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Wednesday, November 17, 2004 @ 5:28 PM
tis few days i didnt meet wei jiunn lorz.. dono y this few days feel like avoidin him.. but i don also dono y.. miss him lots den sms him.. but den maybe he is studyin for his exam plus also playin basketball so didnt reply or reply mi beri late lorz.. i not happy cos i send sms to him not wall lorz.. at least reply sayin tat he's busy or wat ma.. but i didnt tell him lorz.. don wish to say.. den y i wanna avoid him i also dono.. onli felt tat i'm kinda irrating to him... dono y got tis feelin.. maybe tis is true.. or jus think too much.. no idea..
today sms qian.. she got reply mi.. we two sms chat for awhile.. she told mi she n ivy goin to watch a show which mi n jiunn intend to go watch also de.. i wish to go but i dono i should go or not lorz.. cos dono y out of sudden... i felt tat qian n i haven somehow got far apart tat she soon gonna be a hi-bye friend of mine le.. i don hope tis will happen lorz.. n i also scare tis will become real.. wat if we two really become hi-bye friends? i dono wat my world will be then lorz.. i cant always depend on jiunn also de... feel very sad lorz..
mi now lookin for job again liao.. cos still got one month plus to go lorz..
later got function.. alan ask mi go work.. 5pm gotta reach suntec le... den before work no plan lorz.. thinkin of lookin for jiunn de.. but he wanna study.. i told him will go his house to look for him.. but think of it.. i think i go out but xiang yan den go outside eat den do my things instead of goin his house lorz.. cos if i go his house he sure cannot study much de mah.. cos he also got to pei wo if not he noe he studyin i at there do nth sure beri sian de worz.. so don think mi goin his house le nor.. later de function i also kinda scare cos dono any people there mah.. prabu not doin tis function.. no people pei wo nor.. bo bian.. alone lorz..
cant slp now.. dono y.. online do nth somemore.. haiz...
