wEoN ?
Tuesday, November 02, 2004 @ 3:40 PM
sO sux sia.. dono y tis few days.. den tok to dear so bui song like tat.. but he didnt sae anything la.. den tis few days tok to him he reply also sound unhappy lorz.. tis few days feel like somkin again.. den also dono y beri xiang cry lorz.. den xiang go lao di fang but workin le.. mus wait until thursday.. cos thursday to sunday not workin ma.. off.. sometime felt so left out like tat lorz.. dono y.. tis few days havin gastric also.. didnt eat much lorz.. i also dono wat everyone is thinkin lorz.. sometime felt so alone.. sometime was thinkin... is die a better way for mi? but die also wont solve any problems lorz.. i also dono how to protect myself.. still got 3 gan mei mei.. my 3 best friends.. i may look strong in front of everyone but.. i'm so weak.. find myself useless lorz... miss my dad.. but xiang dao wat my grandfather said to mi.. i really dono who i should blame lorz.. i also don wish to blame anyone lorz.. but i find it hurt to accept the true lorz.. i find myself so silly... damn silly lorz... den today workin hai hao la.. but beri scare lorz.. too scare le.. kinda look down on myself... cant find job.. gotta depent someone i noe de to get e job.. i really beri fan lorz... gonna break down soon le... some time i also find tat dear will kinda bo chup mi like tat lorz.. but i didnt told him la.. cos he been bz studyin for his exam lorz.. den no time pei wo.. but i don mind but sometime he like kinda hack care hack care mi lorz.. haiz.. i tired le.. n i oso don wish to continue le.. sian..
