the day i almost lost everything..
Monday, November 15, 2004 @ 4:35 PM
i lost my best friends le.... cryin rite now.. but wat the use? cant do anything to save my friendship.. y mi so useless... because of relationship i lost my friendship.. why?
~`~`~`~`~ tis is wat u sae ~`~`~`~`~
juS wannA leT u No... sincE u waN 2 bE togetheR wiT hiM... whY stilL carE hW wE thiNk oF hIm... sincE wE doN likE hiM taT ouR businesS Le... theN gO bE togetheR wiT hiM whEn u thinK hE iS thE ritE guY 4 U.... therE iS ntH wE caN dO... wE doN meaN 2 breaK uR relationshiP wiT hiM buT wE juS worY 4 u... i doN waN 2 seE thE samE mistakE happeN iN thE pasT agaiN... i asK u whicH gaL doN waN theiR relationshiP 2 b stablE... nO1 loR... i alsO nO u hopE taT thiS relationshiP caN stablE... i alsO wisH taT u 2 caN stablE... n u caN finD uR happinesS... haiZ... donO u La... sincE u hV makE uP uR decision... theN leT iT b... doN changE uR decisioN agaiN.... n i'm nT askIn u 2 choosE iF u waN friendshiP oR hiM... wateveR iT iS.... i'M nT goiNg 2 carE anymorE Le...anywaY u'R nT thE 1 i useD 2 nO frM thE starT coS u r blinD nW... blinD bY luV n thE onLi persoN u caN seE iS hiM n no1 elsE... juS hopE taT uR relationshiP wilL lasT 4ever.... althougH u nO taT ouR friendshiP iS falLin... juS leT iT falL n treasurE hIm.... i thinK u neeD hiM morE... i doN waN u 2 crY oR nT geT enougH sLp n doN waN 2 seE u geT huRt bY hiM... promisE u wilL takE carE oF urselF...wheN i seE u agaiN i waN 2 seE taT u realLy finD uR happinesS Le... besT wisheS 4 u
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u think u will make mi feel better by not cryin or get enough slp... pls lorz.. u mus be kiddin... u think i treat u as wat.. i agree... i change after knowin him... but... how can u treat mi like tat... how can u... nvm.. take it as.. i not fit to be u gals de da jie... since.. u wanna let it crushed.. i got nth to sae.. i willin to be out of tat friendship between de 4 of us.. take it as i'm dead ba..