but.. i don gib a damn.. cos i'm a smoker lorz.. den jus now drink half glass of white wine.. cannot tahan.. haha..

sian

2004-11-17T17:28:00.000+08:00

tis few days i didnt meet wei jiunn lorz.. dono y this few days feel like avoidin him.. but i don also dono y.. miss him lots den sms him.. but den maybe he is studyin for his exam plus also playin basketball so didnt reply or reply mi beri late lorz.. i not happy cos i send sms to him not wall lorz.. at least reply sayin tat he's busy or wat ma.. but i didnt tell him lorz.. don wish to say.. den y i wanna avoid him i also dono.. onli felt tat i'm kinda irrating to him... dono y got tis feelin.. maybe tis is true.. or jus think too much.. no idea..
today sms qian.. she got reply mi.. we two sms chat for awhile.. she told mi she n ivy goin to watch a show which mi n jiunn intend to go watch also de.. i wish to go but i dono i should go or not lorz.. cos dono y out of sudden... i felt tat qian n i haven somehow got far apart tat she soon gonna be a hi-bye friend of mine le.. i don hope tis will happen lorz.. n i also scare tis will become real.. wat if we two really become hi-bye friends? i dono wat my world will be then lorz.. i cant always depend on jiunn also de... feel very sad lorz..
mi now lookin for job again liao.. cos still got one month plus to go lorz..
later got function.. alan ask mi go work.. 5pm gotta reach suntec le... den before work no plan lorz.. thinkin of lookin for jiunn de.. but he wanna study.. i told him will go his house to look for him.. but think of it.. i think i go out but xiang yan den go outside eat den do my things instead of goin his house lorz.. cos if i go his house he sure cannot study much de mah.. cos he also got to pei wo if not he noe he studyin i at there do nth sure beri sian de worz.. so don think mi goin his house le nor.. later de function i also kinda scare cos dono any people there mah.. prabu not doin tis function.. no people pei wo nor.. bo bian.. alone lorz..
cant slp now.. dono y.. online do nth somemore.. haiz...

the day i almost lost everything..

2004-11-15T16:35:00.000+08:00

i lost my best friends le.... cryin rite now.. but wat the use? cant do anything to save my friendship.. y mi so useless... because of relationship i lost my friendship.. why?

~`~`~`~`~ tis is wat u sae ~`~`~`~`~

juS wannA leT u No... sincE u waN 2 bE togetheR wiT hiM... whY stilL carE hW wE thiNk oF hIm... sincE wE doN likE hiM taT ouR businesS Le... theN gO bE togetheR wiT hiM whEn u thinK hE iS thE ritE guY 4 U.... therE iS ntH wE caN dO... wE doN meaN 2 breaK uR relationshiP wiT hiM buT wE juS worY 4 u... i doN waN 2 seE thE samE mistakE happeN iN thE pasT agaiN... i asK u whicH gaL doN waN theiR relationshiP 2 b stablE... nO1 loR... i alsO nO u hopE taT thiS relationshiP caN stablE... i alsO wisH taT u 2 caN stablE... n u caN finD uR happinesS... haiZ... donO u La... sincE u hV makE uP uR decision... theN leT iT b... doN changE uR decisioN agaiN.... n i'm nT askIn u 2 choosE iF u waN friendshiP oR hiM... wateveR iT iS.... i'M nT goiNg 2 carE anymorE Le...anywaY u'R nT thE 1 i useD 2 nO frM thE starT coS u r blinD nW... blinD bY luV n thE onLi persoN u caN seE iS hiM n no1 elsE... juS hopE taT uR relationshiP wilL lasT 4ever.... althougH u nO taT ouR friendshiP iS falLin... juS leT iT falL n treasurE hIm.... i thinK u neeD hiM morE... i doN waN u 2 crY oR nT geT enougH sLp n doN waN 2 seE u geT huRt bY hiM... promisE u wilL takE carE oF urselF...wheN i seE u agaiN i waN 2 seE taT u realLy finD uR happinesS Le... besT wisheS 4 u

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u think u will make mi feel better by not cryin or get enough slp... pls lorz.. u mus be kiddin... u think i treat u as wat.. i agree... i change after knowin him... but... how can u treat mi like tat... how can u... nvm.. take it as.. i not fit to be u gals de da jie... since.. u wanna let it crushed.. i got nth to sae.. i willin to be out of tat friendship between de 4 of us.. take it as i'm dead ba..

can feel onli coldness..

