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Sunday, December 26, 2004 @ 7:53 PM
-=workin=-
recently been busy workin lorz..clifford n edmond got ask mi to go suntec fountain resturant to work but i don think i wan..cos i don think i can make it de..cos i blur blur de..
-=result=-
well..my 'N' Level result is out on 17 Dec 2004...i didnt make it to sec 5..den was beri sad lorz...gotta repeat sec 4 next yr again..didnt go ite..long story..cos of xiaoli also..argh...dono lah..den next yr de class i kana posted to is 4N4..no F&N class..gotta self study for it..i dono even noe wat to do lorz...
-=today de outing=-
today is xmas ma..so bites, tower 5 and SF de pple [[ henny, sam, Jiapei,ching.ela,carol and edmond ]] went to hab steadboat..henny bring along her hubby n sam bring along her gerfriend..den we havin a great time there lorz..keke..when about to go home, i play pool wit edmond..wah kao..he won..n i onli shoot in 1 nia..so pai seh mi...den mi edmond n carol share cab back home..cos they live in yishun also...quite near to mi also...keke..den got home at 2.40am..
-=life=-
jus now xiaoli tok to mi..kinda bui song...she force mi to quit my job by end of Jan..i don gib a damn..i don care..i don wanna quit..den i really don wish to go back to sch lorz..so sian..repeat sia..everyone lookin down at mi..nabei..haiz...argh~!don wish anyone to control mi..NO MORE!!mi is mi...my life!!!those who wanna control mi...JuS FuCk OFF!!!argh~!!!
BasKeTBaLL rOxz..
Saturday, December 11, 2004 @ 3:50 PM
-=workin=-
today still e same...didnt go factory to work..not goin anymore..tml also not goin..but today went to help mother cos she not feelin well..denmi today first time at mother de stall make coffee n tea..not glass de la..den haha..so scary.. =P
-=Basketball=-
today play basketball at 139 lorz..meet teck jun 12pm de..but cos gotta help mother so reach ard 12.30pm like tat..den play until ard 1pm we went to cpcc le..den teck jun n john was eatin ma..so boon n tat guy hu look like alvin de n mi go play first but when i was walkin out of mac cos my cousin n her two kids so i sat down wit them tok tok lorz..den when out play match liao..wit teck jun they all..wah..didnt score at all sia..teck jun cannot tahan mi...cos he teach mi de all forget liao..den ard 2.15pm fiona they all cum liao...den got play mathc wit them..if i not wrong we won lah..den the court got lotta pple liao..so i ask teck jun they all wanna go back to 139 ma..den we go back lorz..den play for awhile rain le..den when e rain isnt tat heavy we went to play match..we 4 play against 5 gals from ytss de...den i always kn beaten up..not pain but not happy lorz..ah boon pass mi e bball across from another side..wet ma tat ball..when i tryin to hold..slip n hit my mouth nose..kinda pain..but i'm alrite..heard from zhixiong tat wJ cum after i left..felt kinda sad sad..cos i kinda miss him liao...but nvm...i jus need time to forget him...cos he not worth it..den the match play against the 5 ytss de gals..we win lorz..n i got score lorz..some is three points de..so happy..sad is becos got a gal..kao..noe the ball beri slipperly yet when i was holdin she jus snatch like tat..wth lorz..den play until 5pm they wanna go off le..so bo bian..go mother de stall help lorz...
-=after basketball=-
help mother until 7.30pm den go meet qian last min..she wanna pass mi thing...den go nite market wit her mother they all..
-=Life=-
well..gotta forget him as soon as i can lorz...
shoppin? or workin ?
Friday, December 10, 2004 @ 2:20 PM
9 Dec 2004
-=workin=-
woke up at 6am...gettin ready for work le..6.10am standin in e kitchen drinkin milk feelin kinda tired n sian [sad sad de feelin]..den i drink until 6.20am...really don feel like goin to work..so..change again n went back to slp...
-=Shoppin=-
went out wit qian n milkyboi..went to bugis..watch e show...incredibles...kinda lame..but funny also la..milkyboi beri quiet..feel beri bad cos was like pang seh him like tat..he like feel very bored wit us lorz..haiz..den he gotta go off first so he went off le..mi n qian went to take neoprint..keke...i like e pic lots lots lorz..kinda cute..lolx..
-=Friendship=-
on wed nite..went to chingay practice..saw sheena,sodohoya n many friends i didnt c for yrs lorz..quite happy..but...qian n anna still havin their cold war..haiz..i don care le worz..
-=Life=-
somehow..findin my life sux..haven grow up yet..still a kid...not yet mature..
miss him worz..haiz...y neh?jus cant get him out of my mind tis few days..
smile always.. (-'_^-)
Tuesday, December 07, 2004 @ 4:41 AM
-=wOrkin=-
4 Dec de catering was kinda fun sia...ching, amber and bala was there too..haiz..poor prabu...when we were eatin our dinner..as he was about to start eatin..dono which basket ask him to start work le..den he empty stomach work all the way till everything is done...mi go off liao he still workin..so poor thing..first time see ching wear tie..not bad la..keke..miss him quite alot also..cos quite long didnt saw him liao..onli recently..saw him while workin...he ar...bui tahan him..he beri funny n also..kaoz...bully..y neh..cos he bully mi..den..he ask mi how mi n my bf ma..den i told him i kana dumped..he don believe..den when he believe mi liao he laughed at mi...cos i kana dumped...argh~ long story la..but in my mind..tat day de catering is e most happy n kinda upset de day for mi..lolx.. (-^_^-)
5 Dec workin at factory lorz..today brin the sunglass xiaoli buy for mi de,to work lorzz...den my friends keep wearin act cool...beri funny..haha..
