..life..
Sunday, February 20, 2005 @ 10:42 AM
-=20 Feb 2005=-
later mi goin off to bishan dome to work le..duno sam they all noe le will angry or not..cos i leave bites den go dome bishan..haiz..hope they understand ba..well..ytd xinyi [ my cousin ] birthday..also got chingay..haiz..regretted..if onli i tat time be strong continue go for practice den last nite mi at there sure beri fun liao..since it hab past let it past le ba..last nite jinwei put qian de plane den she no mood to go watch midnite movie le..so cancel didnt go liao..so i went to hab supper wit my cousin n her family lorz..didnt enjoy it..cos she slap her daughter..den she keep cryin..haiz..everyone is lookin..
kinda regret askin alan to let mi go outlet work..cos dono y now i really hate to work alot lorz..haiz..but i now really no money already..i also don wish to take from my mother..she also no money le..haiz..earn e money pay house installment n stall no money to pay le..can onli afford to pay one side..life is kinda hard for us now..mi now in sch also not beri happy..i may have friends there..but i really dun feel like goin animore..maybe i jus feelin too stress lorz..den as for cca...mum dun wan mi to go tkw but she let mi go la..but i also kinda dun feel like goin cos i felt kinda useless..i duno i should join basketball team or not..reason?cos i'm too afraid to go..i'm so lousy in it..i'm jus afraid of it..
somehow..if i can..i wish i can forget everything..cos..its hurts mi lots..people should look forward n keep on walkin..but..i tried lookin forward n not e past n tryin walkin to-wards..but..the path is jus too hard for mi..wwhenever i try to look n walk toward..the past keep pop out in my mind..i'm scare..i'm scare all tis will repeat..cos it once repeated to mi..
*dun leave mi behind..i'm scare..
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Tuesday, February 08, 2005 @ 5:50 PM
well..backz to postin le..
-=27/01/2005=-
went out wit dome UOB de friends to have dinner..cause kahmei goin back to malaysia le..last day workin..
-=29/01/2005=-
went out wit workin de friends..went to hab supper after work wit them..farewell party..but tower 5 de pple didnt go cos lots of pple go le..den they bluff bluff didnt go lorz..keke..so bad sia...lolx..
-=30/01/2005=-
last day workin at bites..haiz..no money liao..
-=31/01/2005=-
well..mi run out of sch wit wen fang after lunch break..cos she was transfer to my class le..den ziteng gotta go to another ite..tat day she was so sad cos she tot she was e one hu cos him to be out of sch le..haiz..so sad..wen fang cry..den didnt wan stay sch so i accompany her lorz..
-=03/02/2005=-
went to somerset e party world [ktv] to celebrate birthday for kok hwa..was having great time there..
-=06/02/2005=-
after helpin mother..i go out wit qian lorz..went to junction 8..we buy one new jacket..called slackers..haha..cute..den buy le, we go take neoprints again but tat time is we wore e jacket to take photo..lolx..kinda cute..love tat neoprint lots..keke..
-=07/02/2005=-
well..today we all pon sch..onli left siying..no pple told her we didnt go sch..y neh?cos ivy didnt go..den i don wan go sch also liao de..wanna go wit aunty n uncle to work de..den late abit den go sch..but ended up wenfang told mi meixian sick didnt go sch so she didnt go..so i also didnt go lorz..haha..den in e afternoon while helpin my mother..weijiunn cum..keke..he look much better wit tis hairstyle ba..lolx..he cum hawker makan wit mickey n one of their friend..
-=08/02/2005=-
sch finish at 11.45am..but mi kok hwa n ivy go coffeeshop makan..chit chat until 2 plus den go home..keke..we at e coffeeshop makan..kaoz..we eat halfway got one aunty cum told us to eat faster cos she need to faster collect e plate n rush home..-.- diaoz..first time met tis type of thingy sia..bth..
* i really hate you guys for treatin mi tis way..
y do you all hab to hurt mi so much n so deep? i really hate it..