2004-11-14T15:54:00.000+08:00

went out on sat nite wit dear.. beri happy wit him.. we went to watch movie den went for supper before goin home.. mi kinda bad sia.. after e show i spoil his mood liao.. cos i sae e wrong thing.. he beri angry lorz.. so i didnt go shop for tata n regina de birthday present.. but den after talkin bout it n let dear cool down, den he in gd mood again.. den we havin fun lorz.. keke.. den when we go takin train home at woodland mrt we saw haroy.. diaoz.. so sway... haha... den we go S11.. cos i need to makan... den we go home lorz.. cos 11 plus liao... den today mornin when i go help mother i walk pass block 111 nearby de basketball court... (-_-") yss de basketball team... den reach hawker saw eric lim... argh.. nth much lorz.. den mother n aunty today beri funny... ask mi e same question... y dear today didnt cum hawker find mi... den grandfather tot i last nite went drinkin... cos today i keep drinkin water.. i don drink much water ma.. den today dono y keep drinkin water so he said he suspect mi last nite went drinkin lorz... =P dear meet mi tml nite go eat dinner together.. keke.. miss him le worz.. today didnt meet dear cos nite he goin out wit parents.. den mi go home at 6 plus... reach home ard 6.50pm like tat.. 7 plus bath liao on my bed ready to slp le.. but dear sms mi.. so play a few sms wit him lorz.. stupid dear.. sae will call mi after finish bathin... so long liao... mi wanna go slp liao still haven call.. (-_-") haiz.. mi so hungry now....

~`~`~`~ FreNds ~`~`~`~

tata invite mi to his bbq today but i didnt go.. cos don hu got go ma.. later there all dono de.. sian lorz.. i sae i will go but ended up didnt go... wan call him de.. but dono which handphone number he is usin so didnt call lorz... my friendship really pop out problems le... dono how to hang on onto it... but no matter wat i also wont gib up my relationship de.. cos.. i really love him lots.. but if my friendship is crushed... i will fall n i will sure find it damn super hard to stand up again le... dono wat to do lorz.. no one to turn to rite now.. gonna breakdown le.. cos i'm fallin...

oh no.. friendship n relationship..

2004-11-12T14:30:00.000+08:00

today is the 5th day mi n qian didnt tok to each other le.. haiz.. really got problems pop out in our friendship liao... haiz.. must be mine fault ba... dono wat to do lorz.. don expect mi to chose one out of friendship n relationship ba [ if the problems is about mi n my boyfriend... cos i now put boyfriend infront of friends but cannot blame lorz.. got my reason... i jus wanna stable my relationship first cos of some rejection from some of my family members... ] .... haiz...
ytd dear sae wanna brin mi go out de.. but ended up didnt go where lorz.. meet him 12.30pm but i reach early... on the way to meet him, i saw wan xin [joanna] de mother lorz.. been yrs didnt c her le.. onli last few months saw her at northpoint there waitin for pple... but didnt went over cos yong kang is there so didnt find her.. den heard from her mother she is fine lorz.. maybe when i'm free will go find her ba... dono.. den found out tat her brother had enter secondary sch le worz.. haha... den ytd whole day wit dear.. den at nite he long pang mi home wit his bicycle.. den i wear mini skirt ma.. so i sit until my butt pain.. (>.<) den dear bui tahan mi.. cos i keep shoutin tat i'm fallin now.. keke.. haiz.. dono wat to say le... heart breakin now... haiz...

cry cry cry n cry....