-=ReLaToNship=-
none..cos..mi single liao...
-=Friendship=-
4 Dec after workin catering...meet jiunn at yishun..he meet mi for supper lorz..cos he finish work early den mi so wait for mi lorz..somemore..we also haven eat yet..den go makan at S11 lorz..after supper rush home le..cos today got work...keke...jus now qian, lawrence n mi go causeway point de mac eat dinner..after eatin mi n lawrence go play pool..qian went home..cos she dono how to play n somemore tml she gotta work..so she went off first..
-=FamiLy=-
xiaoli last nite reach sg le..she went holiday ma..den my family members go fetch her at airport..mi didnt go..cos jus finish work..den they wanna cum fetch mi first de..but i didnt go join them for supper after fetchin xiaoli..cos i meet jiunn le ma..so bo biam..i jus wanna return some things to him nia..xiaoli got buy some gifts for my family members n mi..i like it lots..keke...
-=Life=-
Feelin much better today..cos ytd prabu,amber, lawrence and esp. ching cheer mi up alot lorz.. thanks to them...qian did console me..but thanks to her too..well..i didnt cry much bout e break up..aiya..wont die jus because of a guy la...i now wanna grow up le..don wanna be like in e past..so childish le...
PrOm|se?
Sunday, December 05, 2004 @ 6:10 AM
-=wOrkn=-
today i take leave..cos olio catering..workin in the afternoon..prabu today goin also..yeah..got pple accompany mi..den now i run 3 sides lorz..workin at factory, olio catering and also olio bites..sian..now life for mi is jus work..beside work..still work..mi now still haven got tat 3 days function de pay sia...nb..no money liao sia..still don wanna gib tat pay..tat day went to bites to work..beri happy..den sam they all now waitin for mi to quit my factory job n return to work wit them..tis time go back..if got chance i gonna hit tat ching..stupid..onli noe how to 'bully' mi nia..
-=RelatonsHp=-
well..wei jiunn ar..he wanna be alone..so..i kana dumped by him le..sometime..really dono wat he is thinkin..the reason he gave..may find it lame or watsoever..real or not...i dono...should i believe? i dono..since he wanna be alone..let him be lorz..somemore..i don think he treat mi as his stead before lorz...why neh? cos...sometime e attitude he gave mi is like..he happy happy find mi..bui song off he go liao..wat the hack lorz..as if i'm cold-blooded..all e promises he said is fake..mi feel so stupid..really feel like avoidin him..but dono why..i jus cant do it..cos..he took my heart away n dumped it le...he broke my heart le..
-=FrEndshp=-
qian n anna dono wat wrong..havin cold war now..out of sudden i become their middle person.. qian also change alot le..everyone is changin..includin me..gettin more childish..
-=Lfe=-
promise xiaoli tat pack will be e last pack le..but den...on tat day..b4 meetin jiunn..i finish e pack le..so happy..but ended up..i wish..tat isnt my last pack...
wan xuan [mei mei] de birthday today..didnt buy anything for her..cos no money liao..
today de chingay practice didnt go..cos workin..olio catering..start work in e evenin..so cannot make it..
heart broken..no one know..may look fine..but i'm not..my heart is cryin..over a guy..who hurts mi times..
no pple seem to understand mi..
even friends by my side were angry cos he dumped mi..but i'm upset is becos..he cheated mi..
haiz..
Friday, December 03, 2004 @ 3:02 PM
-=Relationship=-
finish le..
-=workin=-
17 dec is my last day workin at e factory... den go back to bites..
-= Frendship=-
beri fan..
-=Lfe=-
sux...
sian
Wednesday, December 01, 2004 @ 12:06 PM
-=Life=-
sian..another boring day..today is rest day so no work..but if today overtime got double pay..argh..i dono..so didnt go lorz..den tot aunty will buy mi tat bag i been aimin for..cos tat time i got tat money le..but den kaili's birthday so i buy e present plus buy foods den somemore qian no money to pay a bit so i paid everything so..didnt left a single cent lorz..den aunty ask my grandfather buy for mi..grandfater gib mi money lorz..gib mi 50 bucks.. tat bag 55 bucks.. dono i should buy ma..cos made in china de..my aunty sae isnt tat gd lorz..so instead my aunty buy for mi is grandfather lorz..but i haven buy..dono i should buy or not..mi now at home online lorz.. on 4th dec got chingay de practice liao worz..will be late cos workin..sian..no friends accompany mi sia..mi scare..buy new packet of xiang yan liao..kinda expensive..buy le no much money left lorz...but wat to do..i very 'fan'...
-=Relationship=-
jus now meet jiunn to play basketball for awhile lorz..kinda long didnt play basketball le ma..want go out walk walk de..but no money...don really like to go shoppin wit less den 10 bucks lorz..so i chose to go play basketball..i play for awhile nia den go help my mother liao..somemore jiunn meetin his friends also..
somehow..there's seem like there is a big gap between mi n jiunn..i really dono wat he is thinkin..sometime he jus gave mi a feelin tat..i like got no place in his heart lorz..only noe...in his world..there is onli basketball and ..... don think there got enough space for mi also..after since i start workin..things started to go wrong between us le...
-=Friendship=-
haiz..think i better keep to myself..cos..friendship in a mess now..
-=working=-
gotta wait until 1 more week before i can quit..dono i should quit or not..cos if i quit..i don think i got job unless i ask sam to take mi back to bites..but don wan ka jiao people so better not..den somemore..long hours is alrite..but i cannot tahan sittin on e chair for almost 11 hrs lorz..dono..sometime i wanna quit my job is jus wish to accompany him longer..but now i see..there is no such need ba..
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don wish to sae anymore..my heart is breakin...too much things is happenin ard mi..cant take it anymore longer..
