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-=FreNdShp=-

erm.. nth much... jus tat durin lunch break.. haiz.. with qian leh... she nag at mi bout anna... wit anna leh... she nag at mi bout qian... both beri funny de la.. so many yrs de friends liao.. always over small tings quarrel liao... den put mi middle suffer.. (_ _") dono wat they thinkin... haha.. den on 24 nov mi n qian went ah ben de house... qian help him clean his room... haha... den reach his house not long ching called mi... ( O.O ) cant believe it.. haha.. so surprise.. cos he wont call mi to chat de lorz last time.. den he called mi.. 25 nov he also called.. den chat la.. haha.. can buy toto or 4D liao... haha...

-=wOrKn=-

last four days workin at factory.. didnt went back to bites.. sian... workin hours quite long.. but can take it lah... sometime cos wanna chat wit jiunn on e phone late nite.. so not enough slp.. den when work wait until afternoon de tea break slp ard 10 mins lorz... den today off.. tml onward work 12hrs de shift liao... next tues n wed i off ma.. last nite sam sms mi as when i can help her.. she wan mi to help her on wed... hehe.. den wed go bites work... keke... ytd i run out of money liao.. den tis mornin i remember tat tml i will be gettin my pay.. tat 3 days workin olio catering de... lolx.. so happy... haha... today no work so i go help mother... didnt go out lorz.. now at home listenin music.. n also do nth.... haha.. =P

-=ReLaToNsHp=-

erm... ytd i didnt work overtime.. cos meetin wei jiunn... he cancel his bball le... not goin play le.. but on e way meetin him.. we on e phone plan go where ma.. but we no money also no place go... so he accompany me go eat dinner lorz... he didnt eat.. cos his mother got cook... den after eating dinner he send mi home le.. (-_-") den i stay home do nth so go slp lorz... after he send home he go play his bball le...

-=Lfe=-

well... recently horz.. beri sian sia... always work, eat, shit and slp... wah kao.. so no life sia... den feel like goin to beach to walk walk lorz.. so sian.. no pple accompany mi... den recently also not in beri good mood... den mother n sisters noe i got smoke long ago liao... tot i quit.. dono y they now seem to noe mi back to smokin liao.. but smokin is last few weeks de thing la.. next few days also goin to buy one more pack liao.. don wan to keep smokin... now beri expensive worz.. so don wanna smoke so much... 'N' level result cumin out soon le worz.. kinda worry lorz.. dono can promote to sec 5 or not.. den holiday assignment havent even go touch it.. lolx... den stupid wei jiunn ask mi go get ITE registration form... argh... see me no up [mean look down on mi lah..] so bad sia... but it's true anyway.. haha... cos i noe i didnt do well lorz... haiz haiz haiz.. den i intent to join Chingay n YCF lorz.. hope got my friends to accompany mi also.. but i noe if i join doris sure can accompany whenever she is free.. keke... den find my last time de chingay friends also... keke... haiz... holiday cum to e end soon worz.. haiz... why like tat... so sian sia... didnt hab enough of enjoyment leh.. (>_<)
=P


-=friendship =-

yeah!!! mi n qian is back to normal again le... so happy.. guess wat.. last nite i went to buy vodka.. i treat her drink.. wah.. first time sia.. i pass leh... haha... no need to check IC... lolx... buy liao we went chattin... keke... before meetin qian, grace elaine, ana and mi went for dinner after work ma.. chat until half way ard 11pm den i go off first... den reach home at 12.30am...

-= relationship =-

no idea...

-=workin=-

today got work de.. cos sae hao today whole day pei wei jiunn de... so on friday sam ask can work ma... i sae can. send sms liao den xiang dao tat i promise wei jiunn will be goin out lorz.. so cancel... but ended up at home do nth n let 20 bucks like tat fly away...

-=happenin today=-

nth happened.. too tired.. so i slept until 1pm... got meetin for those who wanna join chingay... don think i'm joinin... got reasons.. can also sae mi lazy la... tml i'm goin to qian de workin place for job interview... hope i can get the job... mus get worz...


-= workin =-

start workin le... haiz.. went back to bites to work.. don mind.. but wish to go other outlet worz.. wish to do catering de.. but.. haiz.. den.. aiya.. dono la..
today workin can sae happy, fun and angry lorz.. don wish to say la.. long sry.. but finally got back my friends de hp no liao..

-= FreNdship =-

well.. things didnt improve in my friendship between qian n mi.. sad lorz.. tis few weeks when i really need someone to speak to.. i dono hu to find lorz.. qian has been e onli one listenin to mi bout my problems.. now becos of WJ.. we 2 seldom tok le.. if i let her noe WJ n mi de BGR got problems le.. she sure ask mi don tok bout it or worst.. she hate him more...