2004-11-10T02:48:00.000+08:00

been cryin for days le.. haiz... cos of friendship.. damn sux.. always got so many problems between mi n friends whenever i got a boyfriend... why leh? i also dono.. maybe they jus worried tat the guys will onli hurts mi n also cheat mi ba.. now already nov le.. i still cant find a job... cant believe it.. now mother de helper resign liao.. so go help mother lorz.. at there help no choice.. no matter how i hate the place.. i still gotta help lorz.. pay may be low but cant help lorz.. sian lorz.. monday [ytd lorz] onward i will be spendin less time wit wei jiunn dear dear liao.. can onli meet him after 7pm if wanna meet him... if wed shop didnt open den can go out lorz.. but also gotta c mother got go any way ma.. if not if i didnt accompany mother hor.. find her beri sian lorz.. alone at home dono do wat.. don hab much friends also... some more if i left her alone.. xiaoli found out she sure scold mi de.. haiz.. dono y.. the way SHE treat mi hab change lorz.. now can even defence a stranger lorz.. still say mi.. sae i first time so defence wei jiunn... think she now callin mi a bitch or slut behind my backz liao... dono la.. ytd nite i go cc find wei jiunn dear dear den saw elyn... smile smile lorz.. i don gib a damn bout past when mi at basketball court lorz.. i may find it weird tat she tis few times she saw mi will smile at mi lorz.. but aiya.. smile onli.. wont die or also doesnt mean anything lorz.. den go wait for dear dear to finish playin basketball... i didnt play cos i bath liao somemore i kinda tired lorz... n also i so lousy.. don dare to play at there de... den while waitin zhi xiong walk pass the second times.. ask mi why i was there.. i told mi i was waitin for pple.. he ask who.. i sae.. why u wanna care.. =P keke.. den he sae wei jiunn ar.. i sae ya.. den he was at there ohhh~~!! aiya.. cannot ar.. (-_-") den jasmine ting n her 2 friends came lorz.. den they play match.. they play until 10pm ma.. den they go off.. they enter the mac liao yiwen came wit vanessa... yiwen suddenly jump out of mac de door n shouted my name n say halo.. haha.. jump up man.. scare mi.. haha.. den wei jiunn send mi home lorz.. on the way back we went coffeeshop to hab some drinks.. den he went to change his clothes.. cos wet le.. n also beri dirty.. den we went to block 115 to chat for awhile lorz... wish to be wit him longer but he keep askin wanna send mi home.. den saw mother.. told her 5 more mins will go home.. den ended up when wei jiunn send mi home when we reach the lift there horz.. i was findin my things from his bag ma.. my mother came out of the lift.. (-_-") i ask her y she walk infront of us ended up we reach first... haha.. den she laugh laugh laugh... den wei jiunn send mi until door step.. mother ask him where he stay n wanna come in the house ma... he reply where he live onli.. stupid wei jiunn... almost ask my mother if he can stay over nite... haha... den he go home lorz.. keke... den kaili ask mi where he live.. den sae she n her hubby saw us at cc he sendin mi home lorz.. den she sae at first wanna ka jiao we two de.. but aiya.. don wan to disturb us datin lorz.. keke.. i believe she n fan fan, her hubby will slowy accept wei jiunn dear dear de... as for my friends.. i really hope they will accept him lorz.. think i better stop here le.. grandmother story again ma... haiz..

[::] kin [::]

No idea at all

Forever so dumb

Dumbass Kin

Do You?

everyting is jus so sux

*whoops*

Life

who is he?

*ANGRY

history repeating?

Tea-Time

Chinese New Year!!

Gift for myself

My mouth is gettin bad!!

i'm sux

so sux!!

Boring life

the story ( which i should ended long ago ) ended...

Down

wat a crazy life..

ARGH!!!

closing one chapter..

lalala

blog time !!

our 8th month anniversary

Smack that

crapz

busy busy busy.. wat a life..

sick..

is the last day of e year 2006!!!

wat a day..

crapz

xmas cumin!!

exam n new sch term

~ our 5th month anniversary dating ~

rotting..

my 18th birthday

xxx

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tings which i shouldnt sae..

HappeninG

- no title i guess -

boring..

=(

bOo..

2006.. a brand NEW YEAR !!

so-called first day of work

(>.<)

``lalala``

movie movie movie..

Result..

Jus Gotta be Urself!!

no title.. lolx

is god tryin to make fun of mi?

!!12 Oct 2005!!

seh liao!!

a bz day for mi.. >.<

September

August

..July..

last month...

new month to go..

i'm back!!

!!long post again!!

..haiz..

..sian nor..

... no idea ...

? wat.iis.the.meaniin.of.communiicatiion ?

?tio burn?

giib.mii.a.break..

study,eat,work n slp..

..stupid day..

!! April Fool !!

BaCkz..

..life..

..post post post..

...

update again..

a new life..

whoops