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Monday, April 30, 2007 @ 11:58 PM
i tink.. i got pple into deep shit.. i caused quite alot of misunderstanding between ching n waikong.. both of them is angry with each other.. ching dun even wanna tok to mi now.. i resign my ocbc job jus now in e afternoon.. cos.. e retest i didnt manage to do e balancing.. cos got 4 questions i duno how to do.. n i short of few voucher n i oso got few questions i use e wrong voucher but i got put e actual one behind to let e trainer know tat i use e wrong one.. altot i hab already pass another 4 paper.. but jus tat e last one.. i dun tink i can make it lah.. dun wish pple to fired mi so.. i resign.. kinda wasted cos.. i finally went through e trainin n now waitin for the branch to open my own counter.. i jus msg ching tat.. tmr will b my last day at olio oso.. dun tink i should stay there ani more longer.. ytd quite lots of pple is mad at mi.. yupx.. quittin olio.. cant believe it.. cos.. wheneva i'm jobless.. ching will always let mi chiong long hours to earn my pocket money.. he always help mi when i'm workin.. n wheneva he knows tat i need money..he jus told mi.." gib mi hours " n i'll be beri happy le.. cos.. when pay day.. i get more den wat i expect.. tis few yrs he hab been helpin mi lots.. but now bcos of some misunderstandin.. he didnt even wanna tok to mi..
all i need now is time.. i realli need to go n do some tinkin.. i cant always continue like tat.. keep workin in olio oso not e best way.. n always qurral wit waikong oso not e best solution.. now i realli need to find a job as soon as possible le.. i dun like to rot at home or slackin ard doin nth.. i jus wanna do some work, save some money for myself. sometime i realli wish to go back study.. but.. wheneva i tink of my cert.. i feel like throwin it the cert away.. it jus let mi hab a feelin tat..tat diploma cert is a bluff tingy.. e type where money can buy so ez but is jus.. expensive... sometime it make mi feel like.. no point to continue up to degree.. waste of money.. not much company willing to take in those grad wit private cert.. so.. wat's the point of continuing studying when u know it pointless n when the course fee is so so so expensive?
life at times is realli complicated.. or should i sae.. i'm making my life complicated?