-= relationship =-

haiz.. out of sudden, mi find tat.. mi n WJ start to hab problems le worz.. recently i feel like avoidin him... dono y.. been together almost one month onli worz... sometime i really feel like askin him to find his ex backz.. maybe mi jealous ba.. dono.. everytime when i don feel like sms him for few days.. but i didnt.. i will still sms him one or 2 lorz.. tml i will be workin for almost the whole day lorz.. no time for him.. jus now also work.. he sae wanan cum find mi but ended up he didnt.. he went to relative de house.. sunday say wanna go out together le.. but somehow.. i been feelin tat.. he [ 2336 8732846 63 27 2 73752236368 ] (T9) haiz.. dono lah.. i tot i was jus thinkin too much.. but after since he told mi 'tat news'... i kept havin tat feelin.. n e feelin is gettin stronger lorz..


keke.. today workin nor.. tot is 5 buck per hr.. den friend sae 6 bucks per hr den i remember tat is function.. song.. but onli for 3 hrs nia.. but kinda tired cos so long didnt use tray liao... so hand pain while carry tray.. keke.. fri n sat also got function at nus there... hee... jus now work until 9 plus liao go find sam.. help her do closin.. den we went for a smoke.. lolx.. so long didnt saw her liao.. so gd.. she went korean.. haiz.. i wanna go but no chance.. den we share the xiang yan she buy at korean.. lolx... she offer mi to go back olio bites.. dono should i go back or not... den reach home at 12.10am like tat...
jus now went dear de house.. haiz.. don tok bout it.. i almost cry... how i wish i could tell him i wanna go home after he told mi some thingys.. haiz.. he beri upset lorz.. he heartbroken le.. i also... tat y i wanna cry.. but.. i didnt.. cos i don wish to keep cryin infront of him... n i also don wish to let him be more upset lorz.. he tis few days sick le worz.. today got so worst... later he still got exam sia.. haiz.. so worry for him..
buy another new pack of xiang yan... kent.. not at strong den L&M but i still prefer L&M maybe used to it le...
i heartbroken le...
dear noe i smoke again le.. he kinda angry but.. i don gib a damn.. cos i'm a smoker lorz.. den jus now drink half glass of white wine.. cannot tahan.. haha..


tis few days i didnt meet wei jiunn lorz.. dono y this few days feel like avoidin him.. but i don also dono y.. miss him lots den sms him.. but den maybe he is studyin for his exam plus also playin basketball so didnt reply or reply mi beri late lorz.. i not happy cos i send sms to him not wall lorz.. at least reply sayin tat he's busy or wat ma.. but i didnt tell him lorz.. don wish to say.. den y i wanna avoid him i also dono.. onli felt tat i'm kinda irrating to him... dono y got tis feelin.. maybe tis is true.. or jus think too much.. no idea..
today sms qian.. she got reply mi.. we two sms chat for awhile.. she told mi she n ivy goin to watch a show which mi n jiunn intend to go watch also de.. i wish to go but i dono i should go or not lorz.. cos dono y out of sudden... i felt tat qian n i haven somehow got far apart tat she soon gonna be a hi-bye friend of mine le.. i don hope tis will happen lorz.. n i also scare tis will become real.. wat if we two really become hi-bye friends? i dono wat my world will be then lorz.. i cant always depend on jiunn also de... feel very sad lorz..
mi now lookin for job again liao.. cos still got one month plus to go lorz..
later got function.. alan ask mi go work.. 5pm gotta reach suntec le... den before work no plan lorz.. thinkin of lookin for jiunn de.. but he wanna study.. i told him will go his house to look for him.. but think of it.. i think i go out but xiang yan den go outside eat den do my things instead of goin his house lorz.. cos if i go his house he sure cannot study much de mah.. cos he also got to pei wo if not he noe he studyin i at there do nth sure beri sian de worz.. so don think mi goin his house le nor.. later de function i also kinda scare cos dono any people there mah.. prabu not doin tis function.. no people pei wo nor.. bo bian.. alone lorz..
cant slp now.. dono y.. online do nth somemore.. haiz...


i lost my best friends le.... cryin rite now.. but wat the use? cant do anything to save my friendship.. y mi so useless... because of relationship i lost my friendship.. why?

~`~`~`~`~ tis is wat u sae ~`~`~`~`~

juS wannA leT u No... sincE u waN 2 bE togetheR wiT hiM... whY stilL carE hW wE thiNk oF hIm... sincE wE doN likE hiM taT ouR businesS Le... theN gO bE togetheR wiT hiM whEn u thinK hE iS thE ritE guY 4 U.... therE iS ntH wE caN dO... wE doN meaN 2 breaK uR relationshiP wiT hiM buT wE juS worY 4 u... i doN waN 2 seE thE samE mistakE happeN iN thE pasT agaiN... i asK u whicH gaL doN waN theiR relationshiP 2 b stablE... nO1 loR... i alsO nO u hopE taT thiS relationshiP caN stablE... i alsO wisH taT u 2 caN stablE... n u caN finD uR happinesS... haiZ... donO u La... sincE u hV makE uP uR decision... theN leT iT b... doN changE uR decisioN agaiN.... n i'm nT askIn u 2 choosE iF u waN friendshiP oR hiM... wateveR iT iS.... i'M nT goiNg 2 carE anymorE Le...anywaY u'R nT thE 1 i useD 2 nO frM thE starT coS u r blinD nW... blinD bY luV n thE onLi persoN u caN seE iS hiM n no1 elsE... juS hopE taT uR relationshiP wilL lasT 4ever.... althougH u nO taT ouR friendshiP iS falLin... juS leT iT falL n treasurE hIm.... i thinK u neeD hiM morE... i doN waN u 2 crY oR nT geT enougH sLp n doN waN 2 seE u geT huRt bY hiM... promisE u wilL takE carE oF urselF...wheN i seE u agaiN i waN 2 seE taT u realLy finD uR happinesS Le... besT wisheS 4 u

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u think u will make mi feel better by not cryin or get enough slp... pls lorz.. u mus be kiddin... u think i treat u as wat.. i agree... i change after knowin him... but... how can u treat mi like tat... how can u... nvm.. take it as.. i not fit to be u gals de da jie... since.. u wanna let it crushed.. i got nth to sae.. i willin to be out of tat friendship between de 4 of us.. take it as i'm dead ba..


went out on sat nite wit dear.. beri happy wit him.. we went to watch movie den went for supper before goin home.. mi kinda bad sia.. after e show i spoil his mood liao.. cos i sae e wrong thing.. he beri angry lorz.. so i didnt go shop for tata n regina de birthday present.. but den after talkin bout it n let dear cool down, den he in gd mood again.. den we havin fun lorz.. keke.. den when we go takin train home at woodland mrt we saw haroy.. diaoz.. so sway... haha... den we go S11.. cos i need to makan... den we go home lorz.. cos 11 plus liao... den today mornin when i go help mother i walk pass block 111 nearby de basketball court... (-_-") yss de basketball team... den reach hawker saw eric lim... argh.. nth much lorz.. den mother n aunty today beri funny... ask mi e same question... y dear today didnt cum hawker find mi... den grandfather tot i last nite went drinkin... cos today i keep drinkin water.. i don drink much water ma.. den today dono y keep drinkin water so he said he suspect mi last nite went drinkin lorz... =P dear meet mi tml nite go eat dinner together.. keke.. miss him le worz.. today didnt meet dear cos nite he goin out wit parents.. den mi go home at 6 plus... reach home ard 6.50pm like tat.. 7 plus bath liao on my bed ready to slp le.. but dear sms mi.. so play a few sms wit him lorz.. stupid dear.. sae will call mi after finish bathin... so long liao... mi wanna go slp liao still haven call.. (-_-") haiz.. mi so hungry now....

~`~`~`~ FreNds ~`~`~`~

tata invite mi to his bbq today but i didnt go.. cos don hu got go ma.. later there all dono de.. sian lorz.. i sae i will go but ended up didnt go... wan call him de.. but dono which handphone number he is usin so didnt call lorz... my friendship really pop out problems le... dono how to hang on onto it... but no matter wat i also wont gib up my relationship de.. cos.. i really love him lots.. but if my friendship is crushed... i will fall n i will sure find it damn super hard to stand up again le... dono wat to do lorz.. no one to turn to rite now.. gonna breakdown le.. cos i'm fallin...



today is the 5th day mi n qian didnt tok to each other le.. haiz.. really got problems pop out in our friendship liao... haiz.. must be mine fault ba... dono wat to do lorz.. don expect mi to chose one out of friendship n relationship ba [ if the problems is about mi n my boyfriend... cos i now put boyfriend infront of friends but cannot blame lorz.. got my reason... i jus wanna stable my relationship first cos of some rejection from some of my family members... ] .... haiz...
ytd dear sae wanna brin mi go out de.. but ended up didnt go where lorz.. meet him 12.30pm but i reach early... on the way to meet him, i saw wan xin [joanna] de mother lorz.. been yrs didnt c her le.. onli last few months saw her at northpoint there waitin for pple... but didnt went over cos yong kang is there so didnt find her.. den heard from her mother she is fine lorz.. maybe when i'm free will go find her ba... dono.. den found out tat her brother had enter secondary sch le worz.. haha... den ytd whole day wit dear.. den at nite he long pang mi home wit his bicycle.. den i wear mini skirt ma.. so i sit until my butt pain.. (>.<) den dear bui tahan mi.. cos i keep shoutin tat i'm fallin now.. keke.. haiz.. dono wat to say le... heart breakin now... haiz...


been cryin for days le.. haiz... cos of friendship.. damn sux.. always got so many problems between mi n friends whenever i got a boyfriend... why leh? i also dono.. maybe they jus worried tat the guys will onli hurts mi n also cheat mi ba.. now already nov le.. i still cant find a job... cant believe it.. now mother de helper resign liao.. so go help mother lorz.. at there help no choice.. no matter how i hate the place.. i still gotta help lorz.. pay may be low but cant help lorz.. sian lorz.. monday [ytd lorz] onward i will be spendin less time wit wei jiunn dear dear liao.. can onli meet him after 7pm if wanna meet him... if wed shop didnt open den can go out lorz.. but also gotta c mother got go any way ma.. if not if i didnt accompany mother hor.. find her beri sian lorz.. alone at home dono do wat.. don hab much friends also... some more if i left her alone.. xiaoli found out she sure scold mi de.. haiz.. dono y.. the way SHE treat mi hab change lorz.. now can even defence a stranger lorz.. still say mi.. sae i first time so defence wei jiunn... think she now callin mi a bitch or slut behind my backz liao... dono la.. ytd nite i go cc find wei jiunn dear dear den saw elyn... smile smile lorz.. i don gib a damn bout past when mi at basketball court lorz.. i may find it weird tat she tis few times she saw mi will smile at mi lorz.. but aiya.. smile onli.. wont die or also doesnt mean anything lorz.. den go wait for dear dear to finish playin basketball... i didnt play cos i bath liao somemore i kinda tired lorz... n also i so lousy.. don dare to play at there de... den while waitin zhi xiong walk pass the second times.. ask mi why i was there.. i told mi i was waitin for pple.. he ask who.. i sae.. why u wanna care.. =P keke.. den he sae wei jiunn ar.. i sae ya.. den he was at there ohhh~~!! aiya.. cannot ar.. (-_-") den jasmine ting n her 2 friends came lorz.. den they play match.. they play until 10pm ma.. den they go off.. they enter the mac liao yiwen came wit vanessa... yiwen suddenly jump out of mac de door n shouted my name n say halo.. haha.. jump up man.. scare mi.. haha.. den wei jiunn send mi home lorz.. on the way back we went coffeeshop to hab some drinks.. den he went to change his clothes.. cos wet le.. n also beri dirty.. den we went to block 115 to chat for awhile lorz... wish to be wit him longer but he keep askin wanna send mi home.. den saw mother.. told her 5 more mins will go home.. den ended up when wei jiunn send mi home when we reach the lift there horz.. i was findin my things from his bag ma.. my mother came out of the lift.. (-_-") i ask her y she walk infront of us ended up we reach first... haha.. den she laugh laugh laugh... den wei jiunn send mi until door step.. mother ask him where he stay n wanna come in the house ma... he reply where he live onli.. stupid wei jiunn... almost ask my mother if he can stay over nite... haha... den he go home lorz.. keke... den kaili ask mi where he live.. den sae she n her hubby saw us at cc he sendin mi home lorz.. den she sae at first wanna ka jiao we two de.. but aiya.. don wan to disturb us datin lorz.. keke.. i believe she n fan fan, her hubby will slowy accept wei jiunn dear dear de... as for my friends.. i really hope they will accept him lorz.. think i better stop here le.. grandmother story again ma... haiz..


erm.. nth to say lorz.. sian... chalet wasnt fun... sian lorz.. cos i didnt really got to enjoy much.. haiz.. later oso not plan worz... dono stay home do wat liao.... so sian so bored.. maybe go orh orh zzzz be pig le.. keke..


still kinda feelin down lorz.. den dear promise mi tat he will pei wo go out after monday.. cos of his exam... friday got chalet.. my sis n her hubby de.. celebrate their weddin or wat de.. den i jio qian, anna, fang and dear go.. den at there stay overnite lorz.. sian.. today ..... [ onli qian noe.. i cannot rite out hu ] she sae ting kinda make mi upset lorz... over dear.. wat the use lorz.. as if dear is her stead.. kns.. even if wei jiunn hurt mi oso not her problems lorz.. mi no longer a kid le.. noe how to protect myself.. although i may be silly n stupid at times.. i still onli a little bit of protection for myself de lorz.. i noe if some thing happen i may regret... but oso don hab to make things so difficult for mi lorz.. n oso there is no such need to take my ex stead to compare wit him lorz.. cos wei jiunn is wei jiunn lorz... ex stead is ex stead lorz.. there might be some misunderstandin between dear n my gan mei, da jie n cousin lorz.. but i will try my best to let them to accept him de.. no matter wat lorz.. cos i don wish they hab any misunderstand between them lorz.. den today i called to quit my job.. i cannot make it lorz.. cos tat job isnt suit for mi.. i jus damn scare of goin there to work lorz.. dono y.. den last nite until now keep smokin.. but got control lorz.. cos today smoke too much le.. although onli 5 sticks... but cannot lorz... cos qian n dear wont be happy.. some more.. they onli allow mi to smoke one pack [ 20 sticks ] cos they noe mi beri stress n feelin low lorz.. den if tis pack finish le i cannot buy lorz.. if not they sure not happy wit mi liao ma.. but to say e real thing.. one pack isnt enough for mi lorz.. jobless for a month le.. onli left $10. onli.. den i jus now go eat dinner wit qian still got $10. from mother.. haiz... den now must look for job again le... no money to pay handphone bill liao.. run out of cash also.. ATM also no money liao..


Today i cry again le... haiz.. breakdown le... go buy xiang yan again liao... cant take it anymore... !!!!! so fan worz.. n i feel like quittin job le... there damn stress sia..... haiz... so scare of goin there to work... jus got home.. finish work at 10.20pm.. reach yishun 10.50pm... den wait for qian until 11.15pm like tat go buy xiang yan den erm... smoke liao go s 11 eat dinner.. eat le den we chat lorz.. long time didnt c her n hab a nice tok wit each other liao..
jus now most of the time workin i kn scold from irene cos i keep makin mistake lorz... i really scare lorz..
i don wish to grow up yet.. the world is gettin colder n darker... isnt nice stayin in e world.. wish to be alone.. been beri silly tis few yrs.. dono wat i'm doin lorz.. i gonna fall down again soon..


sO sux sia.. dono y tis few days.. den tok to dear so bui song like tat.. but he didnt sae anything la.. den tis few days tok to him he reply also sound unhappy lorz.. tis few days feel like somkin again.. den also dono y beri xiang cry lorz.. den xiang go lao di fang but workin le.. mus wait until thursday.. cos thursday to sunday not workin ma.. off.. sometime felt so left out like tat lorz.. dono y.. tis few days havin gastric also.. didnt eat much lorz.. i also dono wat everyone is thinkin lorz.. sometime felt so alone.. sometime was thinkin... is die a better way for mi? but die also wont solve any problems lorz.. i also dono how to protect myself.. still got 3 gan mei mei.. my 3 best friends.. i may look strong in front of everyone but.. i'm so weak.. find myself useless lorz... miss my dad.. but xiang dao wat my grandfather said to mi.. i really dono who i should blame lorz.. i also don wish to blame anyone lorz.. but i find it hurt to accept the true lorz.. i find myself so silly... damn silly lorz... den today workin hai hao la.. but beri scare lorz.. too scare le.. kinda look down on myself... cant find job.. gotta depent someone i noe de to get e job.. i really beri fan lorz... gonna break down soon le... some time i also find tat dear will kinda bo chup mi like tat lorz.. but i didnt told him la.. cos he been bz studyin for his exam lorz.. den no time pei wo.. but i don mind but sometime he like kinda hack care hack care mi lorz.. haiz.. i tired le.. n i oso don wish to continue le.. sian..


tis few days not in singapore lorz.. thursday 28/10, i go help my mother cos i beri long didnt go le plus mother de helper didnt go work.. den my grandfather told mi some things tat i heard liao feel beri fan lorz.. den we last min go malaysia.. to attend leilei de weddin... den e trip isnt tat fun la... kinda bored lorz.. miss dear, qian, anna n fang so much sia.. and also my home sweet home lah... i also miss my family members lorz... den didnt shop much lah.. den tml monday 1 nov, gotta start work at cream bistro le.. tot can spend whole day wit dear but tml work from 4pm to closin 10.30pm... no pay.. haiz... den gotta spend e mornin 11 plus to 3pm like tat... now chattin wit dear...